1 - 20 of 336 Bookmarks by Fantasyeverything
Navigation
List of Bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
“You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.
“I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”
He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.
When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.
(the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)
(or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,094
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 1,285
- Kudos:
- 21,540
- Bookmarks:
- 6,118
- Hits:
- 195,194
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
13 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.
Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-
-only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.
(how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
13 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“I am sorry,” he says. “I am not trying to fight. I just don’t like the idea of you not being okay and me not knowing, even when I am in the same place as you.”
That Shane can understand. He wouldn’t like it if their positions were reversed, after all, if he thought Ilya was potentially in danger and he was in the next room over drinking champagne and making smalltalk. He sees Ilya go somewhere in his head sometimes, sees him retreat inwards, sees him check out even if his body is still there, going so deep inside that he doesn’t even catch Shane’s eye for a bit even when something funny happens, too far away for Shane to reach him.
But it’s also not like he can just go up and grab Ilya by the arm and pull him away from the party, not without inviting speculation and a whisper storm. He doesn’t have that right, doesn’t have that privilege, to potentially need Ilya or be needed by Ilya and be able to just pull him away.
It’s moments like these that Shane feels the weight of their secret like a physical thing.
(5 times shane and ilya couldn't be openly together and 1 time they could)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,670
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 289
- Kudos:
- 3,190
- Bookmarks:
- 509
- Hits:
- 17,167
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
13 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“No vodka?” Rozanov asks, tsking in disapproval but looking amused. “What then? What does the great Shane Hollander want when he does a good job? What is your vice, Hollander?”
“Hmmmm, mangoes,” Shane sighs out wistfully. It’s not a dangerous allergy for him, but it does mean being itchy and sometimes a little queasy for a couple of days after. Really he knows that he should probably avoid them altogether, but with every other restriction he has and with how controlled he is with his life even outside of that, it’s his one little indulgence, a pressure-relief valve of one bad choice to let some steam off at the end of a season, when he carves out time in his cottage when he can make his annual bad choice and enjoy a few days of wild mango madness before he makes himself buckle back into the restraints he usually keeps his life in.
He looks up when he hears Rozanov snort.
“Mangoes?” Rozanov repeats, tugging his shirt over his head. “Really?”
“They’re good,” Shane defends. “Better than vodka,” he adds, pointedly.
(shane has food allergies but makes an exception for mangoes) (5 times ilya didn't find out about this allergy and 1 time he did)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,653
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 521
- Kudos:
- 5,548
- Bookmarks:
- 1,028
- Hits:
- 31,287
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
12 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Uh,” he says, looking up from his screen and feeling his ears go hot, realizing for the first time that this habit of his hasn’t actually come up before until this exact moment.
“What?” Rozanov asks, sounding more amused than anything else. “You are one of the people who does Instagram for food now?”
“No,” Shane says, stalling between answering and finishing his Snap so he can send it to Melissa, “one sec.” He finishes typing out 'Tuna melt. Chips. Pickles. It smells really good. Swiss cheese, I think.' before he looks back to Rozanov, putting his phone facedown on the coffee table. “Just sending it to someone on the staff. She likes knowing what I’m eating.”
He doesn’t know if Melissa likes knowing what he’s eating, per se, but she also seems pleased when he talks about enjoying food for things beyond how many grams of protein it has in it.
“Ah,” Rozanov says, in a tone Shane can’t quite read. “You always send her your food then, this girl?”
(shane has a habit of sending his team's dietician his meals for approval) (the problem with this habit? he forgets to tell ilya exactly what it is that melissa does) (how the tuna meltdown is AVERTED through the power of miscommunication)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,481
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 488
- Kudos:
- 6,634
- Bookmarks:
- 1,374
- Hits:
- 33,977
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
12 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“-can’t see each other again,” Ilya says, looking only at Shane’s hand, holding it so, so gently and stroking over Shane’s skin so, so softly. The soothing feeling of it makes it very hard to focus, but Shane tries very hard to do it anyway. “I tried-we tried, but this can’t happen again.” It takes a moment, but Shane finally manages to make sense of the words, and he lets out a soft noise of understanding.
Ah. He’s apologizing that he won’t be able to see Shane in the hospital again before he leaves.
“I understand,” he says, and he does. It was probably really hard for Ilya to get here even once, and it can’t be very long before his plane leaves. He’s sad, of course–they didn’t even get to spend time together, really–but it’s not like this will be the last chance they ever have to see each other. He gives Ilya his best attempt at a smile, and if it comes out a little sad, too, all Ilya does is reach out to stroke the backs of his fingers gently over his cheek.
(ilya goes through with his plan to break up with shane in the hospital) (the problem? shane is too high to understand that he's being broken up with)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,369
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 496
- Kudos:
- 9,613
- Bookmarks:
- 1,971
- Hits:
- 61,529
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
12 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
It does mean missing out on things like barbeques and team dinners sometimes, but it’s not as if he would have been able to participate anyway. At this point in his life, risking someone not taking his allergies seriously would mean potentially missing games, which makes it unacceptable. Jackie always makes sure he has a dish or two that’s safe when he’s over at their house, but if he was going to be the one guy sitting and drinking ginger ale instead of taking part in sharing nachos or Korean barbeque or burgers or any other delicious thing he goes in knowing he can’t have anyway, there’s no point in making a fuss about it. He eats at home, has a drink with everyone else, and he calls it a day. Easy. Safe. Foolproof.
But also the reason it doesn’t occur to him that he hasn’t actually told Ilya about any of his allergies until it becomes immediately relevant five days into being at his cottage together.
(how ilya learns about shane's food allergies) (and how shane learns what it's like to have someone who always saves him a seat at the table) (and who also makes sure there's food he can eat on the table to start with)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,957
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 587
- Kudos:
- 9,006
- Bookmarks:
- 2,135
- Hits:
- 45,119
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
12 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Go?” Rozanov repeats, and Shane thinks he manages to nod, thinks he manages to spin some kind of excuse that he knows Rozanov doesn’t really buy, but he needs to go. He needs to get out of here. He needs to find somewhere quiet and calm where he can ride out this panic and painful tightness until he can catch his breath again. He needs-
He needs to go.
“I’m sorry,” he says, turning heel and resisting the urge to just book it right for the front door only because he’d rather not have to explain to Hayden why he returned from a hookup with Boston Lily in men’s clothes that he certainly didn’t leave in.
It’s not until he makes it halfway up the stairs to Rozanov’s bedroom that it occurs to him in a cold rush that it isn’t just anxiety that makes it this hard to breathe.
“No,” he tells himself firmly, white knuckling the bannister and trying to take a deep breath just to prove that he can.
It wheezes.
(how the tuna meltdown is averted through the power of food allergies and anaphylaxis)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 25,169
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 453
- Kudos:
- 9,432
- Bookmarks:
- 2,141
- Hits:
- 65,712
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
12 Jul 2026
-
False Narratives by ToFeelWanted
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
Ilya hated Shane Hollander with the kind of slow-burning, patient intensity that had fueled his entire career.
Not the easy hatred of rivals. This was deeper. This was about biology and bullshit and a league that had decided Shane's omega status made him a precious commodity while Ilya's alpha strength made him disposable labor.
Little does Ilya know the abuse that Shane is facing behind closed doors.
Series
- Part 1 of New Starts
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
12 Jul 2026
-
Forbidden Fruit by 7ate9
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
Their first vacation at the cottage is going perfectly. They're official boyfriends, they've told each other they love one another. Ilya doesn't think he's ever been this happy in his life. He's never been so close to happily ever after.
Then, he convinces Shane to try his favorite fruit, and Ilya is swiftly reminded of why exactly he doesn't get happily ever afters.
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
08 Jul 2026
-
‘cause I can’t keep on starting over by dharmaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jun 2026
Tags
Summary
Ilya stood up again, resuming his endless pacing around the room, “You never do it on purpose.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You always say you are sorry. But you never stop doing it. I move to shitty team, I get upset at shitty team and you feel guilty, you say sorry but you don’t understand when I complain.” He was raising his voice again and his grasp on English was getting worse by the minute.
“That’s not fair.”
“You say you are sorry about my family but then you do not understand what I have to say when we talk about families! It’s always your mom is too pressing or too worried. Guess what Shane! I do not have a mom to press me!”or
Shane accidentally breaks something important for Ilya. Instead of reacting like he usually would, Ilya, already tired from a part argument, starts shouting at him eveything he's ever been upset about. Shane can't stand it and finds himself safe wording out of the argument. Fluff ensues.
Series
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
08 Jul 2026
-
i'm falling again by mlstyles257
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
Tags
Summary
“Daddy, Uncle Shane fell off the roof!”
Hayden and Jackie both freeze at their 7-year-old's exclamation. Ruby has tears in her eyes, and a guilty look Hayden has seen thousands of times before, is all over her face.Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
06 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Harry cowered slightly. "I didn't know what else to do."
Snape's gaze sharpened.
„You could have told me.“
___________
Harry misunderstands Snape horribly, and does not only break a vase in the process but almost injures himself trying to fix his mistake.
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
14 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Baby, of course I trust you.” Luke softened, letting the nickname slip by accident even though they were good at keeping it professional at work. “It’s got nothing to do with you. I don’t want to be there and see you looking up at me with fear in your eyes. I don’t want to have to-,” bile rose in his throat about how their evening was going to go. “I don’t want you to watch me buying an omega, negotiating the sale of their body. How can you not see that?
--
Or, Luke and Spencer have to go undercover to a club trafficking omegas.
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
11 Jun 2026
-
Tags
Summary
The snow under them both was soaked with Derek’s blood.
His whole life was bleeding out on his father’s lawn with every faint beat of Derek’s heart.
~*~
Or, the Mafia AU where Derek suffers from amnesia and forgets being married to Stiles- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 54,934
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 163
- Kudos:
- 1,176
- Bookmarks:
- 315
- Hits:
- 20,140
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
08 Jun 2026
-
The Hurt I've Caused by Otters27
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Apr 2026
Tags
Summary
AU. Ilya goes through with ending things after Shane’s injury. Heartbroken, physically broken, and vulnerable, Shane meets a man that seems like the perfect distraction, an absolute dream. He’s in too deep before he realizes that this man is actually a nightmare. Will anyone save him or will help come too late?
Or
After Ilya breaks his heart, Shane gets into a relationship with a physically and emotionally abusive man. Ilya notices something is wrong. He will stop at nothing to fix things.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,188
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 139
- Kudos:
- 1,760
- Bookmarks:
- 439
- Hits:
- 52,005
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
18 May 2026
-
Above the Clouds, the Sky is Always Blue by khaleesiofalicante
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Mar 2026
Tags
Summary
“They both want to fuck you. That entire family is trying to fuck you. I think we should call the police. Put restraining order for your hole.”
“Ilya, are you drunk?”
“Hollander, this is a serious problem!”
“Just because he is gay, it doesn’t mean he wants to fuck me.” Shane scoffs. “Maybe he’s a bottom too.”
“So, that’s your problem? Not that he wants your hole?”
“Ilya, I swear, if you don’t stop saying that word—”
“It’s wrong, you know,” Ilya informs seriously. “You fucked Rose Landry. Now Peter Landry is trying to fuck you. All the holes are connecting. This is basically incest.”
“Didn’t you sleep with those Swedish twins in Cabo?”
“They were not identical. It does not count!”
OR: Ilya's life gets plagued by a different Landry this time, AKA an interpretation of the 'let's sleep with other people' fight mentioned in TLG, AKA, an ode to Jealous Ilya.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 33,530
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 575
- Kudos:
- 3,456
- Bookmarks:
- 970
- Hits:
- 31,554
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
17 May 2026
-
The Axiom of Equality by kooksie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
Tags
Summary
Ilya hurts Shane.
It’s an accident, of course, but his mind goes to the only place it knows how afterwards: He deserves to hurt too.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,895
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 211
- Kudos:
- 4,659
- Bookmarks:
- 1,081
- Hits:
- 46,605
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
17 May 2026
-
doting on by hollanov_1410
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Mar 2026
Tags
Summary
"Aren't I so lucky," he said, tilting his head back to look up at Shane. "I have very sexy cougar as my husband."
"We're the same age," Shane reminded him, thumb tracing Ilya's jaw.
"Not true." Ilya shifted forward on his knees until he was settled between Shane's legs, his hands coming up to cup Shane's stomach. "For the next month, I have a sugar daddy."
Shane laughed. "So now I'm some old man buying you gifts?"
"Well," Ilya said, pressing a kiss to the curve of Shane's stomach through his shirt. Then another. "You are old man. And you are giving me the most precious gift of all. So yes. Is accurate, I would say."
5 times Ilya and their kids took care of Shane throughout his pregnancy, and 1 time they were reminded just how stubborn Shane Hollander can be.
Series
- Part 13 of Our House
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
15 May 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“We can’t be seen together,” Shane hisses. A bottle girl parades a flaming champagne bottle above their heads and sidles between them, blocking Ilya’s wide, frantic eyes for a moment.
Ilya crosses his arms, his voice breathy. “You know, if you wanted to be treated like shit, Hollander, you should have just said.”
Shane freezes. “My relationship is none of your business.”
“Really?” Ilya questions. A vein pops out of his neck, a greenish wire that looks purple under the strobe lights. “I saw it. She hit you.”
----
Where, months after Shane's post-tuna melt panic, Shane and Ilya lock eyes across the dancefloor - only this time, Shane’s “new girlfriend” isn’t Rose, and she’s nowhere near as kind.
Bookmarked by Fantasyeverything
15 May 2026