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  1. Public Bookmark 37

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    There is nothing, neither God, the fear of his father nor the guilt that follows those longing thoughts, that can stop the incessant attraction Mac feels every time Dennis touches him.

    or: a collection of writings exploring the relationship between Mac and Dennis throughout their high school years.

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    Chapters:
    11/13
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    150
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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 41

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    Part I - The Repentance Series

    Mac’s gay. Mac loves Charlie. However, if he wants his father to love him, the church to love him, God to love him… He can’t be.

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    “Ah. Here we go, let’s see…” Luther muses. “You shall not lie with man, for it is an abomination. That’s a good one. What else… Ah yes, homosexuality is contrary to God’s natural order and results from rejecting God. Sound familiar? Let’s keep looking…”

    Mac feels like he’s spinning out as Luther recites every possible bible verse at him that could be used to break him down. Every verse against gay people or sodomy, every verse about the obedience of sons and the discipline of fathers, every verse about lust and temptation. Mac bugs out. Eyes spacing, body curling in; he swears, he can actually feel the building blocks he’d spent the past couple of years cultivating with his happiness, contentment and intimacy actively fucking crumbling with every word that leaves Luther’s mouth. Everything he’s become, everything he loves being, everything he truly is and always will be… implodes.

    Luther snaps the bible shut. “This is a holy book. And you use it as an ashtray.”

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    51,989
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    101
    Kudos:
    279
    Bookmarks:
    41
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    4,833

    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    "You slap bandaids over the cuts, and glance over the bruises a couple times to see if they’re bleeding at all. You aren’t really sure what you’re supposed to do for bruises, and you’re not going to ask now, long after you should’ve figured that out. "

    or; what dave typically does after a strife.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    18
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    5
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    81

    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    It's just The Gang's luck that they'd end up discovering yet another baby in the dumpster at the back of Paddy's. This time, instead of attempting to exploit the baby for money via tanning, or hallucinating a story in which the woman you have been actively stalking for years has conceived a child with your friend's (non-biological) father, they do things a bit differently. And by a bit, I mean a lot.

    Or,

    Mac and Dennis adopt a baby and, of course, Dennis realizes his feelings for his roommate simultaneously.

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    English
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    82,814
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    80
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,259

    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    “you think you’ve finally succeeded at getting something in return just for it to come back around and destroy you—that was something he was familiar with. And it should’ve stopped hurting by now, but it didn’t. It would never stop.”

    Takes place after the events of Frank vs. Russia

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    8
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    347

    12 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 15

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    It’s clear now that pain is not a means to an end. It just exists, and lives longer the more you remember. And Mac remembers everything. Every look that wasn’t met, every word ignored. Every time the lit end burned. He doesn’t need the scars to prove it. That cigarette is still burning. The ashes are still blackening his hand. They never stopped.

     

    Or, Luther dies and Mac questions himself and the nature of reality.

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    6,413
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    494

    10 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    There's an agreement, of sorts, between Mac and Dennis, and it's been in place since the day they met.

    Some things you just don't talk about.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    99
    Bookmarks:
    11
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    830

    05 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 39

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    “You’re so tense…” Dennis whispered, voice barely audible over shitty music and people talking. His fingers massaged over Mac’s shoulder as he spoke. “Are you nervous?”

    “No!” Mac squeaked—totally not conspicuous at all. “Ahem–just… We haven’t hung out in a while. Gotta get back in the flow of things is all.” Mac would hold back on telling Dennis every time they hang out, he feels like he’s going to puke from a guilt he can’t quite put his finger on.

    After reconnecting with Dennis, Mac has to struggle with the revelation that he will never be the good Catholic boy he's supposed to be. Dennis helps worsen those thoughts, along with getting his own personal gain from the situation.

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    101,488
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    149
    Kudos:
    174
    Bookmarks:
    39
    Hits:
    3,859

    31 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 41

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    The only thing Mac's ever been good at is make-believe. Imagination games from the ages of nine to thirteen.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    202
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    41
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    1,462

    28 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    He wants to wrap himself around Mac like a python buries its prey in its inescapable, deadly embrace. With his chest against Mac’s back and his face against his nape, he wants to press closer and closer until he can sink his claws into his very bones and seep his poison into his veins and Mac can never, ever walk away from him without tearing himself apart in the process. He wants to stay like this until they both die.

    Mac lets out a pleased, half-asleep hum and lovingly puts his own hands on Dennis’ fists that are grasping the front of his old T-shirt so vehemently they’re almost shaking.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    28 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    “H-hi.” Dave blinks trying and failing to see anything different about Rose. A glimmer of something that indicated that she too did not belong.

    “There is something wrong with you.” She says bluntly.

    --A crack in the timeline breaks the game.

    Dave wakes up the same, but still has to deal with other people's crimes and the injustice of Time.

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    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    999
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    Hits:
    21,012

    20 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Dean is fine. The way he sees it, things are simple. He had a house and a family and food in his stomach, and now he doesn't. And yeah, that's a downer, but he's not going to let that stop him from being fine, because he's in control of the situation. He definitely doesn't need anyone to save him. And it's not like the weird guy with the nice butt from down the road is the knight-in-shining-armor type, anyway.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    9
    Comments:
    610
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    05 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Karkat Vantas has escaped Alternia, and landed himself in a brand new problem. To pay his way to Earth, he takes a contract with the Undying Umbra as an assassin and wetwork generalist.

    With a pricetag assigned to his life, Karkat assumes he just has to work his way out. Day by day, job by job, he's going to claw his way out from Under The Table.

    Then: He meets his handler, Dave Strider.

    And things get complicated. Like, really fucking complicated.

    NOW COMPLETE!

    Language:
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    252,409
    Chapters:
    33/33
    Collections:
    8
    Comments:
    1,739
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    72,383

    28 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dave gains some magical powers! Unfortunately, they come with a catch: in order to use them, he needs to wear a frilly dress and heels.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    173

    27 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 33

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    When Dave was thirteen, he stepped into a portal to a new world. With his best friends, he fought battles, sacrificed his life, and was reborn as a god king of Skaia—all before his sixteenth birthday.

    Now, at age nineteen, Dave is a mediocre third-year psychology major who spends his days mixing sick beats, avoiding his twin sister, and working evening shifts at a biochronology and sleep disorders lab.

    Karkat is the loud RA in the romantic relationships lab next door.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    59
    Kudos:
    132
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    1,925

    26 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 3

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    [In. You can pull the trigger, you know you can. Hold. You’ve done it so many times before. Out. It's the same now as every other time, except now you’re being watched by two nearly-strangers, and you might have dinner for the next month on the line.]

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    bro takes dave out to a remote island to have a competition with a family friend.

    title is a lyric from there must be more than blood by car seat headrest

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    18
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    3
    Hits:
    142

    16 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 3

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    Horohoro and Ren never mean to keep finding their way back to each other.

    City after city. Year after year. Just two lost souls, running over the same old ground until something (or someone) finally breaks.

    And when they're finally on the edge of something real, a surprising twist forces them to choose.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    43,754
    Chapters:
    7/9
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    26
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    352

    05 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    He'd died twice, and even after four thousand years he was still dealing with this red-eyed human's bullshit.

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    Words:
    74,980
    Chapters:
    19/19
    Comments:
    607
    Kudos:
    1,316
    Bookmarks:
    316
    Hits:
    21,287

    01 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 36

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    Tubbo has a lot of practice at pretending that he is not and never has been related to Schlatt.

    Unfortunately for him, the horns peeking out from the top of his head are persistent.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,452
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    292
    Bookmarks:
    36
    Hits:
    1,857

    18 Mar 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 54

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    Foster care AU

    Tubbo's just been kicked out another house, the fifth one in eighteen months. If he doesn't stay in this one long enough, then its off to juvie.
    Hopefully Mr Taken and his foster kids will be enough to deal with the trauma Tubbo's already undergone, its not like it could get any worse, could it? Not with his incarcerated father trying his best to get back to him.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    157,524
    Chapters:
    29/29
    Comments:
    423
    Kudos:
    517
    Bookmarks:
    54
    Hits:
    15,008

    15 Mar 2026

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