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  1. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Perfectly fine. I’ll be good as new in a couple of days.” 

    “Good.” A moment of quiet on the other line. Shane could hear Ilya breathing. 

    “I love you so much. You know this, yes?”

    “Of course I do. And I love you too. I’ll see you…” Shane had to consider when the next day they could visit would be.

    "When you see me," Ilya supplied.

    “I'll see you when I see you. Okay. Sure.”

    “Bye, Shane."

    “Bye.”

    The Boxing Day argument doesn't happen, Ilya doesn't seek professional help, and he and Shane keep pretending everything's fine. In the last few weeks of the season, Ilya reaches a breaking point. After saving his boyfriend's life, Shane is forced to grapple with the broken pieces, figure out what went wrong, and try to slot everything back together again.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    The first time it happens, it's an accident. And really, even if he hadn't caught it, it wouldn't be his fault if someone decided to post it on the internet.
    But the more he thinks about it, a plan forms. If he can prove that Rozanov will leave when things get hard, or once Shane is no longer his dangerous and forbidden secret...
    It'll be like ripping of a bandaid for Shane, something he doesn't want to do, but needs to be done. So Hayden will do it for him, temporary pain, but necessary.
    Shane will thank him later.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Wouldn’t it be heartbreaking if, after Ilya casually suggests Shane could sleep with other people when they’re apart, Shane takes it completely the wrong way? He becomes deeply insecure, convincing himself it means he isn’t performing well enough in the bedroom. Desperate to fix it, he starts googling ways to be better in bed, trying things he never would have considered before, all in a frantic attempt to keep Ilya satisfied.

    Or: After Ilya tells Shane he could sleep with other people, Shane tries to change himself so that Ilya wouldn’t want to look elsewhere.

    Based off a conversation briefly mentioned in TLG

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya hurts Shane.

    It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.

    Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
    Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    He heard footsteps begin to come down the stairs, and then a deep voice shouted something in a language that Shane thought was probably Russian. The footsteps continued to grow closer, and then Irina’s papa entered the kitchen. Shane dropped his jaw as they made eye contact– it was a face he never thought he’d see again.

    “Ilya Rozanov?”
    “Shane Hollander?”

     

    Or, canon divergent AU in which Ilya drops out of the NHL draft to play in Russia, but he and his daughter end up living next door to Shane many years later.

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    17 Jun 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 22

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    Ilya Rozanov makes a difficult decision and decides to go inpatient before he ends up doing something irreversible.

    Shane tries to cope in the meantime.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s boyfriend just couldn’t fuck him right, fortunately his ex could.

    So Shane invites his ex over to fuck him while his boyfriend watches and learns. It’s purely educational. Totally not about the unresolved feelings that they both don’t have

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Instead of breaking up, Shane and Rose agree to a mutually beneficial lavender relationship for the cameras.

    If only Ilya would let him explain...

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    16 Jun 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 81

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    “I think maybe we did not meet for first time in Saskatchewan.” He answers finally.

    “What? No, we definitely did. I wouldn’t forget that. Did you hit your head at practice?”

    Ilya can’t believe he once went nearly a decade without crying. The dam is so thoroughly busted now that it only takes a stiff breeze to blow it back open. He’s far closer to it now than he would like. “No. I think also maybe you did get to meet my Mama.”

    “Ilya…What are you talking about?”

    Ilya loves spending time with Shane's parents, and he's looking forward to dinner and an evening of looking at Shane's baby pictures, however they are going to bring back memories for more than just the Hollanders.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    15 Jun 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 71

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    Ilya Rozanov, now captain of best team in the league spent years learning how to love Shane Hollander. Tonight, all of that hard-won love is being tested by one extremely drunk husband, who has consumed eight whole beers, lost his scarf, and developed a single urgent and non-negotiable need: To sit in Ilya's lap. While Ilya is driving.
    Or: Shane gets drunk for the first time in a long time, and when Ilya comes to collect him, married life turns out to be a confiscated phone, a barbecue invitation from four strangers, and the most beautiful idiot in the world in tears over something stupid and thirty centimetres.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    At just twenty-three, the golden boy of hockey, Shane Hollander, had his career pulled right out from under him. Five years pass since he left the ice on a backboard and slowly but surely, disappeared.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.

    After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.

    Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.

    Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?

    The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'

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    14 Jun 2026

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    15 years after they got married Shane and Ilya go through a painful divorce.
    5 years on and they are both forced to attend the wedding of their daughter, Izabella, to Hayden Pike's youngest son.
    Ilya isn't sure what is worse, that Callum Pike looks eerily similar to his father, or that Shane is bringing his new boyfriend to the wedding.
    Shane isn't sure that he is going to survive a long weekend with his ex husband on a Greek island.
    One island. One long weekend. One wedding. 7 Pikes. Two secretly broken hearts. What could possibly go wrong?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    The purposefully boring reaction died on his tongue the second he saw the picture on the screen. He hadn’t even read the headline yet, too nervous to find out what it could be saying. Because on the screen in front of him was the cocky face of Ilya Rozanov and, if Shane was not completely mistaken, it appeared he was sat in an Ottawa Centaurs jersey.

    “What the fuck is going on?” Shane hissed, eyes bulging in a way that he was sure would have been comical if his whole world wasn’t caving in on him again. Ilya Rozanov was meant to be gone forever. That was the agreement he had assumed they had come to when he had run off to Russia without a single text and had never been in contact again.

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    OR: Two years after Ilya Rozanov mysteriously left Boston mid-contract to return to the Russian league, he has returned under equally mysterious circumstances. Shane wants nothing more than to pretend he is still an ocean away, if only Ilya would let him.

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    13 Jun 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 28

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    As he stared at the sleeping figure in front of him whose breathing was so shallow he wasn't sure if it was real, Shane couldn’t help but hear alarm bells in the back of his head. Something was wrong. But he couldn’t figure out what.

    The room felt colder. Quieter. Emptier. And everything in Shane’s head screamed wrong wrong wrong.

    His eyes moved around the room, trying to find the danger he knew in his soul that was lurking. He found none, until he finally looked at the nightstand next to Ilya and noted a plastic yellow bottle he had seen before. A bottle with a white label. A bottle leftover from Ilya’s broken arm that he never touched. A bottle that was laying on its side, previously full and now empty. Next to it an empty glass bottle of vodka, a piece of paper, and a pen.

    The feeling inside of him snapped, and Shane finally had a name for the feeling he had been carrying for the last several days. Now with the cold dread of realization that he listened to it too late.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    When Ilya gets into a car accident on his way back from the cottage and wakes up having lost the last half year of his memories, Shane’s world crumbles.
    He keeps telling himself that Ilya will remember, that everything will go back to how it was before, but it’s hard to keep holding on to that hope when Ilya looks at him with so much distrust and hurt in his eyes.

    Having just spent two wonderful weeks at Shane’s cottage, Ilya’s newfound bliss is cut short when he wakes up in a hospital and the last thing he remembers is playing a game against the Metros back in winter.
    Stuck in his head with his most recent memories following shortly after the tuna melt disaster, he has a hard time figuring out why Shane Hollander keeps showing up at his hospital room. It’s not like they’re even on speaking terms, right?

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    13 Jun 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 23

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    Shane and Ilya had not talked since before Rose, after he freaked out about the tuna melts. Now they were at the All Stars together, met on the beach and were supposed to meet each other like old times. It was supposed to be a nice reunion. Ilya was waiting patiently, or rather impatiently, knowing that this would be a chance he could steal away a moment with him.

    Except Shane didn't show up. He freaked out again and he didn't text Ilya until last second. A year and a half passed and now Shane is dating Kelsey Langman, a basketball player. He meets Ilya at the club again and shit is stirred up.

    or Cheating AU of Shane cheating on original male character with Ilya; they haven't talked since the tuna meltdown and the All Stars game convo didn't happen. Enter chaos and inefficient communication, their speciality.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ilya Rosanov thought he understood depression, and how to handle it. He was supposed to be happy, living his life with Shane peacefully, exactly where he always wanted to be.

    But he’s haunted by his family curse, ruining everything he touches.

    And somehow, ending up like his mama doesn’t seem so scary anymore.

    It might be his only way out.

    TLDR: Ilyas mental health spirals fast, but he doesn’t dare let anyone know.

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    13 Jun 2026

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