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    Shane is more fucked up than Ilya ever realized, and he's fucking obsessed with it.

     

    Or, Ilya Rozanov wants to have his cake and eat it too, but Shane Hollander has other ideas.

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    18 Jul 2026

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    a collection of less/not safe for work artworks ive done that would get me nuked in real time if i posted them on certain socials

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have been married for 6 years with 3 kids, what seems like a picture perfect family actually hides a more sinister truth.

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    “You are not alone, you have me and your children, what more could you want?” Ilya said softly. “The world can be cruel, especially in my line of work. If I let you and the kids outside, you become targets. I keep you here for your safety, and because I love you.” Ilya placed a kiss on Shane’s forehead.

    “You trapped me,” Shane whispered.

    Ilya’s gaze changed, his face hardened. His heavy scent flared with suffocating waves of cedarwood and leather. Yet, he didn’t argue, he let his scent do the work. As the waves of intimidating Alpha scent flooded the bedroom, Shane could feel his inner omega biology washing over him, trying to force him to submit to his Alpha.

    “I saved you, everything I do is for you and our children.” Ilya corrected him softly.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    There was a small recoil, nothing Shane would consciously register as a recoil, just a slight drawing-back of his head and a micro-expression crossing the bridge of his nose.

    His brows pulled together for one second, and he pulled the carton away from his face, examining the opening.

    Ilya Rozanov has seven cameras. Ilya Rozanov has a blog.

    His gay roommate doesn't know about any of this.

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    25 Jun 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    21 Jun 2026

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    Obsessive fanboy Shane Hollander breaks into Russian model Ilya Rozanov’s house, expecting to get closer to the man he worships only to be caught when Ilya returns home early. Instead of calling the authorities, Ilya decides to punish Shane personally, turning the encounter into a dark, controlling game of dominance and obsession.

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    02 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 14

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    "You're the one who showed up at my door drunk and needy. Remember who came crawling to who, moya lyubov."

    "Fuck you Rozanov, I don't know why I put up with you..."

    Ilya's face darkens, his patience finally snapping. "You don't have to put up with me. You can leave right now if you hate me so much."

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    Shane and Ilya texting fic where Ilya is a dealer who doesn’t wanna sell to Shane anymore, and Shane is like a pathetic depressed druggie :)

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Moving to the Ottawa Centaurs was supposed to fix everything. Ilya finally had his own space, a spot in the same province as Shane, and a standing invitation to watch away games on the Hollanders' couch. It’s warm, loud, and exactly where he wants to be.

    Until a basket of apples and a home-cooked meal threaten to expose the one secret he’s guarded since his youth hockey days in Moscow.

    Because Ilya Rozanov can read a defense perfectly, but he can't see the color red. And the Hollanders are starting to notice.

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    27 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter is right next door! They can’t fuck! But what if Ilya begs and begs: Just the tip, I promise.

    They have no lube and no condoms, it’s risky. They should not be doing this.

    But then why is it so hot?

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    15 May 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been drafted by Boston, the number one pick overall, but his father doesn't want him moving to America and so takes steps to block his visa. He's going to have to go back to Russia and stay there forever and that, thinks Shane Hollander, is wrong.

    It's so wrong that Shane can't stop himself from doing something about it. Even though that something is the most reckless, the only reckless thing he's ever done in his life. He marries Rozanov in secret, to keep him out of Russia and put him on a path to Canadian citizenship.

    Shane's got a five-year plan to get him there and when you have a plan nothing can go wrong. Right? Right. When you have a solid plan and a marriage that's on paper only there's no risk of feelings getting involved. Not on Rozanov's part and certainly not on Shane's.

    Right???

    (or, the story of how Shane Hollander fell in love with his own husband)

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    29 Apr 2026

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    Ilya inherits a surly grief-stricken nine year-old.

    Charlie lashes out with grief. Shane makes schedules and plans meals and angsts about what a terrible father he's turned out to be. Yuna tries desperately to build another kid into a sports prodigy. And Ilya isn't sure how to reconcile all the different people in his life and become the father he wishes he could have had.

    Meanwhile, there's still a whole hockey season to play.

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    A fic where everyone is doing their best, not to mention attempting their therapy homework. But where success and family is not a straight line.

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    Chapters:
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    24 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 9

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    alex finding out his boyfriend, henry made porn //angst

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    14 Apr 2026

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    Ilya quickly put two fingers in his mouth to shut him up, but Shane moaned even louder at the action.

    Unbeknownst to them, poor, young Luca Haas had stumbled out of the bathroom near them and almost yelped when he turned in their direction. Their teammates laughed at him all the way to the bar when he tried to recount what had him looking like a ghost.

    So here Shane was: delirious, hard, and pleasantly sucking Ilya’s fingers pumping in and out of his mouth against a club wall.

     

    5 times Shane’s oral fixation gets him and Ilya in trouble +1 time it’s just for them.

    (Inspired by Husdon Williams’ explicit support for Shane’s oral fixation.)

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    12 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 93

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    Ilya has never been able to control the way that time pulls at him. It takes it when he wants, leaves him where it will. But no matter where he lands, Shane has always known him.

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    Or, Ilya is a time traveler and Shane is his anchor.

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    12 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 58

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    “Say hi to daddy, moyo lapochka,” Ilya said gently and then moved closer, meeting Shane halfway until there was no space between them.

    “Hi, daddy,” Leo parroted in his sweet little voice. Only two years old and he could actually do that in four different languages. He knew more Japanese than Shane.

    The second Shane touched his small back, feeling his chest rise and fall beneath Ilya’s arms, his heart felt whole again.

    Or a short and sweet one where Shane and Ilya come home to their son.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    Post-S1. Shane and Ilya have to spend a month apart early in their relationship.

    Ilya spends that time bulking up. For hockey purposes. And for Shane purposes.

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    05 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ilya sees Shane's Wonderland photoshoot (jockstraps, kiss marks, that banana shot) and has a meltdown. His boyfriend looks like a sex god in magazines but wears saggy boxers at home. Ilya's solution? Donate ALL Shane's underwear and replace it with jockstraps. Shane thinks he's insane. Ilya's just possessive and horny.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    "Do you ever wonder-"

    "Oh god, yes," Ilya blurts out before he can even register the words leaving his lips. "Literally all the time."

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    AU where Ilya does cut things off before the cottage and Shane lets him.

    He watches Shane’s life and career from a safe distance, secretly looking forward to any games when they’d share the ice.

    Years on, Shane publicly comes out and transfers to the Ottawa Centaurs out of necessity.

    A story of repair. Eventually.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    27 Mar 2026

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    "Shane Hollander is retiring."

    Ilya rolled over to look at his wife, next to him in bed in one of his old Boston t-shirts. She was staring at her phone, scrolling rapidly.

    "What do you mean, Hollander is retiring?"

    Ilya thought back to the last time he'd seen — really seen — Hollander. Hollander had Ilya's cock in his mouth. Ilya could still remember the blend of annoyance and need on Hollander's face, the tears in the corner of his eyes. Ilya had wanted to dominate him, to take him apart, to wreck him and then put him back —

    Svetlana interrupted the memory.

    Or: Ilya and Shane stopped seeing each other before the Sochi Olympics. When Ilya hears Shane is retiring, he decides it's finally time to reconnect. Which means that, after 15 years of mutual unspoken obsession, it is time for both Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov to decide what each man means to the other.

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    Chapters:
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    25 Mar 2026

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