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    “You’re sweet,” Shane mumbles, leaning into the touch.

    “No one would believe if you told them.”

    “I don’t care. You’re always sweet with me.”

    “Mm. I have to be, hm? Have to be gentle with my boy."

    Or, a bad game throws Shane into his head. Ilya knows how to pull him out of it.

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    25 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 95

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    Now, right now, Ilya’s sitting naked on the very edge of the bed, Shane kneeling between his legs with one arm looped around his thigh and his spent dick resting in his mouth as they both wait for Ilya to get hard again.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    “This is hard to talk about,” is all he says, though he knows it will amount to nothing.

    Shane’s fingertips are feather-soft on his chest. “You have to.”

    He has to, because Shane and Ilya have this thing, now, this agreement. Nothing is too hard to talk about. Nothing is off limits. They have to be bare, have to surrender the deepest crevice of their soul to one another. And Ilya, for whom this is easier said than done, whose chest carries a perpetual weight, an immovable mass, it’s all worth it – worth the relief smoothing over Shane’s features, the reassurance that he’s not worried anymore, that Ilya can give him this peace, albeit only a fragment of what Shane gives him by just being there when he wakes up. He would never say it, but he thinks that what he has to offer to Shane amounts to nothing – nothing compared to what Shane does, what Shane is, by simply nuzzling into his chest and sighing into his sleep, late at night when all Ilya can do is lay awake and just feel.

    “I need more,” Ilya says. “And is nothing you can do. I need you inside me, and it feels terrible.” He swallows, with great difficulty. God. “I need to– I need to eat you.”

    or, Ilya never knew love can hurt this good

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is an evil, spiteful demon. This, Ilya is sure of. He is also the most stubborn bastard he has ever had the misfortune of meeting. Ilya should have ignored that adorable freckled little hockey player when he introduced himself in Saskatchewan and never looked back. Maybe he should have just blown himself up instead, then he would never have fallen victim to the doe eyes and awkward charm.

    Ilya is, perhaps, a little bit dramatic.

    or; ilya bets that shane can't last without sex. this backfires.

    EDIT: now with part 2: shane's pov!

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    15 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    26 Feb 2026