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    ~And from your lips, he drew the Hallelujah

    Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston and signs with Ottawa, trying to fight a slow slide into emptiness and find meaning in his life again. Shane Hollander is a lonely, struggling artist who lost his spark. When they meet by chance, they both have to decide what's worth living for.

    Or…Shane never gets the chance to become a pro hockey player, so they meet a little later in life. Basically, they’re both sad boys, but the healing will be worth it. More baggage, fewer hangups.

    ~You see I used to live alone before I knew ya.

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    “So maybe we would have played together,” Ilya said.

    “Yeah. Maybe we would have been rivals,” Shane said, and that got a grin out of him. He couldn’t quite imagine it, but he thought that would have been fun, facing off against Ilya Rozanov. In another life.

    Ilya nodded slowly. “And yet here we are, meeting anyway. Maybe we were meant to.”

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander just wants junior year to be simple...win hockey games and maintain his gpa. Maybe finally try to date someone new. When a mysterious invitation shows up in his apartment, and Ilya Rozanov shows up across the hall, all his plans go out the window.

    Or…Shane and Ilya are contentious college hockey teammates in New Orleans who end up living across the hall from each other and things get mysterious and *very* horny.

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    Chapters:
    12/12
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    05 Jul 2026

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    5 times Ilya Rozanov is loved by Yuna Hollander without asking + 1 time he does ask.

    Or…Ilya learns what it means to have a family.

    Plus one bonus scene of Ilya and David during the Shane/Yuna talk.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    2,365
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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander lands his breakout role opposite Ilya Rozanov in a buzzy rivals-to-lovers adaptation. Their on-screen chemistry is electric & their off-screen “practice” is supposed to be no strings attached. When the show airs, the internet starts paying attention & all the lines start to blur.

    Or…what if Shane & Ilya were actors who met on the set of a TV show, have to deal with fame & semi-unhinged fandom, and are still idiots falling in love.

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    “Can I ask you something?” Ilya said.
    Shane’s stomach flipped. “Okay.”
    Ilya hesitated, then said, “Have you ever been with a man?”

    “But,” Ilya added, studying him, “I know you, Shane Hollander.”
    “You do?”
    “You want it to be perfect,” Ilya said simply. “You want to be the best one in the room. Every time.”

    “For authenticity,” Shane said, clinging to the word.
    Ilya’s mouth curved. “Exactly,” he said. “If that helps.”
    ...
    “I’m not saying you need to,” Ilya added. Then the smirk slipped back in to place. “But if you ever decide you want to...I’m here and willing.”

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    2,051
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    05 Jul 2026

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    I (26M) want to invite man I sleep with (26M) to my house to spend the weekend. Help me not ruin it.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov goes to the internet for dating advice

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
    17
    Comments:
    4,140
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    16 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander only meant to attend a few hockey games — a small act of rebellion against the boyfriend who controlled every part of his life. But that night changes everything. The arena becomes a refuge, Rose becomes a friend, and the Montreal Metros become the first place he’s felt safe in years.

    No one knows he’s living with domestic violence.
    No one knows he’s planning to run.
    No one knows how much he’s breaking.

    And no one expects him to fall for Ilya Rozanov — the loud, brilliant, closeted Russian winger recently traded under suspicious circumstances.

    Ilya has secrets he can’t share, a past he can’t escape, and feelings he doesn’t know how to handle.

    Shane is learning how to live again.
    Ilya is learning how to feel again.
    Both are learning how to trust.

    But when the truth about their pasts threatens to surface, they’ll have to decide whether they can face it together — or lose each other trying.

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    Or: A story about healing, found family, and the terrifying, beautiful risk of choosing love after surviving what was meant to break you.

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    Chapters:
    99/?
    Comments:
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    717,112

    30 May 2026

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    That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.

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    A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
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    1,377
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    365,765

    15 May 2026

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    Hi. This is Ilya. I will never listen to your voicemail.

    The greeting wasn’t a joke or an exaggeration—it was the truth. Shane leaves messages anyway, confessions to a digital void that will never judge him, and never push him away.

    At least, that’s what he thinks.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
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    Comments:
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    15 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 5

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    “Do you want to try a little fore play tonight?”
    Shane had been begging Ilya to explore a dom and sub fantasy. He wanted Ilya to take control own him, discipline him, make him beg for it.

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    11 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 68

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    Ilya and Shane move in together for the first time. Ilya loves Shane more than anything, and is so happy that they are officially doing this. However, both men are very different, and they each have their own, very different living quirks. Any new couple living together for the first time is bound to have issues. Can Ilya and Shane navigate through theirs?

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    Ilya moves into Shane's place and they bicker over petty household arguments all week. They then have angry, hot, make up sex.

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    11 May 2026

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    14 Days - Two weeks. The perfect amount of time for some, but not for Ilya for when it came to spending his summers together with his boyfriend. But at least they had these two weeks at Shane's cottage. Two weeks of being together, two weeks of being honest whit each other, and two weeks of mind-blowing sex. If Ilya had any say in the matter (he did).

    Shane and Ilya's second summer at the cottage.

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    Chapters:
    16/16
    Comments:
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    11 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 72

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    It's Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander's first All-Star Game together since the cottage, and Ilya isn't sure he'll be able to keep his hands off Shane. Spoliers, he doesn't.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
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    12,545

    11 May 2026

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    “Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again. 

    “Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."

    “That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”

    “No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.” 

    “Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    18 Apr 2026

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    "You will bend for me many times, I think, before this production is over."

    Shane means to say no. He means to tell Ilya Rozanov—arrogant Bolshoi principal dancer and professional pain in his ass—to fuck off and stop moving set pieces without permission. Instead, he ends up on his knees in a dressing room, which is definitely not how the Royal Winnipeg Ballet’s stage manager is supposed to handle conflict resolution.

    Three weeks until opening night. One impossible rivalry. And absolutely no way this ends well.

    or: Ilya comes to Winnipeg for The Nutcracker. Shane tries very hard to hate him. The mind-blowing hate-sex doesn’t help.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
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    4,327
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    3,995
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    18 Apr 2026

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    350,699
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    10,567
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    21,105
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    7,891
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    1,212,935

    12 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

    Language:
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    180,137
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Collections:
    17
    Comments:
    21,362
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    45,782
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    16,964
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    1,953,874

    05 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 38

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    Even if David and Olly met first, Nick and Charlie are made for each other in every universe.

    They might also be surprisingly good at faking too… 👀

    An N+C spinoff of The Rules We Fake, by Escapingnarnia and Noangel1983

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    69,000
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    359
    Kudos:
    176
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    38
    Hits:
    5,838

    13 Mar 2026

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    Nick is planning to spend his second year at University of Leeds the same way he spent the first one: playing rugby, going out, and sleeping with a different woman every week. But after a chance encounter on his first day back, suddenly the only plans he's interested in are the ones that involve his new friend, Charlie Spring.

    [This story is already complete, so I promise we'll get to Happily Ever After. :)]

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    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    1,407
    Kudos:
    606
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    Hits:
    25,589

    12 Mar 2026

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    Nick Nelson needed a date.

    Nick Nelson needed a date for a wedding.

    Nick Nelson needed a date for a wedding that was fast approaching.

    ++

    A small fic in which Nick needs a date, and Charlie is an excellent fake one.

    Language:
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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    447
    Kudos:
    567
    Bookmarks:
    142
    Hits:
    10,464

    23 Dec 2025

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