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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    And maybe he didn't know Rozanov either. Maybe that's what this was. An imaginary man he'd build inside of his rival's body, one who was gentle and patient and wanted him and saw him and was maybe really fucking good at sex, and was a little insecure, who needed Shane in the same ways that Shane needed him. But maybe that Ilya didn't exist.

    Probably that Ilya didn't exist.

    Probably he never had, had he?

    Shane's not sure what he was making up and what was really there.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Stick to your guns, Ilya thinks. Sex. With Hollander. That’s simple. Straightforward.

    Except nothing about this night has been straightforward. The more time he spends with Hollander, the more he wants him - and not just the sex. He wants it all: the reading glasses, earnest ramblings, moral compulsions. The sweetness Hollander tries to hide. The way he holds back from almost everyone, even from himself, but never from Ilya.

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    or: After Vegas, Ilya knows he should end it with Hollander. He likes trouble, yes. Doesn’t mean he likes feeling scraped raw by wanting impossible things. Then they are marooned together at an airport for a very long, very strange night during which Ilya begins to suspect – shakily, reluctantly – that they might be… something.

    NOW COMPLETE!

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Yuna Hollander loves her son, and tries so hard to understand him, but sometimes he's utterly inexplicable to her. When he gets into a fight for the first time in his career, she's convinced there's a story there, even if Shane insists it's a simple misunderstanding.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    If you’re wondering what the fuck happened to Scott Hunter, the answer is this: a series of cascading catastrophic decisions. A domino effect, a Rube Goldberg machine that starts at a club in Ibiza and ends with him eating a Montreal bagel on the floor.

    In which Scott Hunter accepts a trade to Montreal, just as Shane Hollander is named captain.

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    01 Jul 2026