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    “No vodka?” Rozanov asks, tsking in disapproval but looking amused. “What then? What does the great Shane Hollander want when he does a good job? What is your vice, Hollander?”

    “Hmmmm, mangoes,” Shane sighs out wistfully. It’s not a dangerous allergy for him, but it does mean being itchy and sometimes a little queasy for a couple of days after. Really he knows that he should probably avoid them altogether, but with every other restriction he has and with how controlled he is with his life even outside of that, it’s his one little indulgence, a pressure-relief valve of one bad choice to let some steam off at the end of a season, when he carves out time in his cottage when he can make his annual bad choice and enjoy a few days of wild mango madness before he makes himself buckle back into the restraints he usually keeps his life in.

    He looks up when he hears Rozanov snort.

    “Mangoes?” Rozanov repeats, tugging his shirt over his head. “Really?”

    “They’re good,” Shane defends. “Better than vodka,” he adds, pointedly.

    (shane has food allergies but makes an exception for mangoes) (5 times ilya didn't find out about this allergy and 1 time he did)

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane is 40 weeks pregnant with their first child and is a few days past his due date. Ilya Rozanov reacts in a predictable fashion.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    When Ilya casually suggests marrying Svetlana, Shane remembers he's The Shane Hollander and calls Ilya on his bluff.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I don’t want you to lie. That’s not who you are.”

    Shane Hollander was a consummate liar, and the twisted irony of his mom’s baffled statement told him more than anything that he needed to tighten up. He was done with messing around, done with letting people down, done with indulgences that he couldn’t afford. The path before him was clear; all he had to do was walk it.

    (This, he would acknowledge later, was the biggest lie of all.)

    OR: Shane learned how to lie with his words and stillness. Unfortunately his body speaks a language of its own, and it's one Ilya Rozanov never needed a translator for. As Rozanov lets Shane get away with anything except lying to him, this causes problems until it solves them.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Kip, help,” Scott says. “Rozanov’s trying to make us play never have I ever because he never matured past the age of twelve.”

    “I am trying,” Ilya slurs more than says, “to make memories.”

    “Yeah, because you’re definitely gonna remember this tomorrow.”

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    18 Jun 2026

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    "My point is that Rozanov, like, talks Shane down before he even realizes he’s panicking. He makes him snacks with fucking buckwheat in them and he even gets Shane to take a day off once in a blue moon. He’s an asshole,” Hayden says. “He’s obnoxious and rude and frankly, unpleasant. I’m not saying he’s a good guy. But he is a good husband.”

    Or: 5 times Hayden defends Ilya behind his back, +1 time he defends Ilya in front of him

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Lily: You left your shoes here.

    Shane frowns, looking down at his feet that are only covered by his black dress socks. Fuck. He walked out without shoes? He hadn't even noticed.

    or, Shane leaves the Vegas penthouse without his shoes. He might also be having a panic attack.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I can’t believe you're here.” Shane says, blushing like he's embarrassed.

    “You said you wanted me to be.” Ilya shrugs, trying to be cool. “And you do not seem like someone who asks for things very often when you need them.”

    or, in the summer of 2016 when they don't normally see each other, Ilya gets a text from Shane that changes everything.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    It feels like a dam has broken inside of him.

    All he wants is pizza. A donut. A milkshake.

    If he can’t have Ilya - if Ilya doesn’t want him - maybe he can have pizza instead.

    It’s a stupid thought. A dangerous thought. But it won’t leave.

    Or, Shane doesn’t get injured in the game and Ilya breaks it off between them. Shane’s eating disorder spirals out of control as a result.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I am a Slavic man from Moscow born when the USSR was still unified,” Ilya says bluntly as if that explains everything. Annoyingly, it kind of does. “I just thought you were, I don't know what word is, quirky?”

    “Quirky?” He can’t keep the disbelief out of his voice. “Really, Ilya?”
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    Shane Hollander is autistic. Everyone knows he's autistic, but they didn't know he knew he was autistic.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Shane is just hanging out in the gym with the guys. Ilya is doing a particularly intense workout, and the guys ask him what he's training for. Ilya being the asshole he is, just winks and carries on. The guys, as a joke, ask Shane how much he weighs to insinuate Ilya is training to fuck him. This rubs Shane the wrong way through and makes him confront some insecurities and a bit of animosity he holds within himself.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    They had three chairs up at the countertop. 

    If he sits in the second one, something bad will happen. Everyone will die. The house will explode. You can warn him. He has to sit in the first one or the third one. If not, everyone you love will die and it will all be your fault. 

    Ilya moved to sit in the second chair. Shane bristled, hands trembling. 

    “Don’t.” Shane snapped. Ilya froze, glancing at Shane with a concerned and confused expression. Shane inhaled, then exhaled. Guilt crawled up his throat. He was being fucking insane. 

    Still though, what if he wasn’t being insane? What if there was a 0.1% something bad would happen to Ilya? 

    or:
    shane hollander has a bad ocd day. luckily, he has people to help him through it

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya attend a barbecue party hosted by Boodram. Shane unintentionally makes Bood upset by refusing to eat his food. Shane swears it’s fine but Zane sees something wrong in his thoughts.

    Or. Shane ED angst

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    17 Jun 2026

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    The Centaurs stay in a hotel that's been overbooked. That means they have two less rooms then what was planned. The Hockey husbands have to room with Bood. Now Bood is a witness to their nighttime routine. And how...soft Ilya is with his husband. It makes him miss his wife.

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    17 Jun 2026

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     Verb (Physical): To take hold of or seize something firmly.
    Example: "He grasped the handle and pulled the door open".
     Verb (Mental): To understand or comprehend a concept, especially one that is difficult.
    Example: "I finally grasped the main points of the complex lecture".
     Noun: A firm grip or the capacity for understanding.
    Example: "The presidency was finally within her grasp"

    The Centaurs are playing Montreal this next week. Shane is taking it as well as you'd expect. Ilya is trying to keep Shane from tearing himself apart. Bood is trying to keep Ilya from breaking down. The rest of the team is trying to help while also pretending everything is normal. And this new hire Cynthia isn’t on anyone’s good side.
     
    Fun stuff.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    It's Shane's first game against the Metros. He is struggling handle all the big emotions that come with facing them.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    two times shane's fingers unintentionally tangled in ilya's chain and two times that it made ilya fall in love with shane for the first time all over again.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    “I. . . just, I don’t know. You’re so nice to me.” comes out of his mouth before he can think of anything else.

    Ilya’s head whips towards Shane with a small smile. “Nice? I am just nice to you, Hollander?”

    “Hey, that’s you too now, don't forget it.”

    “See. I marry you and you say that I am ‘nice’? Just nice?” he complains but he’s smiling all the while and Shane can’t look away as he turns back to the road.

    (ie. all comfort no hurt, shane is turned on by a compentency kink when ilya flexes in front of his parents and then has to do something about it)

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander just loves to be filled up. Ilya Rozanov lives to please his man.

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    17 Jun 2026

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