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    Enemy, apprentice, friend. Associate is too clinical, lover sounds too personal, partner too enduring. Confidante? Comrade? Companion?

    There is no word for what Levi is, to him. What do you call an equal other than an equal?

    A counterpart, Erwin thinks.

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    from ACWNR to fall of Wall Maria

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    23 Jun 2026

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    honest to god perfection i swear my life is changed

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    12 things Erwin Smith learns about love.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    erwin my beloved <3

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    “I’m trying to understand why you’re so lonely, Erwin.”

    “Lonely?” Erwin whispers. “I’m not lonely.”

    Levi doesn’t respond, and Erwin knows he hasn’t convinced him. Is that what this is, then? Two lonely people following the road together. Erwin thinks of the way Levi clung to him last night, and feels a surge of melancholy. Perhaps it is not so bad having a companion for the road. Perhaps they both need one.

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    Erwin meets an unusual stranger on the road, and decides to join him.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    hannibal and will go their separate ways for a time after the fall, giving will the opportunity to tie up the loose ends of his life, however their reunion is rushed due to devastating circumstances

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    03 Jun 2026

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    need to reread soon….ready to have my heart torn in two

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    “I had wondered—” Erwin coughs again, and is cowed into lowering his gaze when the Captain looks at him. He has the most scrutinising of stares. Erwin isn’t sure if he can see out of his left eye, but in that moment, it could well be penetrating his heart. “Ah, that is. In your letter, you didn’t mention much. Of what you expected from me during this session.”

    The Captain takes so long to answer, that Erwin begins to think he does not feel inclined to say anything at all. He finishes his tea, and returns his cup to the tray. “What does your job usually entail?”

    “Usually? Well, I might accompany a client to an event, or have dinner with them, or simply keep them company.”

    “Do you have sex with them?”

    “Yes.” Erwin swallows.

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    In which Levi is a retired war veteran who hires Erwin to drink tea with him in silence.

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    10 May 2026

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    so soft and sweet ugh my beloveds <3