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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    Neil and Andrew take an accidental nap in the dorm. Nicky is an idiot.

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    11 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 45

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    Andrew Minyard is worried about his Junkie- he can't heal him by himself- so he tries asking Betsy for help.

    Exsept it doesn't really go as planed. Turns out there's a few stories Andrew hasn't yet learned.

    Aka- Neil Josten is not fine and has alot more trauma than he leads on- Andrew tells him to go to therapy- Neil Josten has a panic attack because of said therapy- they heal. They learn. And Andrew will never let Neil be hurt like that ever again.
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    11 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 61

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    Neil kills their Chef. Andrew tries to find out what happened.

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    11 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 83

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    Neil knows how to hold his breath. He had been in enough situations that called for it. But Neil did not know that it had turned into a reflex, or coping mechanism of sorts, for when he was uncomfortable.
    This is how Andrew helps.

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    “We can not live like this Abram. I cannot live like this.” Neil stops, tilting his head as her whiskers brush his ear. “We are not runners, no matter what my skin says. It is not enough for us to survive. Give us something to live for.”

    There is a pause, Wymack’s eyes bounce between man and daemon.

    “This will be our death.” he answers finally, a tremble in his voice.

    “No Abram. This will be our beginning.”

    Or

    The daemon au I've been asking for.

    Neil's daemon has never settled (and keeps changing into something... dead) and Andrew doesn't talk to his.

    (YOU DO NOT NEED TO READ THIS TO UNDERSTAND "THE KINDLING" THIS IS JUST THE OLD VERSION THAT I WANT TO KEEP UP FOR KEEPSAKES)

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    11 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    Contrary to popular belief, Neil wasn’t stupid.

    Tired, yes. Bleeding, slightly. But he wasn’t stupid.

    He didn’t even let Hernandez pull him aside in Millport- the minute he heard someone was waiting for him he was gone. A flimsy excuse about grabbing something from his hallway locker (which he never even opened) and he hadn’t looked back.

    Neil grabbed his duffel in front of him, leaving bloody handprints that wouldn’t be seen on the black fabric, as he zipped it closed.

    As if this couldn’t get any worse, a third person stuck their head in the doorway, like some horrible clown car that wanted Neil dead.

    “What is the deal? We have a deadline guys.”

    They made eye contact, and Neil felt his soul leave his body.

    “Is that- fucking Josten?”

     

    (Or alternatively, Neil runs in Milport and has the worst possible luck one could imagine.)

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Neil woke up on Wymack's couch, his skin torn as a result of Riko's torture over the past two -three?- weeks. So when hazel eyes stared at him with such intensity, he chalked it up to dizziness.

    Andrew couldn't be here yet. Andrew was supposed to be at Easthaven.

    Or,
    Andrew comes back from Easthaven before Neil gets back from the Nest. Andrew is there for the immediate aftermath.

    Russian translation available by darrrrrrssst HERE

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    10 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    neil has chronic pain due to lola and tries to just ignore it and push through on a bad pain day, andrew forcefully makes him relax and accept help

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    soft andreil with andrew taking care of his stubborn boyfriend

    -NOW WITH ART IN CH2-

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    2/2
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    10 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    When two strikers try to attack Andrew, Neil gets mad. They shouldn’t have done that.

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    10 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 34

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    Neil flees the Nest broken and tortured, his future a string of uncertainties. He never intended to survive, let alone find a reason to stay.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov is happier than he’s ever been and it’s all due to Jane. And yet, for some reason that Cliff can’t fathom, he refuses to propose to her. Cliff’s had enough. Rozy is going to buy a ring today.

    Cue Ilya buying a men’s engagement ring.

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    09 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    Neil and Kevin played in the Nest together many years ago. They actually grew closer and called each other brothers just like Riko and Kevin did. Neil has nothing to lose, Kevin has no idea who he’s recruiting. Andrew thinks they’re boring. Wymack is tired.

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    09 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 6

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    Different first meeting at Millport. Nathaniel played for Ravens and Mary ran with him when the boy was fifteen years old.

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    09 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 38

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    Sixteen-year-old Neil Josten's world shatters when Nathan fatally stabs his pregnant mother, Mary. Her water breaks in the car, forcing Neil to race to a hospital. Mary dies in childbirth, leaving Neil with an unexpected responsibility: a newborn baby girl. Now, Neil must navigate his dangerous life on the run, not just for himself, but for his infant sister, forever changing his path and connection to Exy.

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    09 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 23

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    Neil has a sister and she comes storming into PSU

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    08 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 26

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    Nat arrives in January to wish her brother a happy birthday and the Foxes make a new bet. Exactly how old is Neil Josten?

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “You’ll probably never meet them,” his mother said one day at a diner in Texas. It caught him off guard.

    “What?”

    “You’ll probably never meet them,” she repeated, nodding in the direction of the lilac bruise splashed across his forearm. “Your soulmate. You’ll most likely never live that long.”

    “I know,” he said, and hoped that she believed him.

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    In which bruises and scars from your soulmate appear on your skin, and both Neil and Andrew paint each other like a canvas.

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    08 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

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    “N’drew? Are you there?” Neil’s voice came out slurred and weak and Andrew immediately felt himself stiffen and go on alert. Because it was 10pm. And Neil didn’t drink. And Neil didn’t party.

    “I’m here,” Andrew said instantly. Something felt wrong. Something was wrong.

    Neil’s breathing was labored on the other end of the line and his words came out slow and stilted as he spoke, “I’m- Something’s wrong with me. Can you pick me up?”

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”

    A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”

    “I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.

    In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.

    …At least, not yet.
     
    (AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)

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    08 Jul 2026

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    When he wakes up he's in a car. It's not the half-reclined seat or the seat belt digging into his shoulder that immediately sets off alarm bells in his head. It's the fact that he's in a car. A moving car.
    He's on his back and only has to shift his head to look at who is driving. There's a twinge in his neck as he looks to the side.
    He frowns. "Neil?"

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    07 Jul 2026

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