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    As a child, Shen Jiu never considered himself lucky, but one day he received a blessing that would change both his luck and fate. A blessing in the shape of a rock; a very, very painful rock thrown straight at his face.

    Then again, even if Shen Jiu couldn't appreciate the pain of the wound, he could certainly appreciate the consequences it carried. Particularly once he found out who was the one who threw the rock at him in the first place.

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    06 Jul 2026

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    Liu Qingge was dying.

    They were in the Ling Xi Caves and Liu Qingge had started to Qi deviate and he'd gone on a rampage and-

    He'd started to die.

    He was dying and it would be Shen Qingqiu's fault.

    Shen Qingqiu couldn't let it be his fault, he couldn't.

    (Shen Qingqiu couldn't let Liu Qingge die.)

    But Liu Qingge was already dying when he was supposed to live.

     

    What was the cost he had to pay for Liu Qingge to live?

     

    It's more fluffy than it looks, I swear.

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    05 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 35

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    Varka’s blue eyes always catch him off guard. Lohen used to not like it, when Varka sized him up with that gaze. But as time went on, Lohen craved it. He wants Varka to always look at him, chasing him with his eyes, placing Lohen in the center of his regard. It is, he knows, a dangerous want. 

    What’s surprising to him is that Varka does indulge him. Cardinal Seamus and Anselm hate Lohen for it. Varka’s blatant favoritism has not gone unnoticed, it seems. But the man himself doesn’t seem to care much. 

    Or, a quiet moment between Varka and Lohen when Lohen is in solitary confinement.

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    05 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 35

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    "If Klee suggests entering an ancient ruin—"
    "Uh-huh?"
    "Say yes."
    "Papa. That's bad advice."
    "It's excellent advice."
    “It’s really not.”

    Some mornings start with a ten-year-old already dressed for adventure to sneak off to. Papa is significantly better at keeping secrets than Dada. And once the house finally empties out, Varka has a very different kind of morning in mind.

    aka a very ordinary day in the life of Mondstadt's most chaotic family.

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    05 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Vice Captain. You’re back!”

    Well first off, he was a captain and he's pretty certain that's not for the knights. Second he was slightly offended to be mistaken as this Lohen. Speaking of, what kind of leader just leaves their squad sitting in the middle of nowhere?! Lohen needs to come and pick up his complaining children because for some reason they think he is going to poison them?

    Or: 4 times Captain Illuga and Vice- Captain Lohen got mistaken for each other and the one time they finally met the person they had only ever found traces of.

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    02 Jul 2026

  6. Rec 65

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    "Uh, what are you doing?" Lohen's eyes narrow as he watches Varka's every move.

    Varka pauses at the question, brows knitting together, as if perplexed. "What does it look like? I'm offering you first aid," he says. "I may not be as skilled as our medics or healers, but I can at least make sure you don't bleed out all over my desk."

    "And why are you doing that?" Lohen frowns some. Varka is just one of those people he thinks he'll never really understand. Again, an enigma. Shouldn't he be pushing Lohen out the door right now? Ordering him to get medical attention (not that he'd listen, even if he did)?

    "Because you're refusing to see a medic," Varka answers, simple and to the point. "It's my job as the Grand Master to make sure my knights are in top shape and taken care of."

    "I don't recall personally tending to your subordinate's scrapes being a part of your job description."

    "Hah! So now you want to talk about job descriptions eh, Vice Captain?"

    five times varka showed lohen he cared and the one time lohen showed him.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Amongst the best Varhen fics I've read, it's the kinda fic you would never get bored of re-reading 🙂‍↕️

  7. Rec 62

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    Varka sat down on a stool beside the cot and brought his hand to Lohen's forehead. “Mhm, you're still a little warm.”

    “How long have I been out?” 

    “Nearly nine days. I wouldn't say ‘out' of it necessarily, but you've somehow managed to sabotage yourself even whilst being out of it.” Varka glanced at the patterns the stained glass was forming on Lohen's lap, then pointedly at the cuffs that dangled by the cot railings. “Barbara was forced to give you numerous sedatives just so you wouldn't hurt yourself.”

    “Oh.”

    Varka stayed quiet for an uncomfortably long time after that. Eventually, he swallowed dryly and opened his mouth. “Lohen.”

    “I don't want to talk about it, Varka.”

     

    Or, Lohen grieves.

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    29 Jun 2026

  8. Rec 11

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    "Will you be alright to head home, Grand Master? You reek of beer." Lohen looks entirely too pleased, leaving a hand on Varka's arm. "I can leave that report on your desk for you, I'm sure you'd rather handle it tomorrow."

    "No, I can get through now, it's—"

    The cool, stinging sensation of mint is sharp on the tongue, but not unusually sharp like this. It's not a fruit-like sweetness, but rather—

    "You rascal!"

    Three times Lohen pranks Varka during his solitary confinement, and one time he doesn't.

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    28 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 40

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    Lohen was not your average knight, and that was something Flins learned from day one, when he found him sparring with Illuga and thought the man was going to kill the Lightkeeper.
    Flins was not your average ratnik, and that was something Lohen learned from day one, when he saw the peculiar lantern he carried.
    At first, they were drawn to each other by the challenge that could be felt in the air between them. But is that all there is to it?

    Or...

    Five times Lohen purposefully broke the fae rules, plus one time Flins did.

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    24 Jun 2026

  10. Rec 9

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    Faes are attracted to pretty things. Pretty faces included.

    Lohen is pretty. Flins is a fae.

    A logical solution is - observation. Which is not stalking. Not at all.

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    23 Jun 2026

  11. Rec 17

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    Lohen knew the extent of what his stunt with Ursa's serum experimentation would entail. He was aware such a move would betray the Knight of Favonius, betray Mondstadt, and betray Adorno and Varka's trust.

    He knew there was no turn back the moment he injected the first dose into his body.

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    23 Jun 2026

  12. Rec 55

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    Lohen had it all planned out.

    While the rest of his good-for-nothing crew were busy making fools of themselves smacking barrels around, he'd slip out, take a shortcut through Amsvartnir, and head straight for Kipumaki to fight the real monsters.

    The only minor flaw in his plan was that—unless he felt like scaling stone mountains—in order to reach Kipumaki, Lohen had to get past the Lightkeepers at their makeshift camp.

    More specifically, one Lightkeeper in particular.

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    Or, Lohen delivers letters, gets assaulted by a bird, and witnesses the abuse of a signal lamp. Specifically in that order.

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    23 Jun 2026

  13. Rec 63

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    After a near-fatal encounter with Rerir, Vice Captain Lohen is forced off the battlefield and into recovery. Stuck behind the frontlines while the war continues without him, he finds himself haunted by a familiar frustration: no matter how hard he trains, it is never enough.

    Illuga knows that feeling all too well.

    Left behind in Piramida while the people he cares about risk their lives against the Wild Hunt, he keeps himself busy with reports, errands, and anything else that stops him from waiting.

    What begins as a chance encounter between an injured knight and a Lightkeeper slowly becomes something neither of them expected.

    Or: Lohen and Illuga discover that loneliness is easier to bear when shared.

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    22 Jun 2026

  14. Rec 20

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    Lohen could not help but to wipe away his tears, smoothing out the wet tracks with his thumb. He wanted to kiss away his sorrows and replace that mournful pout with a radiant smile; one he has had the pleasure of seeing again and again, surrounded by Lightkeepers, or in their solo encounters during patrol. One that he wished to own in its entirety.

    But he couldn’t. Not right now. Not when neither of them could even put a sense or a name to whatever relationship they have right now. He’s losing so much blood. But he’ll recover. He’s sure of it. After all, he has to stay alive to get the chance to properly court this lovely nightingale, so caring and concerned for him. It just wouldn’t do for a knight slated to inherit the title of benevolence to break such a sweet man’s heart.

    But you couldn’t even save yourself. How could you ever hope to protect him?

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    Lohen and Illuga, and two moments in the aftermath of Lohen's confrontation with Rerir.

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    22 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 64

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    Illuga has reached new heights of exhaustion he didn't think were possible. Surely a quick nap before he ends his patrol won't do him any harm, will it? It's not like anyone's around to see it, anyway...

    (in which flins takes care of illuga in his specific flins way)

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    22 Jun 2026

  16. Rec 42

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    "Told you," he croaked out with strength he gathered from Varka’s presence.

    Varka's hand found his cheek immediately, thumb brushing carefully and lightly over his jaw. "What?"

    "You said—" Lohen swallowed, throat raw. "’Wait here’."

    Varka asks. Lohen listens. Both of them suffer emotionally as a result.

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    20 Jun 2026

  17. Rec 52

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    "She touched his arm,” Lohen said, flat.
    Mika made a small, strangled sound.
    Kaeya leaned forward with the enthusiasm of a tavern bard sensing free material. "Oh, she did."
    "Kaeya," Mika lamented.
    "What? She did.”
    “Kaeya.”
    “I'm just reporting. Accurately, if I might add."
    "Kaeya, please."
    "It's called journalism, Mika."

    For several days, Varka has been acting suspiciously. He keeps meeting a Fontainian merchant, disappearing during work hours, and refusing to explain himself.
    Naturally, Lohen responds with a perfectly reasonable amount of stalking, jealousy, and crime.

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    18 Jun 2026

  18. Rec 56

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    Varka smiled down at Lohen sadly. “Then why do you keep such tight constraints on yourself? Tell me, Lohen, for I cannot fathom how someone as strong as you sees themselves as… deserving of punishment despite having shown incredible strength against an enemy that I can swear on my honor that neither I could win against.” 

    “It’s different,” Lohen began, but his words felt hollow. He repeated, “It’s different.”

    “How?”

    Lohen could feel the same frustration clawing at his skin when his parents would berate him for going out and coming back bloody. It was something that was wired innately into his being. He needed a stimulus that proved that he wasn’t someone who could be easily stepped over. 

    “How?” Varka asked again.

    Lohen opened his mouth, and it felt as though his tongue had gone dry. He sniffled before turning his head away. “It just is, I don’t know.”

    “If you don’t know, then will you let me make the decision for you?” Varka asked. 

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    Or: the aftermath of Lohen's battle with Rerir

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    17 Jun 2026

  19. Rec 15

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    The knights are about to leave Nod-Krai, Illuga has a tiny crush on Lohen and acts on it

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    17 Jun 2026

  20. Rec 43

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    Illuga couldn't help but feel nervous before meeting Lohen's parents. If they were anything like their son then just what were they capable of? Would they dispose of him if they found him to be a bad partner for Lohen?

    Unbeknownst to Illuga, Lohen's parents were just as worried about meeting the so called, 'strong guy who could easily pound him into the ground'

    Naturally, Lohen doesn't try to correct anybody.

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    17 Jun 2026

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