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    What if Shane and ilya lived the exact opposite lives of what they had gone through in Heated Rivalry?

    What if Shane Hollander lost his parents during his Junior years, and didn' thave the support system he once did, and instead had an abusive Uncle that raised him? What if he wasn't Canadian Golden Boy, and instead, was just another invisible face among the NHL drafts?

    What if Ilya Rozanov was the one with loving, wonderful parents? A father, Grigori, who helped his family escape after the fall of the Soviet Union and who worked his ass off to make his immigrant family happy in Montreal? A mother, Irina, who helped manage Ilya's rise to the NHL to become the prodigy he is? Or even his brother, Andrei, who was the supportive big brother that gave him the confidence to try anything?

    What if the first time they meet is the night of the 2009 NHL draft, and... What if they fall in love again anyway, and come to face and conquer the NHL and its homophobia?

    This story is a retelling of heated Rivalry, with Shane and Ilya living each other's lives, coming to love each other, and with the power of Queer Joy, have a different happily ever after than they did in the original story.

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    07 May 2026

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    Early in Ted’s tenure as coach, Sam and Jamie end up as roommates during an away game. That night Sam discovers Jamie is suicidal after Jamie asks him to sit with him, feeling like he might kill himself if he’s left alone. Jamie thinks Sam will leave him be afterwards, but Sam can’t just let Jamie walk away knowing all this, it wouldn’t be right.

    Sam’s attempt to look out for Jamie, even if Jamie thinks it’s not necessary, pushes him to become more confident and assertive, stepping up as a leader. Meanwhile, Jamie is pushed to be more open by Sam refusing to let him go on as if any of this is okay or normal. As their friendship develops, Jamie grapples with his childhood trauma, while Sam works through how he feels about becoming friends with someone who has bullied him in the past, as well as figuring out how to feel about the fact that Ted and Roy are imperfect people too, especially when it comes to how they approach Jamie.

     

    AKA the Sam and Jamie season 1 friendship au with suicidal!Jamie

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Ashley: but seriously if not at his place then where do you meet?
    Jane: We hook up in hotels, mostly
    Vanessa: He doesn’t come to your place in Montreal?
    Jane: No
    I bought another building where we can meet discreetly
    Madeleine: YOU BOUGHT A SEX CONDO???

    alternate title: shane hollander befriends boston wags surprisingly fast

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    12 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander has a child that no one knows about. He keeps her hidden for a reason, wanting to give her a normal life. How easy will this be to keep while juggling with the struggles of being a single parent, handling a 10 year long situationship, and keeping his image?

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    27 May 2026

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    Shane stands there quietly for a few moments, not wanting to burst this bubble. The past two nights with the Pike children have finally made him comprehend why Hayden was so pushy about him joining the parent club all those years ago. Shane didn’t understand it before, believing children, with their messy habits and chaotic energy, would never fit into his perfectly ordered life. But, seeing Ilya like this has set a million butterflies free in his stomach and now he gets it. He gets it a little too much because now all he can do is think of giving Ilya a baby.

    Or, Shane decides he's ready to start a family with Ilya, even if it means taking a break from hockey

    **Title from Sabrina Carpenter’s Juno**

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    13 May 2026

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