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Jonathan Pine is an expert at disappearance—at folding pain into silence, at wearing composure so perfectly no one thinks to look underneath. What no one sees is the quiet war he’s fighting with himself, the way self-harm becomes a language when words fail and survival feels negotiable.
Teddy sees it anyway.
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In the aftermath of gunfire and betrayal, Jonathan Pine bleeds, survives, and breaks. As his body heals in Angela Burr’s care, his mind unravels—trapped between what happened and what was never said. Through confusion, fever, and regret, Jonathan confronts the truth of his love for Teddy Dos Santos, the silence that kept it hidden, and the hollow ache of being the one left behind.
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Harvey Specter draws a line when he realizes Mike Ross is unraveling—and Mike promises he’ll stop smoking weed.
He means it.
Until he can’t.What starts as an attempt to cope quietly turns into a slow, hidden spiral of guilt, dependency, and self-loathing, with Mike convincing himself he can manage the damage as long as Harvey doesn’t see. But Harvey always sees the cracks before the collapse.
When Mike finally hits rock bottom, the truth comes out—messy, painful, and long overdue. Harvey refuses to look away, but he also refuses to pretend nothing happened. What follows isn’t an easy fix, but a hard, watchful first step: anger, boundaries, relapses of emotion, and the fragile work of staying clean under the weight of trust that almost broke them both.
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Years after disappearing from his life, Jonathan Pine turns up unannounced at Danny Roper’s boarding school, hoping for a quiet conversation and a long-overdue apology. What he gets instead is Danny’s fury.
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Carlos Reyes never meant for it to become a habit.
It started small—one cigarette borrowed outside a bar after a brutal case, the smoke scratching his throat but calming the buzzing in his head. Then another after a sleepless night. Then suddenly there was a pack tucked into the back of his drawer, hidden beneath neatly folded T-shirts like a secret he was pretending didn’t matter.
Stress had a way of sneaking up on him. And smoking… well. It gave him five quiet minutes where he didn’t have to be perfect.
Until people noticed.
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Take the Blade Away from Me by AudBall33
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Jul 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockeys next greatest thing. Alongside Ilya Rozanov, of course. What the public doesn’t know is that Canadas Golden Boy hides a lot under the surface. Shane struggles to love hockey again as he plays in the MLH after quitting his travel team three months before the draft. Reporters and journalists have endless guesses as to why, but when a shocking headline about Shane’s former coach rattles the hockey world, the truth is too close for comfort
Will Shane finally start his road to recovery, now that his biggest secret is out? Or will it all come crashing down around him?
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Or: Shane Hollander has been sexually abused by his hockey coach for most of his life
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07 Jul 2026
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Robby and Abbot are foster carers, two ER doctors running a full house on opposite shifts and not enough sleep. They already have Frank, seventeen, recovering, held together by stubbornness, and Mel, who is learning to navigate the world in her own way.
Then Dana calls.
And the family grows again-----
Big foster family au which will grow because i crave more and Rabbot are so father figure shaped
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27 Jun 2026
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Scott Hunter wasn't supposed to overhear Ilya Rozanov being cruel to Shane Hollander in a bathroom. Now he's decided to show Shane exactly what it means to be actually wanted.
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23 Jun 2026
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“‘If you’re raised with an angry man in your house, there will always be an angry man in your house. You will find him even when he is not there.’”
The well-known quote Dennis murmured was somehow louder than any scream the two had heard in their entire lifetime.
They were both still, their breathing heavy, when Dennis straightened his back, hands bracing the edge of the counter as he glanced at Jack and Robby’s direction.
“I am the angry man in our house,” Dennis confessed, his smile sad, and the look in his eyes had the two on the cusp of crumbling to their knees.
OR Dennis Whitaker has a difficult time taking care of himself, including learning healthy coping mechanisms, leading him down a spiral. Robby and Jack—already interested in the medical student—decided it’s time they take things into their own hands.
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20 Jun 2026
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Dennis ran away a year ago, and he’s been homeless since. Being a student feels impossible like this, and he’s running out of hope. One of these days he’ll freeze to death or drop dead from exhaustion. Someone notices him and wants to help, but they’d like something in exchange. Poor Dennis doesn't know what he's getting into.
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He is lost. Here is a hand offered to pull him from a pit he could never escape on his own. Here is its condition.- Language:
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17 Jun 2026