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  1. Public Bookmark 87

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    “Fedya, were you tormenting my cupcake again?”
    "Me?"
    “ Cupcake?!” Sigma exclaimed, looking outraged, "'Kolai!"
    "But you're my cupcake, love!" Nikolai grumbled, kneeling in front of the player plugged into the television, “Soft, sweet and delicious.”
    “No, just- No ”
    "You can be my doll if you want to then, doll."
    “I thought I was your doll, Kolya.” Fyodor clicked his tongue in displeasure at the sound of the man's amused laughter as he adjusted the movie's settings.
    “You two can be my dolls.” He winked at them playfully, getting up from the floor and throwing himself into the armchair next to the sofa.

    ~Or alternatively, Fyodor tormenting Sigma until they date.

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    13 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    “…I do think about it, but only occasionally. I think about how much it hurts. It feels like hunger,” Nikolai’s gaze softened like a flickering star, he wasn’t exactly lying when he said that he’d felt temptation before. Plenty of who he was as a person was driving himself to the point of constant freedom, running, fighting, flying to greener pastures and bluer skies. Soaring above the mountains to prevent being caged again. “It’s… hunger for something you can’t fully have, but that’s okay. You just kinda… have to accept it.”

    “…What if you could indulge in that senseless and selfish hunger? What if the answer to your bottomless stomach is right in front of you, just inches away from your face, tempting you? What are you supposed to do to aid yourself, then?” Fyodor just fired what felt like a round of roulette shots into Nikolai’s brain.

    —=+*+=—

    Fyodor isn’t fully aware of what would cure the temptation lit ablaze within him.

    Nikolai, however, unravels his soul just like Fyodor did to him years ago.

    Or,
    How to absolutely destroy pussy in a God honoring way

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    08 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 67

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    (7: 19 pm) Nikolai: Wanna see my huge gun 🔫🔫
    [picture attached]

    You: Oh, it’s a real gun.

    Nikolai: I killed 3 people with it 😇

    You: Colour me impressed.

    Nikolai: Finally, someone sensible on here!

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    OR Fyodor has a touch of tism so he asks Dazai (who definitely doesn't have a touch of tism) to help him ask a sane gentelman out (Nikolai), and then Chuuya gets involved, and Jouno, and Tecchou, and Ranpo, and Edgar and...

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    19 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    ehem ehem I made another fyolai fluff oneshot lol

     

    Nikolai finds out that Fyodor is alive and makes his way over to the hospital!

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    17 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Fyodor never realized just how much work goes into his partners' hair.

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    10 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    Fyolai but dazai is also there and he likes fyodor but fyodor doesnt like him so nikolai and dazai fight over him and end up kissing and fyodor is so confused

    also SIGMAS THERE <333 my bbg

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    06 Dec 2025

  7. Rec 23

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    Nikolai Gogol is a relatively average student attending an art school in Moscow, doing his very best to leave his ‘Class Clown’ reputation behind in Ukraine. By a twist of fate, he ends up striking up a friendship with a fellow painter, Fyodor Dostoevsky, as they team up to survive their introductory painting class together.

    From accidental bird adoption to grumpy new roommates, they stick together and stick it out, learning and growing together not just as artists, but as people too.

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    06 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    Fyodor's ink tresses sliding through his fingers. His adorable face, sweet and pouty, in his deep slumber. Naked and covered under Nikolai's bed sheets. His lips wet from lip licking in sleep, “how adorable.” Nikolai whispers to himself, satiated and enticed, chuckling and wiping the little drop of drool off from the left corner of his lips. Leaning in to give a sweet kiss, imbued with infatuation and adoration.

    Placing a few more wet kisses down his soft cheek skin. Inhaling the fresh scent of grass and rose perfume; Fyodor's signature scent; suffused with the elusive pestilent scent of his tobacco, and the mild stench of sex from last night

     

    Why don't I understand? Why doesn't anyone understand? That I miss him, profoundly with poignant obsession. Even when he is right here, in my arms, moaning under me, under my caresses. This is not fair.

     

    This is not going anywhere. My love is not going anywhere.

    Nikolai's curiosity for the malevolent beauty of apartment 007, the Philosophy professor, Fyodor darling, fabricates to obsession, adoration and confusion.
    A romance of 367 days.

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    06 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 5

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    Fyodor needs a new bookshelf.

    Nikolai loves to terrorize IKEA employees.

    In the end, both of them have no idea how to build furniture.

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    28 Nov 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 8

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    You're Fyodor Dostoevsky, and you can't catch a break.

    One second you're examining weird ability related item, and the other...

    .... A massive random portal pops out kid version of you and Nikolai???

     

    Aka: Fyodor and Nikolai get to meet their childhood self... And they have to take care of them for some time

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    20 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 83

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    a few months have gone by and Miyano is struggling with the fact they haven’t been fully intimate yet. Is it something Sasaki wants or not? he’s too insecure and inexperienced to tell.

    but maybe Miyano was worrying for nothing at all.

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    08 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 33

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    On the first day of Sebastian’s recovery, he had insisted on overseeing at least the basic preparations. All too quickly, it had become clear that he was in no state to do so, though, when he’d keeled over, one hand pressed to his wound. Ciel had demanded-- ordered, contract seal flaring with power-- that Sebastian stay in his quarters until his body was well and truly healed. 

    And the demon had not emerged from the room since. 

    Sebastian’s room, the head butler’s room, was at the very end of the hallway. Ciel tiptoes past Mey-Rin, Tanaka, and the boys’ room on quiet, slippered feet, stopping in front of the door.

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    18 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Hyunjin sketches strangers in cafés. Quiet ones, beautiful ones—faces that slip away before he can ask their names. But when he draws him—blond hair, freckled skin, a smile like sunlight—something changes.
    He doesn’t ask his name. Just draws him. Once. Twice. Then so many times it stops being memory and becomes need.
    Hyunjin never expects the boy to find the sketches.
    He definitely doesn’t expect him to flirt back.

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    09 Aug 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 68

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    Channie: Felix? Why did you drag Hyunjin to the horror escape room on a Tuesday?

    Catboy assassin: for bonding time?

    Jisung: bro he cried

    Catboy assassin: IT SAID ‘mild horror’ I THOUGHT HE LIKED GHOST STUFF

    Jinnie: I thought it was a message.

    Jinnie: Like “get ready. Your time has come.”

    Catboy assassin: I HELD YOUR HAND THE WHOLE TIME

    Jinnie: you held it AFTER the animatronic corpse dropped from the ceiling

    Jinnie: Damage was done.

     

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    Felix is an omega trying to court omega Hwang Hyunjin. Unfortunately for him, Hyunjin sees every romantic gesture as an attempt on his life.

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    09 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 21

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    Hyunjin pulled back just barely, their foreheads brushing, breath mingling in the quiet space between them. His voice came soft, a little awed, like it had shrunk to fit the closeness. “You really don’t mind this?”

    Felix’s eyes opened slowly, half lidded and a little dazed. His lips were still tingling from the kiss, but he managed a small smile as his thumb traced a slow line at the base of Hyunjin’s neck. “Would’ve shoved you off by now if I did.”

     

    OR;
    Hyunjin and Felix have a paint date that turns into a soft Makeout session.

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    03 Aug 2025

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Felix, Minho and Hyunjin are sick of being treated like crap by alphas. That being said, they do enjoy having one in their bed, which is why they resort to witchcraft to ensure their new lover won’t harm them.

    It all backfires spectacularly when they fall in love with their target: an alpha named Bang Chan.

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    01 Aug 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 64

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    It’s near the end of his third year at university when Felix begins to suspect he might have a crush on his new literature professor.

    It’s not immediate. It creeps in slowly—quiet, uninvited, and a little bit inconvenient.

    “Ah, who knows… You want to write something erotic for him?”

    Felix nodded, cheeks flushing.

    “I’m guessing you don’t really know how to write the details, since you’re a virgin.”

    Felix dropped his head, heat rising to his ears.

    “Just masturbate thinking about him,” Seungmin said matter-of-factly.

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    31 Jul 2025

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    Felix didn’t mean to end up in the wrong hotel room. But he was drunk, pretty, and glittering in a designer jacket that cost more than some people’s rent. He just wanted to sleep. What he didn’t expect was a grumpy pilot with bedhead and a sharp tongue opening the door and changing everything.

    Hyunjin was used to turbulence in the sky, not the kind that came in the form of a loud, half-naked YouTuber who wouldn’t stop talking about body butter. He wanted sleep. Peace. But the universe had other plans.

    One wrong door lead to a one night stand. And falling in love had never crossed their minds.

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    30 Jul 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 47

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    Three weeks since Hyunjin jokingly offered to help Felix “practice” kissing. What started as a game - innocent, playful kisses ranked by “steps”, quickly unraveled into something far deeper. Each kiss lingered longer than the last, each touch sparked something warm beneath their skin. They’ve decided to quietly try dating in secret. Not easy with cams and staff watching. Soft, longing stares, subtle touches when they think no one’s looking. Stay notice, of course.
    Laughter muffled into blankets, kisses that taste like lemonade and milk tea. Soft, sweet, and a little dangerous. They don’t know exactly where this is headed, but they know what it feels like. Something they’ll keep choosing step by step.

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    30 Jul 2025

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    This makes you feel at peace. Calm. Tranquil.

  20. Public Bookmark 42

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    For Hyunjin’s birthday, Felix offers more than a gift; he offers himself, his trust, and the quiet, trembling thrill of being wanted by two sets of hands instead of one. Tonight is about desire, control, and the intoxicating pull of surrender shared between three people.

    But long after the heat fades, what remains is quieter: soft touches, careful care, and words spoken in the fragile calm of after. Because sometimes a single night is enough to reveal feelings no one was ready to name.

    aka: there is technically a plot, but it is being aggressively overshadowed by smut.

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    5,096

    29 Jul 2025

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