Altynay
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
“Maybe I know some things about myself,” he says. “And maybe you know them too. From– from rebuilding me or being in my head or just– from knowing me. From–”
“From loving you,” Cas supplies.
Dean looks at him and nods.
“Knowing and saying are not the same thing, Cas. Does that make sense?”Or: Dean Winchester comes to terms with some gender stuff.
-
Tags
Summary
"Cas is alive," Sam sounds as bewildered now as the first time he said it, however long ago. One minute, ten minutes, an hour. Dean wouldn't know. Time seems to be folding past him in unpredictable bursts. He's not convinced this isn't a dream, actually. No way it can be real.
Right? No way Cas would do that to them. To him.
Not after what he said. Not ever.
Right?
Series
- Part 1 of Horror Vacui 'verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 183,302
- Chapters:
- 39/39
- Comments:
- 1,226
- Kudos:
- 586
- Bookmarks:
- 197
- Hits:
- 20,607
Bookmarked by Altynay
07 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Хорошая история, этаких 16 сезон.
Местами немного наивно, но химия прописана качественно -
Tags
Summary
It all burns through his body like he's been lit up from the inside out. This matters, he tells himself, don't pretend this doesn't matter.
Bookmarked by Altynay
05 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Фанфик о жизни Дина, с времеными метками. Happy end
-
You can rip, You can tear by potato_crackers (alur_chip) for nachtofthedead
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
03 Oct 2025
Tags
Summary
“Shh. Good disciples don’t interrupt their masters, do they? Now tell me, ” he says, with a tap of his fan, “Aren’t you mine, sweetheart?”
He can see Luo Binghe tremble at that, eyes going glassy. He barely manages to nod at that. Good.
“And yet, sometimes my Binghe seems to forget” he says, one hand creeping behind Luo Binghe’s waist, curling around his back, before he pulls. “Who he belongs to.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,309
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 23
- Kudos:
- 622
- Bookmarks:
- 111
- Hits:
- 6,781
Bookmarked by Altynay
04 Jul 2026
-
Dark Blue (Have You Ever Been Alone in a Crowded Room?) by WhoIPretended2Be
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Sep 2025
Tags
Summary
Castiel is a shapeshifter, haunted by his mother’s murder and terrified of becoming a monster himself. Survival means pretending, and he’s learned to be anyone but himself until the night he meets Dean Winchester.
Dean is a hunter, raised to follow his father’s orders and become whatever the job demands. He doesn’t know who he is when he’s not performing, until he meets someone he calls “Blue”.
What begins as a quest for revenge turns into something else: the collision of two men hiding from the world, each desperate and terrified to be seen beneath their disguises.
Series
- Part 1 of The Cost of Pretending
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 105,923
- Chapters:
- 30/30
- Comments:
- 1,110
- Kudos:
- 576
- Bookmarks:
- 176
- Hits:
- 13,017
Bookmarked by Altynay
28 Jun 2026