14 Bookmarks by AlpineStoat

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    When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.

    Or

    Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    David Hollander arrives in Montreal with homemade soup, expecting to take care of his son Shane, who’s down with the flu after missing the biggest NHL game of the season.
    What he does not expect is finding Shane cuddled in the lap of his greatest hockey rival: Boston Bears captain Ilya Rozanov.
    Apparently the NHL’s most legendary rivalry has secretly been a relationship for over a decade.
    Now David must process three shocking truths:
     his son is gay,
     Ilya Rozanov is basically a housewife with pharmacy bags,
     and every on-ice fight was apparently foreplay.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Forester (Admirals🔛🔝)
    So the true way to combat the Bisexual Russian Terminator isn’t with homophobia...
    It's actually with even more gay
    ...
    You're a goddamn genius.

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    The NHL rookies have joined forces to strategize now that two of the greatest hockey players of all time are on the same team and Ilya Rozanov must suffer from the unintended consequences of making hockey more woke.

    Mainly, the way everyone keeps implying that they want to fuck his husband.

    or: a group of rookies unionize and employ chirping as a form of psychological torture against a one Ilya Grigoryevich Rozanov.

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    09 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander comes out and unleashes Shane Hollander Hysteria across the NHL.
    All-stars circle like it's free agency and he’s the only contract available.
    DMs combust. Rival captains get bold.
    Connections start forming faster than anyone can keep up.
    The Metros couldn’t care less because Shane keeps dominating on the ice while getting fucked in multiple time zones.
    It becomes the worst-kept secret in professional hockey: everyone wants their turn.
    Or:
    Shane Hollander comes out and discovers freedom can look like a lot of things.
    Sometimes it looks like sex across time zones.
    Sometimes it looks like queer community forming around him across the league.
    Sometimes it looks like becoming the most confident version of himself he has ever been.
    Shane Hollander is having a great time.
    This fic is loud, messy, and sometimes a little ridiculous until it isn’t.

    Shane-centric.
    Multiple partners/poly dynamics.
    Character studies of many different men.
    Finding queer joy and community.
    Autism, mental illness, and different attachment styles.
    Or as I like to say..
    A slow emotional horror story inside a romcom porno.


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    10 Apr 2026

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    “I was thinking,” Hayden says slowly, carefully, “that it might be nice to add Lily to the WAG group chat? He couldn’t come to events or anything still, and he’d have to go by Lily, but it might be… nice? A way for him to— to be a part of things.”

    Jackie sits back in her seat, taking a sip of coffee as she considers her husband’s proposal.

    It wasn’t a terrible idea. It’d involve lying to all the other WAGs, but Jackie wasn’t too bothered by that. If Shane ever decided to come out, they would either understand or they wouldn’t—a line that would probably pretty closely mirror those who would be okay with Shane being gay and those who wouldn’t. And those who wouldn’t—well, fuck them anyway.

    “That does sound like it might be nice,” Jackie finally says, smiling when Hayden immediately sits up straighter at her approving words.

    “Yeah?” Hayden checks anyways.

    “Yeah,” Jackie says.

     

    Or, despite his refusal to let her add him to the WAG group chat, Jackie manages to quickly befriend Shane’s boyfriend. It takes longer for her to understand exactly what that means.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    Hayden knows what he saw. Clear as day, right there in the middle of Shane’s text thread with Lily.

    A dick pic.

    Hayden keeps mindlessly scrolling Instagram—a pantomime of paying attention, not really taking in anything that’s passing across his screen. Mind racing as a series of realizations wash over him.

    Christ, no wonder Shane was so cagey about Lily. No wonder he didn’t want to introduce her to the guys.

    Hayden would like to believe that everyone would be chill with it, but he could think of at least five guys off the top of his head that would a hundred percent take issue with Shane dating a trans woman. He can imagine, far too easily, the kind of slurs that would get thrown around the locker room if anyone ever found out. Towards Lily, sure, but towards Shane too—because Shane had to be gay, if his girlfriend had a dick, right?

     
    Or, Hayden finds out something that he was never supposed to, and decides that the only thing he can do is show his best friend that he can be the best ally ever, if he just gives him the chance.

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    10 Jan 2026

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    The rest of the soldiers give Ghost a wide berth instinctively, their prey-animal lizard brains unable to stomach sitting so close to him even when he's geared up and can't easily feed, even though they know he's impeccably collected and has never even hissed at one of them in warning. Those that have seen him in action know to be afraid, even with him on their side.

    So Ghost has no qualms about gathering his tongue back into his mouth, rumbling lowly; "Shouldn't stare at me like that, Johnny."

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    14 Jul 2025

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    There’s a ghost haunting the 141 common room. At least, Soap is about 80% sure there is, which is, in fairness, realistically about as sure as anyone could reasonably be about spooks haunting their workplace. He’s not stupid, he knows no one else is going to believe him if he brings it up. The scorn if he suddenly starts harping on about ghosties and ghoulies.

    None of that negates the fact that there definitely is one though. Probably.

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    20 Jun 2025

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    Prince MacTavish would not have chosen to be wed, but as an omega the choice isn't his when the marriage will bring peace between his and King Riley's kingdoms.

    The day of his wedding is the day that he knows his life will change. Though soon he will discover just how much information about his new husband has been kept from him.

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    09 Jan 2025

  10. Rec 9

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    Ghost and Soap decide Roach needs a little training on what to do in the event he's captured.

    Originally posted on my 18+ tumblr for kinktober this year but I liked it enough to crosspost!

    SORRY THE FORMATTING WAS WEIRD AT FIRST. I FIXED IT.
    FIXED IT AGAIN AKFNSJD IT WAS DOING WEIRD STUFF WITH BR BEING CHANGED TO P. Leading to fun errors like "fap ic" rather than "fabric" LMAO

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    09 Jan 2025

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    Soap is an annoying brat of an omega getting on Ghost’s last nerve.

    Ghost’s a ticking time bomb that Soap’s just dying to set off.

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    Ghost enters his rut, and Soap joins him for the ride.

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    29 Dec 2024

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    Keegan and Simon are soulmates, but something feels wrong. They love each other, they share the same cuts and bullet wounds as the other, but neither of them feel whole.

    There’s a scar on their chins neither of them can claim as their own.

    Then one day a new Sergeant arrives. A Sergeant with the barest hint of tattoos on tanned skin, life in his eyes, and a Glasgow smile carved into his cheeks.

    Soulmate AU, shared scars. Title from Zach Bryan.

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    25 Dec 2024

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    When Nikto is presented with a once-in-a-lifetime and well-paid opportunity from the Phalanx PMC, Krueger leaves the Allegiance headquarters clandestinely at his side. The road to Vondel is bumpy - mostly figuratively, until the machine clicks into gear and two becomes one. For the better and for the worse.
    Or, between arms deals and intimacy, on how Krueger and Nikto, gone AWOL, navigate their new proximity.

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    14 Nov 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 24

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    John MacTavish, a young hockey prodigy had made a career ending mistake. He goes through the motions in grief, not knowing how to bring himself back up from this. Until he get's a random call from a certain Coach John Price, is his fate sealed and fixed.

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    John joins the Manchester Lightning Bolts Hockey team, meeting Simon Riley, the man who had mixed feelings towards him. Yet something is bubbling beneath the surface.

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    14 Jun 2024

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