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    His eyes shifted, a little. Utahime thought they glowed, or maybe they’d only brightened. His fingers pressed into hers.

    “What would you do if I killed them?”

    She shivered, but maybe it was because her blankets had fallen down again to pool around her waist. Maybe, nonsensically, it was because his skin was so warm against her hand.

    Maybe it was just because he was looking at her.

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    “You are staying in a condo paid for with my money." He says, the words stratching an itch in her head she'd never knew was there. "You're working your dream job that I got for you. Now I don’t ask for much but it is time to show at least a little gratitude.”

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    Samira Mohan was fucked. Not that she’d had sex in months. No future in Jersey. No attending position in Pittsburgh. Nothing to go home to, soon no home to go to. She is left with nothing but crushed dreams and anxiety.
    “Just get a sugar daddy.” Santos said, like it was the obvious answer.

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    Clayton Emerson brought me a joy and a dumb idea. In my mind, Jack Abbot is a giver and there is no one he wants to look after more than Samira Mohan.
    Canon compliant until s2 ep14

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    17 Apr 2026

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    ἐπιθυμία, ας, ἡ: epithumia : desire, passionate longing, lust
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    “No extra credit.” He made a noise that might have been a laugh. “You ask that every time.”
    “Well, I have to try.” Rey said, weakly. “Can you make an exception?”
    A lone eyebrow ascended his lofty forehead into his hairline. “Try harder, Miss Kenobi.”

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