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• I Am Punished By Love. by Atsushis_missingHairStrand

  Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)  

  • Mature
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Rape/Non-Con
  • F/F, F/M, M/M, Multi
  • Work in Progress

  14 Aug 2025

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Major Character Death
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Ekko/Jinx (League of Legends)
  • Jinx (League of Legends) & Silco (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Isha (Arcane: League of Legends) & Jinx (League of Legends)
  • Jinx & Vi (League of Legends)
  • Caitlyn & Jinx (League of Legends)
  • Isha & Silco (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Singed | Corin Reveck
  • Orianna Reveck
  • Marcus (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Cassandra Kiramman
  • Mel Medarda
  • Jinx (League of Legends)
  • Silco (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Isha (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Vi (League of Legends)
  • Caitlyn (League of Legends)
  • Sevika (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Ekko (League of Legends)
  • Jayce (League of Legends)
  • Viktor (League of Legends)
  • Deckard (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Felicia (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Inspired by an Ethel Cain Song
  • I Wrote This While Listening to Ethel Cain's Music
  • Jinx Has PTSD (League of Legends)
  • Jinx Needs a Hug (League of Legends)
  • like please someone save this poor girl
  • and Isha
  • Unreliable Narrator
  • this is angst centrial heed warnings and take therapy suggestions i beg of you
  • Jinx Needs Therapy (League of Legends)
  • backstory later in story
  • it all comes together i swear
  • The Author Regrets Nothing
  • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
  • Religious Guilt
  • southern gothic asthetic
  • Sheriff Caitlyn (League of Legends)
  • after marcus dies
  • guys silco is a very very VERY bad person in this story
  • Schizophrenic Jinx (League of Legends)
  • Jinx Has Mental Health Issues (League of Legends)
  • Non-Graphic Rape/Non-Con
  • Drug Use
  • Shimmer (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • heed not. the major character death is not of the ones we love
  • yall might hateee me
  • Kidnapping
  • Stockholm Syndrome
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • Forced Relationship
  • they are LYING to the people
  • Jinx is Trying Her Best (League of Legends)
  • Ekko Loves Jinx (League of Legends)
  • Minor Jayce/Mel Medarda/Viktor
  • Protective Vi (League of Legends)
  • Isha Uses Sign Language (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • Nonverbal Isha (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • she talks sometimes
  • Jinx Has Issues (League of Legends)
  • zeri is one of ishas friends
  • shes ekkos cousin
  • jinx was homeschooled
  • Protective Jinx (League of Legends)
  • Vander is Jinx and Vi's Adoptive Parent (League of Legends)
  • he died though
  • Jinx is Isha's Sister (Arcane: League of Legends)
  • me when i lie
  • sister dynamic
  • but it never really feels like it
  • Father-daughter dynamic
  • it DEFINITLY doesnt feel like it
  • cause it shouldnt.
  • Jinx is Isha's Parent (Arcane: League of Legends)

  Summary

  Southern gothic arcane alternate universe with..a couple of twists :)

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  jinx has a happy family, but when things start to surface and the truth arises, how long will it be until she snaps.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  13,841

  Chapters:

  4/?

  Comments:

  34

  Kudos:

  96

  Bookmarks:

  17

  Hits:

  2,317

• Am I Making You Feel Sick? by Atsushis_missingHairStrand

  Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

  • Not Rated
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
  • M/M, Other
  • Work in Progress

  07 Nov 2024

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Rape/Non-Con
  • Underage Sex
  • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke/Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya/Sigma (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Armed Detective Agency Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Port Mafia Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Orphanage Headmaster (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Shibusawa Tatsuhiko (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Original Characters
  • Special Abilities Department Ensemble (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • there's a lot
  • Nakajima Atsushi-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakajima Atsushi Needs a Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • BAMF Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Armed Detective Agency and Port Mafia Have a Truce (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Agency/PM transfer
  • Past Child Abuse
  • Past Rape/Non-con
  • Past Character Death
  • Kidnapping
  • Cults
  • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
  • Religious Cults
  • Religious atsushi Nakajima
  • Trans Male Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Blocking out trauma
  • Murder
  • Infant Death
  • It was gonna die anyway
  • Immaculate Conception (Christianity)
  • Most of the idea is from that movie
  • Underage Rape/Non-con
  • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
  • Rape Recovery
  • Healing journey
  • Cause god does atsushi need it
  • Unreliable Narrator Nakajima Atsushi
  • Hallucinations
  • Forced Pregnancy
  • Panic Attacks
  • Atsushi murders multiple people
  • Slow Burn
  • Long-Haired Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • He cuts it
  • He gets beast atsushi hair
  • Armed Detective Agency as Family (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Port Mafia as Family (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Parental Fukuzawa Yukichi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Port Mafia Member Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Armed Detective Agency Member Sigma (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Protective Armed Detective Agency (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • THIS HAS TOO MANY TAGS
  • Nakajima Atsushi is So Done (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Mentioned Shibusawa Tatsuhiko (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Atsushi also hallucinates him
  • Beast Beneath the Moonlight | Nakajima Atsushi's Ability (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Akutagawa Ryuunosuke is Bad at Feelings (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • he tries
  • Forced Hysterectomy
  • But..it's kinda a win?
  • Slow to Update
  • Poor Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Okay I'm done with tagging
  • Author Is Sleep Deprived
  • The Author Regrets Everything
  • Fluff
  • Heavy Angst
  • Eventual Smut
  • Author doesn't know how to treat wounds
  • Title from an Ethel Cain Song
  • Song: Strangers (Ethel Cain)
  • Okay I'm ACTUALLY done tagging I promise
  • Holy shit that's a lot
  • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

  Summary

  I want more people to write about the pm transfer, but I also wanted to write religious atsushi. And I watched immaculate not to long ago, so. Yea..expect messed up stuff.

  Our boy atsu gonna go through it😭🙏🏻

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  5,000

  Chapters:

  4/?

  Comments:

  20

  Kudos:

  186

  Bookmarks:

  19

  Hits:

  3,261