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    “Perhaps I should have you beg me to burn you, doctor. You always force me to ask for it.”

    Dottore snorts. “The difference between you and me is that you are a desperate, needy pain slut and I am… I’m going to—a-ah!”

    “Going to what?” Pantalone laughs, voice high and sweet as he dribbles hot wax below the sharp jut of a collarbone. “What do you plan to do, darling? You’re all tied up.”

    Il Dottore’s in one of his tempers. Pantalone is unmoved. Over candlelit tea, one thing leads to another.

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    Dottore is the only man he's ever loved. Pantalone is the only man Dottore has ever loved. They will live in each other's orbits like twin suns until they both die. He wouldn't have it any other way.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Just like Icarus, Dottore set his goal for the sun, and yet here Pantalone was, hopelessly enamoured with the moonlight left in its wake.

    “And you must understand this, Feofan…”

    His thumb traced slowly along Pantalone’s cheekbone, brushing away the tear that had escaped moments prior, the touch warm and achingly careful. It felt almost contradictory, this tenderness coming from the very same hands that had torn apart flesh, carved through divinity, reached fearlessly into horrors that would drive lesser men mad.

    “Know that when I die, I will die satisfied."

    Outside, somewhere beyond the frost-laced windows of the palace, the world continued to turn indifferently. The promise of war, of divine retribution, continued to loom over them. And Dottore—brilliant, monstrous, gentle Dottore—had always been born with his eyes fixed forward and upward.

    “I will die on my own terms.”

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    Pantalone was a very desperate man.

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    Pantalone will confess to his hoarding. Possessions fill gaping holes carved by past destitution, and in his later, wealthier years he can indulge in such frivolous spending. He likes to collect, entertain his 'wants', but within his favourite, treasured collection there is just one thing he needs.

    Day 1 of Dottolone Week 2023: Weapons

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    Sometimes feeling just feels good.

    Obviously, the original body of his shown signs of wear. He lost the ability to feel here and there over the years. But somehow it didn't make him want to remove it completely. To make his body artificial. After all, to feel was to experience and to understand. Giving that up would be a huge loss.

     

    Dottore never underestimated the power of feelings as a scientist, but he never thought he wouldn't be able to subdue them.

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