ForeverAlone5



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    It’s dark in the basement. The only light source is a tiny window high up on the wall. It’s also freezing, like no warmth has ever touched the air. The energy feels dead, haunting, tainted by violence and blood and despair, like even if a ray of sun managed to sneak in through the window, it would hardly make a difference.

    Stiles shivers where he’s curled up in the corner, the furthest place from the stairs. He wraps his red hoodie tighter around himself, but it’s not doing much good anymore, damp from old blood and tattered in too many places. His jeans feel stiff and restrictive on his body.

    Beside him, a large black wolf whimpers, the mournful sound leaving his mouth and echoing around the otherwise silent basement. Stiles looks over, his hand already buried in the wolf’s fur, also matted with blood.

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    This is Cliff Marleau. Rozanov is in trouble. I think you may be the best person to help. Can I call you?
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    Basically I just wanted to create a world where Ilya would ACTUALLY die without Shane and this is what came out.

    This jumps in right after the cottage - the boys have just separated to head home for their respective preseasons. As with most of my work, this jumps around in the timeline. Watch out for that. Let me know in the comments if you were ever confused.

    This has very light a/b/o dynamics. Mostly it's just angst and hurt/comfort.

    I was going to wait until this work was completely finished to post anything, but I decided I would love to hear feedback on this first bit to see what lands/doesn't first. I'm envisioning around 3 or 4 chapters total on this, but who knows.

    It's entirely possible I wrote this for myself and no one else would be into this weird-ass concept which is perfectly fine - write the fanfic you want in the world!

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    Italic text = Russian
    This fic uses a work skin to simulate text messages. If you turn it off or read on an e-reader, they should still be visible (no promises) - just not as fun.

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    And Shane could cry. His husband, plagued by nightmares of him not eating. His husband, driving the 25 minutes to the hospital in the middle of the night to ensure Shane has food. His husband, who is more than he could ever dream of, let alone ask for. Of course he could cry. He doesn’t though. Instead he pouts his lips and tilts his head upward, in silent question. Ilya is all too happy to place his answering lips on those of his husband. Shane takes the food with quiet thanks, sending Ilya back home to bed with the promise he’ll be back soon. When Shane turns, Shannon's eyes are crinkled in the corner and warmth is radiating off her small smile.

    “I’m glad you have him, Shane. What you do is hard and without something like that to keep you going, it can swallow you whole. Don’t take him for granted.”

    Or: 3 times Ilya brings food to his husband Shane, at the children's hospital where he works as a pediatric oncologist because he constantly forgets to eat at work + the cutest kids and Ilya making a visit to them

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    Ilya left the Boston Raiders and joined the Ottawa Centaurs in search of something else. He just would have never imagined that after leaving his heart in Montreal after university, he would find it again in Ottawa, grocery shopping with a child and speaking Russian.

    OR: Shane and Ilya meet and fall in love in university and get a second chance when Ilya comes to Ottawa, where Shane is the co-owner and head chef of a popular restaurant.

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    By the time his fifth and final run arrives, he is done humiliating himself for a tradition that has only ever looked at him like a mistake waiting to happen. So instead of running beneath the full moon with the other omegas, Stiles hides in his favorite hollow tree with blankets, a flashlight, and a romance novel, fully intending to spend the night alone.

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