HatWearingIdjit
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- Supernatural (TV 2005) (64)
- Marvel (30)
- Marvel Cinematic Universe (27)
- Shadowhunters (TV) (16)
- Spider-Man - All Media Types (16)
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After a series of busy shifts in which TK's too tired to think properly, he accidentally has a drink at a bar. It spirals.
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Holding on (why is everything so heavy?) by HatWearingIdjit
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
03 Jun 2026
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Title from Heavy from Linkin Park.
Every now and then, squished flowers appear on the most expensive urn in the city –Tony Stark's. No one knows how they get there, bypassing the best security money can buy. No one knows to find the matching ones in a cemetery not that far away, the identity of the perpetrator obvious in light of the names in the headstones.
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Moving around with a dead parent and another one lost in grief, Dean never really learns how to swim.
It's okay. It's not like he'll need it to fight or anything. (He does).
After a near death experience, the threat of water follows him around. Dean still doesn't know how to swim, but he has more important things than be afraid of water. (Too bad he can't avoid it).
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I'd jump out a window for you (but tell me which one) by HatWearingIdjit
Fandoms: Shadowhunters (TV)
01 Jun 2026
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Just because Alec keeps breaking the Clave's rules for his siblings, it doesn't mean he likes doing it. Doesn't mean he's ready to face the consequences for his own shortcomings in his own personal relationships. Especially, when he doesn't know what the rules are.
OR: Alec struggles in his relationship with Magnus because he doesn't know what the rules are. (Magnus didn't know there were rules.)
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The door had barely opened before Sam jumped up from the motel bed.
"Oh, good, you're here!"
OR: as Dean is being his grumpy self, Sam calls Cas to the motel room to deal with him while he takes a break.
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A series of stuff/issues that trouble the Madrigal family but aren't talked about.
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Steven Universe human au.
With a major focus on eating disorders.
The works are interconnected, but I'm pretty sure they can be read as stand-alones as well.
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AitCM2025: did you notice we're still alive? by HatWearingIdjit
Fandom Girl Meets World (TV 2014), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Shadowhunters (TV), Spider-Man (Comicverse), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Supernatural (TV 2005), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies), WandaVision (TV)
24 Apr 2025
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Day1: Blood on Hands + "Please... let me go" (SPN)
Day2: Brave face (GMW)
Day3: "I don't want to hear it" (MCU, PP)
Day5: "It's too late to ask for forgiveness" (MCU, Thor)
Day6: "I can't do this (SH)
Day8: "Why did you do it?" (MCU, Wanda)- Words:
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Whumpcember2024 bc the world keeps turning even if it's on fire by HatWearingIdjit
Fandom Descendants (Disney Movies), Girl Meets World (TV 2014), Iron Man (Movies), Legacies (TV 2018), Marvel, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Shadowhunters (TV), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Supernatural (TV 2005), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Thor (Movies)
25 Dec 2024
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Day 1: Broken Bones (SPN)
Day 2: "This Is Your Fault" (MCU, Thor)
Day 3: Begging (SPN, Dean)
Day 8: "No. Not Like This" (Legacies, Josie)
Day 10: "Let Me Help You" (MCU, PP, tw:selfharm)
Day 12: "I Have Nowhere Else To Go" (GMW)
Day 15: Broken Glass (SH, Alec, tw:selfharm)
Day 18: Poisoned (Descendants, Evie, tw:EDs)- Words:
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Whumpril 2023: writing is hard but life is harder by HatWearingIdjit
Fandom 9-1-1 (TV), 9-1-1: Lone Star (TV 2020), Descendants (Disney Movies), Girl Meets World, Shadowhunters (TV), Supernatural (TV 2005)
22 Apr 2023
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Day1: Panic attacks (Tarlos,9-1-1:LS)
Day2: "Get some rest" (Destiel,SPN)
Day3: "Hold still" (9-1-1)
Day4: Massage (Tarlos,9-1-1:LS)
Day5: Stifled Scream (Malec,SH)
Day7: "You look pale." (Descendants)
Day8: Nausea. (SPN)
Day13: Support. (GMW)- Words:
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- 8
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i kissed the scars on your skin (i still think you're beautiful) by charliecha
Fandoms: ATEEZ (Band)
12 Mar 2023
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Wooyoung feels like he can’t breathe all of a sudden. The air feels a little too heavy to draw in, a little too suffocating. A little too much. His hands grip the white sheets, and he tries to ground himself and get rid of the haze clouding his eyes as he stares down at his legs.
It’s way too much, since when has he been taking up this much space? Why hadn't anyone told him? It’s definitely too much, way too much. He feels heavy, like his legs wouldn’t be able to keep him up steady with all this weight. Too much. Too heavy, too scarred—not scarred enough. Not perfect enough, never enough, never—
“Young-ah?”
It’s automatic, mechanical, Wooyoung’s hands come up to grasp his shirt and pull it down to cover up as much of his naked skin as he can when he hears Seonghwa’s voice coming from the door. His scars are out of sight before he looks up to meet his boyfriend’s worried gaze where he stands still at the door frame, eyes flying from Wooyoung’s body to his face.
“Is something wrong?”
Me, I am.
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the one where wooyoung's two (three) boyfriends take care of him and it's a mess
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
07 Jan 2026
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Atsushi stares for a long moment, taking that in. “That’s it? I just have to die and I’ll be let go?”
“You’ll exit the loop. Sounds fairly simply but remember the time limit, your healing ability is going to be working against you here,” Ranpo corrects.
“I almost die all the time - “ He laughs, a weight in his chest lifting. “I’m going to get out of here!”
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Atsushi gets stuck in a time loop and severely underestimates just how dedicated his family is to keeping him alive
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
28 Nov 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Both the work itself and the inspired by it are amazing. You can feel the desperation in the time loop, but also. Idk, it kinds makes you feel cared for. It's beautiful and sad and tired. Don't read if you're desperate and looking for a way out (it will likely trigger and make things worse), read if you're just sad and needing to feel like someone cares (almost like getting a hug, but not quite)
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Jamie Tartt were the best striker in the fucking league. Everyone knew he were the best, and everyone knew he had to be a sado dom, because sado doms made the best strikers, didn't they?
It were all the aggression they brought to the pitch.
But Jamie Tartt had a secret.
Or at least, he did have a secret, until his loan to Richmond AFC.
He'd done so good- no one'd guessed he was a sub in academy or at Man City. He'd done everything, to keep that secret a fucking secret.
He'd done so good, until Roy fucking Kent figured it out.
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
04 Nov 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
To remind yourself you're allowed softness. (Stop trying to make yourself so hard, stop being awful when you feel softness because it scares you)
About: Jamie Tartt. Recognizing and recuperating from trauma (flavour: bdsm)
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04 Jul 2025
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Sound Advice by NoahWillow
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
13 Dec 2024
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After a grueling battle in the U.A. Sports Festival, Aizawa Sensei begins training Hitoshi after school.
Hitoshi knows he doesn’t deserve it, but he accepts anyway.
Aizawa Sensei notices the cracks in Hitoshi’s carefully maintained facade, bruises hidden beneath his sleeves, a perpetually empty stomach, exhaustion too deep to blame on schoolwork.
He helps Hitoshi get removed and put into a new home.Now he’s in U.A’s hero course, not being beaten for the first time in his life, and he even starts to believe the lie that Aizawa might care about him.But his new foster father is… off. He lingers too long. Presses too close. Watches too intently.
As the lines blur and danger creeps in again, Hitoshi must decide whether to speak up and risk everything, or stay silent, and survive.
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Bookmarked by HatWearingIdjit
16 Jun 2025
Bookmarker's Notes
Beautiful Katsuki & Shinsou friendship,
Relatability in emotional repression/crying w Hizashi.
Beautiful Aizawa/Hizashi relationship
Shinsou-centric: angst, angst, angst + h/c