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  1. Rec *

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    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

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    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Papa and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    12 Apr 2026

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    Déjà vu
    NotEvenCloseToStraight

    Ilya mysteriously quits the league after 2014, to take care of his father. Ends up having twins with sveta and they get married to make things easier.
    Shane keeps skating a wonders what happened. An awful leg injury forces him to medically retire years later and he retreats to small town Canada to lick his wounds. Turns out there's another former player in town...Ilya Rozanov, a single dad of twin girls and bakery owner.

    Shane get roped into coaching a U9 girls hockey team rediscovering that hockey can be fun. He and Ilya reconnect, but Shane still has a lot of work to do and is scared of committing, not just to Ilya but to everything.
    Shane gets scared and breaks things off BC he needs to work on himself, but hurts both himself and Ilya in the process. Processing things is helping though and David is great. He might be ready to all things out with Ilya instead of just working in isolation. .
    LRch12
    So much has happened. They have yearned and gotten back together, finally actually talked about a lot of things and seem to finally be getting on the same page. Shane stepped in and stepped up when mayday got hurt, they are taking things slow physically so they can build actual trust before jumping into bed again. Though that seems just around the corner.
    LRch19

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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    there may never next time be
    inmoonlightigetseasick
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    He figures Ilya would be pretty surprised if he showed up to his house out of the blue. Surprised enough to be put off, probably. Shane is way too bad of a liar to think of any plausible excuse. If this is really happening, if Shane is actually by some miracle getting another shot at this, then he’s going to have to play this smart. His impatience to see Ilya again will have to be tempered. He’s not sure how time travel works, but he has the sneaking suspicion that one wrong move could unravel everything.

    Ilya is alive.

    Just the thought of it is enough to make Shane crack his first smile in a year.

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    AU in which Ilya dies in the Centaurs' plane crash. A year later, careless with grief, Shane drives his car into a blizzard and wakes up in Boston, in 2016. When faced with the opportunity to do it right this time, and keep Ilya for good, Shane knows that every decision he makes will be crucial. It's terrifying, but Ilya once told him that he's brave. Now it's up to Shane to prove it.

    Shane's depression is very real and very heavy. Like a wet weighted blanket.
    Once he goes back he's so damn determined to love Ilya better, it's devastating but also very sweet.
    Happy ending.

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    Field meteorologist and dedicated climate scientist Shane Hollander of Boston's Channel 5 News is exasperated with assholes like Ilya Rozanov, the Russian playboy Storm Chaser with millions of followers, who waste their platforms on fame and sensationalized videos instead of taking the opportunity to educate their audiences about the very real, very happening right now dangers of climate change.

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    It may be below freezing in Boston, MA but during the bomb cyclogenesis blizzard of 2018, residents are hoping for something hot to melt the ice. Generational blizzard snows in the two most talked about men in weather, Meteorologist Shane Hollander and Storm Chaser Ilya Rozanov.

    First you’ve got Ottawa’s own Shane Hollander - from everything we’ve seen and heard he may not be the most sociable but this is the man with the highest climate science IQ out there. Incredibly smart, incredibly dedicated to climate justice, and incredibly hot.

    Then you’ve got Russia’s Ilya Rozanov strong on social media, strong with the ladies, and from everything we’ve heard he really gets under other storm chaser’s skins - viral on his own channels, not exactly liked by the meteorologist community.

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    01 May 2026

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    Weathered
    NeurodefiantAF
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    Field meteorologist and dedicated climate scientist Shane Hollander of Boston's Channel 5 News is exasperated with assholes like Ilya Rozanov, the Russian playboy Storm Chaser with millions of followers, who waste their platforms on fame and sensationalized videos instead of taking the opportunity to educate their audiences about the very real, very happening right now dangers of climate change.

    LRch15
    So far has been very sweet story of two lonely lovely men opening up and getting to know one another and being surprised at their automatic willingness to be vulnerable with each other...with some nudging from their BFFs sveta and rose.
    LR16
    More progression on deciding that they want to work together in addition to being together, and that they want to try to set up a life that will facilitate them being together rather than just hoping it works. Very sweet actually.
    LR17
    Therapy sessions, some talking, little hits of integrating their lives and also realising that maybe they can but don't want to live alone anymore.

    I am checking back and refreshing the page on this every few days, hoping for an update. Absolutely love this AU and the writing is lovely.
    NDAF, you have created something absolutely fantastic and I can already see myself coming back and rereading this many times. Take your time, I'll be here waiting when you come back to it. Thank you for sharing your work ❤️

    LR18.
    Ilya with Arthur and the octopus..... 😭
    Love the little sprinkle of references to canon.

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    One delayed flight. One closing airport bar. One truth or dare game that gets significantly out of hand.
    Ilya Rozanov came to his ex-girlfriend's wedding to prove he was over it. Shane Hollander came to his best friend's wedding to prove he was fine. They were both lying, but they didn't know that about each other yet.

    Then they had to share a room.

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    01 May 2026

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    Dare You Twice
    theaftercare
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    One delayed flight. One closing airport bar. One truth or dare game that gets significantly out of hand.
    Ilya Rozanov came to his ex-girlfriend's wedding to prove he was over it. Shane Hollander came to his best friend's wedding to prove he was fine. They were both lying, but they didn't know that about each other yet.

    Then they had to share a room.

    'My Best Friend's Wedding' style Hollanov. Really good so far. They are both suffering watching their lives get married to each other but the event brings them together, which might be worth it.
    LRch4

    This is so sweet and a lovely speedrunning falling in love story.
    Falling is effortless. Keeping it requires work, but it's worth it.

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Shane makes some changes to protect his privacy. People notice.
    *5+1 of Shane establishing his boundaries. AU where Shane and Ilya were never caught at the cottage.

    Building a life together under the radar.
    The edges that people can see without catching the shape of the whole.