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This is what has been on Buck’s mind all summer, the thing that he has not allowed himself to want or to think about. Initially it had been not wanting to linger too hard on something that didn’t seem possible. Then– like he’d said to Chris– the fear of inadequacy that still pulses beneath his chest now, beneath Theo’s weight. For all of these reasons, even as recently as a couple of days ago, he’d pushed the thought aside. It was stored deep in the boxes at the back of his mind, in an inaccessible place.
Now, it’s hanging right in front of him and Theo is wrapped up against him, clinging to him, and–
“I’ll take him,” Buck says.
or: the buckley-diaz summer, between the stabbing and buck fostering theo.
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23 Jul 2026
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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22 Jul 2026
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What’s more pathetic than being in love with your best friend and co-parenting his kid with him then co-parenting your own kid with him in return?
And what’s more pathetic than that then moving in together platonically so that the kids can have a better routine?
And more pathetic than that is sharing a bed so that the two kids can have a room each?!
And more more more more pathetic… how about adding a third child into the mix?
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AKA - Buck and Eddie are still hopelessly in love with each other but too scared to make a move even after moving in and raising two kids together. So Destiny herself has had enough and made a plan to get these idiots together by magicking them a baby girl in the Safe Haven Baby Box.
Enjoy :3
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22 Jul 2026
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Eddie Diaz grew used to saying, "You should see the other guy." As he joins the 118, he starts to think of himself as Evan Buckley's "other guy." Only now, "other guy" starts to sound like "fall guy."
Or 5 times Eddie Diaz prioritizes Buck's life over his own and when Buck tells him to stop.
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- Part 3 of E's Buddie Birthday Bash
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21 Jul 2026
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Buck huffed, trying to pull away, but Eddie didn’t let him.
He raised a hand, pressing it against the wall beside Buck’s head, blocking any chance of escape. His other arm slid to the side of Buck’s waist, not touching—just there, a presence.
Buck swallowed hard, his eyes flicking up to meet Eddie’s again.
"Eddie..."
"Tell me to stop," Eddie challenged, his voice low, rough. "If you really want me to stop, just say it..."
Or… Eddie comes back from Texas and ends up living with Buck, but something feels off. Buck avoids him, dodges conversations, and seems determined to keep his distance — and Eddie has no idea why. The problem? Eddie has never been a very patient man. And when he finally loses his patience, Buck finds himself quite literally against the wall.
(Warning: This story contains spoilers for Season 8 of 9-1-1).
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21 Jul 2026