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Atsushi stares for a long moment, taking that in. “That’s it? I just have to die and I’ll be let go?”
“You’ll exit the loop. Sounds fairly simply but remember the time limit, your healing ability is going to be working against you here,” Ranpo corrects.
“I almost die all the time - “ He laughs, a weight in his chest lifting. “I’m going to get out of here!”
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Atsushi gets stuck in a time loop and severely underestimates just how dedicated his family is to keeping him alive
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“You are still a kid too, you know.”
Dazai narrows his eyes. “I’m nearly twenty three.”
“Compared to me, twenty three is nothing.” Fukuzawa chuckles at his own joke. “I still feel like a child sometimes, even at my age. We never really grow out of it.”
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In learning how to feel happiness, Dazai gets the chance to finally live the childhood he never got to have. Maybe there is no greater meaning to life, but that’s something he has to figure out for himself. This is a story of healing, learning to love, and acceptance, in every sense of the words.
Inspired by all the “de-aging” fics out there that use time travel to deal with the trauma these kids went through (which I absolutely adore!) Time moves forward, and they can’t change the past, but it’s never too late to start to heal.
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- Part 1 of was it worth our youth?
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- 119,226
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- 15/15
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11 Feb 2025
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Yosano studies the pen she's twirling between her fingers before hurling it at Dazai.
Dazai makes no move to catch it, in contrast, he startles when the pen hits his coat.
He blinks at her as the pen drops and rolls along the floor. "That was mean," he notes in a lighthearted tone.
Yosano shoots up from her desk just about ready to cut him to pieces with a chainsaw.
"You idiot," she seethes.
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- English
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- 76,462
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- 12/12
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30 Nov 2024
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Leafing Through The Pages, I Found You by YunaYamiMouto
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
07 Jul 2024
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An Ability traps the ADA certain PM members in an illusion that shows them Dazai's life, before and as he became the man they know today.
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- Part 1 of Life Is A Book Of Endless Pages
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- English
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- 300,524
- Chapters:
- 31/31
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26 Oct 2024
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Wind, Light, and the Realization of Dreams by Present_Mom
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
02 Sep 2024
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Sakaguchi Ango was just doing some cleaning in records, just another day.
Until he found the file about an old, unpaid debt to the Port Mafia.
And Ango wanted out of the Archives, he wanted to see the sun again!
But standing in front of the rundown orphanage, Ango didn't really foresee how his life was about to change.
- Language:
- English
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- 53,930
- Chapters:
- 16/16
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25 Oct 2024
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On Your Mind by Daddy_Jiro, IrelaNictari, Kibasix
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, Pacific Rim (Movies)
05 Dec 2022
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(Pacific Rim AU)
A mind, stripped of years.
Another, which bears the weight of monsters.
Thrust together after Dazai's partner suffered from a drift overload, rendering him unable to maintain a neural connection, Chuuya and Dazai must learn to work together in body and in mind if they are to pilot the Jaeger 'Soukoku'. But not all of Dazai's monsters have human faces, and those are ones he will take to his grave, the ones he will share with no one.
As the connection between them winds deeper, pulling like the strings of fate, the two rookie pilots have to make a choice - to maintain the status quo or to strive for something more, something just out of reach...but the clock counting down the final heartbeats of humanity is ticking, time is running out and tragedy follows tragedy as the world begins to fall.
When a category four Kaiju threatens Yokohama, the secrets of the two pilots will come to light. Will they be able to work together to defeat their enemy, or will this new information break them apart from the inside?
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- 15/15
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17 Jun 2024
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Once partners and lovers in the Port Mafia, Dazai and Chuuya spend the next four years away from one another.
After being reunited, the two act as though they were nothing more than bad acquaintances and ex partners. However, when the day that had formally been their anniversary comes around, the two end up together again with the hopes to make it last. The only problem is they have to keep it a secret.
Soon, a series of kidnappings and murders start to take up Dazai's time as Chuuya is being assigned to gather information on a possible spy in the Port Mafia.
Will the two be able to hold on to each other? Will they be able to hide their renewed relationship or will they be torn apart and labeled as traitors? What does destiny have in store for them?
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- Part 1 of Our Destiny Series
- Language:
- English
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- 141,314
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- 36/36
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18 May 2024
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“You don’t die before me and I don’t die before you.”
It’s a promise between partners whose abilities harmonize a bit too well.
No Longer Human has an assimilating property. As a side-effect it keeps Dazai alive against all odds, and against his own will. Chuuya, on the other hand, fully intends to make him appreciate the life he’s forced to live.- Language:
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18 May 2024
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i am a wreck without you (i need you here to stay) by codhya
Fandom 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
05 Jul 2023
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this series is dazai-centric and mainly revolves around the found family trope, with a dash of sokokou. hope you enjoy!
the fics might be uploaded out of order, but once the series is done, it will all make perfect sense together. but all of them can be read as standalones, too.
1. friend, please (don't take your life away from me) [dazai & fukuzawa]
2. where we're from, there's no sun [dazai & yosano]
3. he ain't heavy, he's my brother [dazai & ranpo]
4. and i'll be holding onto you [dazai & kunikida]- Words:
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18 Apr 2024
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friend, please (don't take your life away from me) by codhya
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
19 Mar 2023
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Dazai looks down at his hands that held the power to bring any kingdom to its knees. He thinks of fire and ashes and smoke. He wants to cut them off.
(On Dazai Osamu, black holes and Fukuzawa Yukichi)
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18 Apr 2024
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“Chuuya.”
The word was soft, hoarse, wheezed between shallow gasps, and Chuuya paused.
This wasn’t real, right?
Or, Chuuya is used to Dazai pulling shit on their missions, but he's not used to saving Dazai from evil champagne.
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- Part 21 of double black
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13 Apr 2024
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“Mori gave me so many drugs meant to make me feel things… anger, happiness, sadness. I never wanted any of it. He asked me what I wanted to feel, if not any of that.”
Dazai looked up, emotions flooding his eyes so disastrously that it looked painful. “Nothing. I said nothing.”
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- Part 8 of Ineffable Partners
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 37,610
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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26 Mar 2024
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Outside the waiting room. by fish_writes_words_and_stuffs
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Nov 2023
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It made him think of that dream. The one from before.
Before inpatient and treatment and one nutritionist after the next, three-meals-a-day, exercise in moderation—
That phone call.
He thinks about it.
He thinks—
“Love, is everything alright?”
Kind, caring, he doesn’t deserve—
The self-doubt would eat him alive if he let it.
Instead, he gnaws on perfectly pink lips. Taps their finger in intervals of nine. Holds their breath, releases, and breathes again.
“Love?”
It’s concerned and kind and far too nice and sweet and caring because here he is cared for, here he is—“How do you feel about a trip to Japan?”
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Or, two idiots once met in a waiting room.
OR, learning to love, forgive, and do it all over again.
SEQUEL to In the waiting room;Series
- Part 2 of Waiting Room AU
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- English
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- 15/15
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29 Nov 2023
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His little hands stole my heart, his little feet ran away with it by ObsidianEchoes
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Feb 2024
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Never in a million years would Chuuya have thought that stealing for Fyodor Dostoyevsky, would make him end up falling as hard as it did.
It wouldn't be as scary if it weren't so hard to figure out whether it was for his boss, his latest target Dazai Osamu, or just flat on his ass.
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21 Nov 2023
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Dazai ends up in a coma after his most serious suicide attempt yet. He has left three letters, one of them being for Chuuya.
Sitting at the bedside of his comatose body, Chuuya tries to understand.
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Dazai is falling. In the orange glow of sunrise, the waves of his hair are fanning around him, and his dark eyes are wide with fear and shock, his hand outstretched towards Chuuya. His bandages are unravelling all around him in the wind.
Chuuya is not even thinking anymore. All he can see is that hand reaching for him as he launches off against the balustrade and falls after him.
He uses his ability to make himself heavier, his own drop faster, his hand reaching for Dazai right back.
It's only when he catches Dazai in his arms, holding his head tight against his own shoulder and trying to fly back up that he remembers; this won't work.
He must have been really out of his mind to have forgotten it at all.
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20 Nov 2023
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if we can’t run together, why did we from the start? by lilreinie for pristinacaeli
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 Aug 2023
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“Chuuya?”
“Hm.”
“I promise to stay by your side for the rest of your life.” It’s a promise he knows he can keep.
Dazai cannot die. He lives on as the world changes around him, finding Chuuya in every lifetime and learning all the little things that make Chuuya, Chuuya through all the different people Chuuya is.
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- English
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- 9/9
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21 Aug 2023
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They’re both dying. They’re inseparable, and they’re both dying.
In which terminally ill Akutagawa meets terminally ill Atsushi in the hospital one day and learns to live his remaining time with his help, and both of them hope they don’t have to see the day the other dies.
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21 Aug 2023
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If I had a nickel for every time someone got turned into a baby, I'd have six nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened six times. Right?
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21 Aug 2023
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Dazai "Ouji" Osamu is the most popular idol of his generation.People adore him, critics worship him.
He has the whole world dancing in the palm of his hand.
When he steps into an underground bar in Yokohama, on a summer night like any other, he is looking for a muse, a fake boyfriend and a reason for living.Nakahara Chuuya just wanted a glass of wine and a one-night stand.
(Or: the “I slept with a stranger and he turned out to be my little sister’s favorite singer” AU where two idiots catch very real feelings through a fake dating contract. Art in notes.)
Russian translation here by Sterialye
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 66,684
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 11
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- 327
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20 Aug 2023
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“You wanted to see me, Boss?” Chuuya asks.
Mori smiles. Oh no. “Oh, yes. Thank you for coming.” Chuuya can almost see the daggers Dazai is glaring at Mori. “As you can see, Dazai has had a couple of unfortunate accidents resulting in the temporary loss of use of his arms.”
Chuuya looks over at Dazai, who, sure enough, has a cast around each arm. The cast on his right arm ends above his elbow, completely encasing his hand, and is supported by a sling. The one on his left leaves his fingers exposed and lets him freely move his elbow, at least, but that isn’t a lot when your other arm is useless. Chuuya is getting a bad feeling about this.
Mori looks like the cat that ate the canary when Chuuya looks back at him. So much so that Chuuya is half tempted to look around for little yellow feathers. Mori continues, “Due to his condition, Dazai will need someone to look after him and help him do things in the meantime.”
“Mori…” Dazai growls. Chuuya can feel his lip curling in disgust. Maybe he should’ve just skipped work today.
“I’d like you to act as his caretaker, Chuuya.”
Based on fanart by caelanglang on tumblr!
Bookmarked by Batfurs
19 Aug 2023