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    Eddie is working hard on figuring himself out, getting a life, and also reestablishing contact with Buck after worrying about them drifting apart and their friendship changing. Realizing that sometimes people misunderstand his relationship with Buck should not be the shock it is. Also, if Chris could stop launching verbal sneak attacks on him, he'd appreciate it.

    Meanwhile, Buck's learning to parent a toddler while not at all being insecure about something said by one Margaret Buckley. He's just studiously avoiding the word 'Parent' like the plague, and otherwise doing his damn best.

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    If Buck had a nickel for every time someone left him their kid in their will without his knowledge—well, he’d have two nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird that it’s happened twice now.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Amazing slow burn

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    For a long time, he thought it was Shannon. His love for her had ruined him for all women.

    Now he’s not so sure. All thanks to Father Brian and fucking juice.

    The juice, it turns out, is gay porn. Which brings him back to the beginning. Porn doesn’t really do it for Eddie. Until now.

    Until Buck, and his goddamn secret OnlyFans.

    Or: Eddie's parents sue for custody (fuck the Diaz parents) & Buck starts an OnlyFans to pay for a lawyer. Eddie befriends Father Brian, who encourages him try some gay porn and, well. Then Buck and Eddie make a series of utterly unhinged choices about it. freak4freak tempered with intense character study ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

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    30 May 2026

  3. Rec 31

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    After a career-ending injury ended his time in MLB, Eddie Diaz stayed close to the game by covering baseball for ESPN, learning how to watch instead of play. Now he’s been reassigned, temporarily, covering hockey, covering the Kings. Eight weeks of a sport that doesn’t know him. New rules. New experiences, New faces. No attachments.
    Eddie’s lived long enough with pain to recognize when something is supposed to be simple, and never is.

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    A 911 Hockey AU

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    04 May 2026

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    He’s so close. But Buck’s face sways even closer, eyes hyper-focused on Eddie’s mouth, like he wants to ensure that what he whispers next make its way inside:

    “The quiet, closeted catastrophe of Edmundo Diaz—performed nightly for an audience of none.”


    Eddie flinches. For a second, all the noise in his head goes silent.


    “W-what—” Eddie’s voice cracks and he’s trying to frown, trying to be mad, but he feels exposed, so his words come out broken, confused. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

    or: buck fights back during the kitchen scene in 8x17 and it sends eddie spiralling

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    01 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Hal and Barry are in a committed relationship. That sometimes comes with complications.

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    15 Aug 2021