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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is straight.
    Right?
    Well, maybe not. The boner he's currently pointing at his rival certainly doesn't seem to think so.
    Good thing Shane Hollander never misses an opportunity to teach proper stick handling technique.

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    OR: Ilya's body aggressively informs him that he isn't straight, when he gets hard just from looking at Shane during their post-CCM shoot shower. They hook up in room 1014, where Shane takes the lead.

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    20 Jul 2026

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    Hayden doesn’t know how his life had come to this point, standing in front of his oven watching four fillets of salmon cook as he waits for Ilya fucking Rozanov to enter his house.

    “I can’t fucking do this,” he mutters to the empty kitchen, staring at the tray of asparagus and baby potatoes on the countertop, hoping they have an answer to all of his current issues.

    They do not.

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    Or Hayden promised he’d try his best and somehow that meant getting roped into having another dinner with Ilya Rozanov of all people.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “Come on, Shane don’t be like this.”

    “Be like what exactly?” Shane found himself biting out, already regretting the answer the moment the words left his mouth.

    Hayden groaned, the sound of his tired exhale hanging in the air as he dropped his greasy bag of fast food onto the nightstand. With a soft rustle of sheets, he settled onto the edge of the bed. Shane could feel his eyes on him, though he was still facing away, not being able to bring himself to meet Hayden’s eyes just yet. “Look, I’m just not used to it yet, alright?” Hayden’s voice was low, edged with frustration. “Can you blame me? We used to talk shit about him all the time, and now I’m just supposed to... what? Like Rozanov?”

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    Or: Despite the dinner with Hayden eventually ending with an apology, and some sort of truce between Hayden and Ilya, Shane is still struggling.

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    19 Jul 2026

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    “It's a sticker Hollander,” Rozanov says, arms crossed over his chest and it takes all of Shane’s willpower to keep the annoyance in his face directed at Rozanov and not looking down at where his arms are pulling tight across his chest.

    “Do you need glasses to see it better?”

    Shane huffs in exasperation before moving to turn around, mirroring Rozanov's stance and hitting him with a look.

    “I know it’s a sticker asshole. Why is it on my face?”
    ——
    Ilya buys a little book of stickers and shane maybe looses his mind.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Aww Shane,” Ilya coos out as he looks at one of the goats that had just joined them, this one on the outskirts of the battle for food, “look, that one looks like you.”

    Shane did not, under any reasonable interpretation of reality, look like a goat.

    “What?” he said, the words coming out equal parts offended and amused as he followed Ilya’s gaze. “No it doesn’t.”

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    Shane is trying his best to be more comfortable being out with his and Ilya's relationship. His solution? finally start taking Ilya out on actual dates, which begins at a petting zoo.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “You liked that didn’t you?” Shane said with a smug little expression on his face.

    Really too many people called Ilya an asshole when Shane was just as bad, or worse. Shane just hid it better, because Canada’s perfect golden boy could do no wrong.

    Ilya moved to cross his arms over his chest and lean back against the headboard, hating how it put even more space between them, but not being able to let Shane think he was right.

    “I don’t know what you are talking about.”

    “Sure you don't, baby.”

    Ilya was definitely not starting to turn the slightest shade of red.
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    Or: Ilya Rozanov learns he is in fact, Shane Hollander's baby.
    Chapter 2: Everyone else in their lives learns he is too.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    “Tell me what you need.”

    Ilya couldn’t look at him. He needed too much.

    “I don’t want you to… to be angry you have to take care of me.”

    Shane frowned. “Angry? Ilya, I will never be mad at you for needing me.”

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    Or, Shane takes care of a sick Ilya who doesn't think he deserves it.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    A collection of Shane Hollander being a doting husband, since before they were married, from 2013 to 2021.

    ("You cheat," Ilya grumbled sleepily, goosebumps erupting all over his body as Shane softly scratched his back, his dull nails tenderly raking down his skin.

    "I know, baby," Shane replied amusedly. He pulled the blanket higher over Ilya, tucking it in below his ears and then returned to rubbing his back. "Sleepy, huh?" He asked, mirth in his voice, when Ilya yawned noisily.

    Shane's hand prevented Ilya from opening his eyes in protest, and he harrumphed. He didn't respond, didn't have the energy to pry open his mouth or even to think of a snarky response. He just pursed his lips to kiss Shane's pec, letting his touches lull him into sleep.

    "My sweet boy," Shane sighed quietly, as if not intending for Ilya to hear.)

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Back in his apartment, post-game haze thick, heat triggered early by a certain alpha, Shane does something he’s never done. He opens the league app, finds the anonymous heat assistance sign-up sheet, and posts.

    Emergency heat. Unbonded omega. One night only. No claiming. No media. Discretion required. Address in DM.

    He hits submit before he can overthink it.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    15 Jul 2026

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    A few months after Ilya joins the Centaurs, his apartment gets a gas leak. It's a perfectly inconvenient time to be out of housing, but luckily, Yuna and David come to the rescue. Now, Ilya just has to survive a week living with in-laws that may or may not hate his guts.

    As it turns out, his expectations could not have been more subverted.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    Shane fussed over Ilya after he got out of the lake. "You're going to freeze."

    “I will not freeze." Ilya allowed Shane to wrap a towel around his shoulders. "I used to get locked outside in winter sometimes. No jacket."

    “What?” The tone confused him; it was light, almost joking.

    Ilya nodded, eyebrows up, like he was just mentioning a boring detail. “Sometimes with snow too.”

    Shane went still, shaken by the casual way Ilya said it.

     
    Or, the Hollanders slowly learn the reality of Ilya's upbringing.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “It is the worst day of my life,” Ilya declares, throwing himself dramatically onto one of the kitchen stools. “I went to go get lunch at Russian place I like, the one with lamb pelmeni? They had sign on the door. They are closing. Forever.”

    -

    Or: Ilya’s favorite Russian restaurant in Ottawa is going out of business. There is only one thing Shane “Mr. Real Estate” Hollander can do.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “If it ever gets bad,” he’d said quietly, eyes serious in a way that made Ilya’s chest ache, “you call me. Or you call my parents. You don’t get to drown by yourself anymore. They love you. I love you and that’s not conditional.”

    Ilya had brushed it off at first. He always did. “I am not drowning.”

    Shane had just tilted his head. “Promise me anyway.”

    And because it was Shane, because the word promise meant something sacred to him, Ilya had nodded.

    “I promise.”

    (ie. ilya gets sent a photo of irina while shane is in montreal and does the right thing and reaches out for help)

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    11 Jul 2026

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    5 times Ilya Rozanov is loved by Yuna Hollander without asking + 1 time he does ask.

    Or…Ilya learns what it means to have a family.

    Plus one bonus scene of Ilya and David during the Shane/Yuna talk.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    “Hi Irina.”

    Ilya feels his blood still in his veins. His vision almost immediately blurs at the sound of his mother’s name falling so gently from Shane’s lips. Shane rambles something, almost to himself, before:

    “I’m Shane. Shane Hollander. And I’m in love with your son, Ilya.”

    Ilya’s breath catches, heart lurching in his chest, fluttering almost painfully as the realization hits him: He’s introducing himself to her.
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    or Shane talks to Ilya’s mom, Ilya overhears.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    ‘David, is Ilya. Have suddenly got upset stomach. Sorry.’
    Too cliched.
    ‘David, have broken both legs. Do not send ambulance. Will walk it off. Regards, Ilya.’
    Too melodramatic.
    ‘David, do not want to go. This is Ilya.’
    Too cruel.
    ‘David, I cannot embarrass you. You mean too much to me. Love, Ilya.’
    Too true.
    Fifth time’s a charm and Ilya sent ‘On my way!’ instead. David’s reply was immediate, ‘We’re gonna make a night of it, bud!’

    Or: Ilya is David's plus one for a function and is utterly unprepared for how David has been talking about him at work.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    The sight of the blooming bruise on Ilya's skin is so fucking hot, Shane leaves a second one, just an inch away from the mark that the California girl left.

    “Marking your territory, Hollander?” Ilya jokes. He’s teasing, but he’s so fucking hard underneath Shane, it’s obvious he likes this. Because yes, Shane is doing exactly that. In the coming weeks, until these bruises fade, every time Rozanov goes to hook up with someone else, he’ll see these bruises and be reminded that Shane was here.

    - or, 5 times Shane was jealous, and 1 time he didn't need to be

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    10 Jul 2026

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    His google searches consisted of the following:

    I can’t stop thinking about my husband’s stretch marks

    How do I tell my partner I want to paint their stretch marks and hang the canvas above our bed?

    Tiger stripes and other nicknames

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    4 times Ilya worships Shane’s stretch marks and 1 time he’s scared he’ll lose them

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    09 Jul 2026

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