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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    Outside of Riko, alphas still reigned supreme in the nest, and Jean learned, intimately, the suffering that befell omegas here. Riko wouldn't hesitate to induce a rut or heat if he saw fit, and he certainly would if he noticed that Nathaniel was living a lie.

    When Jean met his eyes again, shock was painting his face, "I have another six months left, but he can't…"

    Jean scoffed sardonically, "Can't what? He is the King. You think he does not have access to emergency heat inducers?" And it would be a heat, Jean thought, as he took in Nathaniel's form through new context.

    He dropped the wrist he grabbed earlier, moving his hands to grip tightly at Nathaniel's tense shoulders, "You cannot let Riko know the truth. If he were to find out you are not the beta you say you are, it will have disastrous consequences for us both."

    Jean barely stopped himself from shaking him, "It is a slight against his intelligence for you to lie, and he will not hesitate in his attempts to own you. Already he is planning for your transfer, you ignorant fool."

    "Riko is the fool if he thinks I'll leave the foxes," Nathaniel spit out with a glare.

    Jean shook him, "You will not have a choice."

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    17 Jun 2026

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    There's a couple times in the book where Neil wonders what Mary would do if she could see him. Well: The Sunday after Riko dies, she turns up on his doorstep.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    when even the fanfic is telling u to go to therapy W u mom 😒😒😒

  3. Public Bookmark 74

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    The seconds tick steadily by. Andrew blinks slowly at the TV as a penguin falls off a craggy mountain. Neil drinks the water.

    “This isn’t my shirt,” Neil notes several minutes later.

    Andrew casts him a look, unimpressed by Neil’s subpar observational skills, as he should be. The black PSU t-shirt is soft and well-worn, stretched through the shoulders enough that the neck doesn’t creep up Neil’s collarbone to choke him out; there’s no mistaking it for one of Neil’s.

    They sit, sagging deeper into the cushions as the documentary shifts from penguins to gazelles. Neil tries to understand the underlying theme of the show, but then it shifts to rainbow shrimp, and he gives up. He’s gotten better at picking his battles, he thinks

    Neil dreams of Baltimore and wakes tacky and wrong. Andrew guides the pieces of him back together. They find peace in the in-between times of morning and night and take advantage of a suite with sleeping roommates.

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    13 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    We follow Neil's professional exy career, including the ups and downs, from beginning to end.

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    11 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 70

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    “I don’t want to run,” Neil says at last. “And even if I did, where would I go? It takes a lot of work to become someone else, and I’m not exactly inconspicuous, what with—” he scoffs and gestures to his face as a whole “—all this. I like being Neil. I like being real.”

    I like you, he doesn’t say, but it sits heavy on the wind regardless.

    Andrew has deep-seated abandonment issues. Bee introduces some DBT concepts. Neil is restless; his PTSD shows itself in strange places but in predictable ways. They raise Andrew’s hackles whether he likes it or not. Recovery is a switchback country road.

    The cats are a tether neither knew they needed.

    For the song "Bad Omens" by 5 Seconds of Summer.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    When Neil meets the perfect guy Andrew realizes that six and a half years later, he still doesn’t know how to ask the important questions.

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    21 May 2026

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    rpfactorfiction

    Oh my god, I didn't know there were any copies of this left on the internet. For those who don't know, this is like. This is a foundational text of hockey RPF. This is from before hockey RPF was really a thing even. It's from the mid-aughts and wasn't posted to a fanfiction website. Instead, OP dropped this insane RPF manifesto onto a normal ass hockey fan forum (which no longer exists) then deleted their account like two days later. Just handed this to a bunch of jocks and hockey bros and dipped. Legendary shit. Like, I don't think this kid even knew what fanfiction was, the fucking hand of god just compelled him to write about being an MLH player's sex slave and show it to the world. I pray every day that this insane child actually made it to the MLH and got to meet Scott Hunter.


    So maybe Shane had a little crush on Scott Hunter in his younger years. So maybe he anonymously posted online about it once. So maybe it had become an internet legend and a running joke in the MLH.

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    20 May 2026

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    Andrew doesn't ask. He never asks.

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    30 Apr 2026

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    "He cannot, will not, give this man the dignity of his screams. Will not give the men who bled for his father anymore of his pain. He needs to show them that this is not a viable option. They can not come into his home, threaten all that matters to him, and expect him to be subdued into submission.

    Stab me again, he thinks viciously, so I can show you how little you can hurt me."

    Or, Neil gives into the rage.

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    24 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    Neil leans into him. He kisses Andrew’s lips, then his chin, then his jaw, and pushes the cuffs into Andrew’s upturned palms. At first, Andrew refuses to hold them, but Neil keeps shoving until Andrew’s fingers wrap around the metal.

    “I’m not in the right place to know where the lines are with you,” he admits softly, clenching his eyes shut. “But I need you right now.”

    Or: an exploration of Nora's ideas surrounding handcuffs, tying each other up, and healing old wounds.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Neil's body starts to remember, even if his mind doesn't.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Five times Andrew doesn't have the words, and the one time it doesn't matter.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Neil has some information on Andrew in his binder already, but not much, and it's still mostly centered around Kevin; it also carries the distinct clinging of his life before, back when he was on the run, and Andrew's the one who told him to stay.

    While a binder isn't a bad idea, that one seems like the wrong one, which is how Neil comes to the conclusion to just get another.

    (Or, Neil revisits an old hobby.)

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    21 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 57

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    You think you’ll probably never be laid open to another person this way again. This is how you feel when you’re with Neil—spread open, bare, vulnerable. Alive.

    And suddenly, you find that you don’t mind it, being alive. 

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    Andrew Minyard’s life, as told through recipes.

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “Missed you,” Neil whispers, cupping Andrew’s face between his palms.

    Andrew doesn’t respond because he has a hand down Neil’s pants, and “I missed you too” might snowball into “I wish you’d stay” and “sometimes I miss you so much I don’t know what to do with myself,” and that starts a conversation he’s not sure he wants to have right now.

    Or ever.

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    Andrew has never particularly cared for love songs. Neil might just change his mind.

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    17 Mar 2026

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    Cried. What’s new.

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    After an upbringing lacking in mundanity, Neil just wants to live a “normal” life. He’s got a home, a circle of friends, a job — why not give casual sex a shot?

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    11 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Casual sex au that makes me cry in the third act? More likely than u think

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    There’s a new god in the pantheon; Andrew remembers hearing about the scandal a while back, the newest Demeter having a child with the current Zeus and then going on the run, child in tow. They call him Persephone, the god of springtime and new life, the antithesis of Andrew's realm. It would be ludicrous of Persephone to ever interact with Andrew at all.

    If only someone told Persephone that.

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    “Hades, right?” Persephone asks.

    “Andrew,” Andrew responds, and Persephone hums.

    “Nice to meet you, Andrew. I’m Neil,” Neil responds. Andrew cuts a look sideways to see Neil watching him, something assessing in his gaze. Andrew nods in response. “I have to say, you’re not nearly as scary as everyone says you are,” Neil continues.

    “You barely know me. Give it time,” Andrew says, because the rumors don’t exaggerate. People fear him for good reason.

    “I’d like to, I think,” Neil says. Andrew quirks an eyebrow at him. “Know you,” Neil clarifies. Before Andrew can think of a response, Neil’s head turns. “I have to go. Zeus called for me, and he’ll notice if I’m missing. Thanks for the cigarette.”

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Safety pin vs knife vs gun

  18. Public Bookmark 93

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    Andrew died six months ago, torn to pieces by hellhounds as a result of a deal he struck with a demon. Now, he's back on Earth again, with a few angels who claim that he's going to save the world from the apocalypse.

    He's gonna need a few minutes to process that.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    “Anything is possible” oh I’m losing it

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    He heard the door open, “Andrew?” He heard Neil’s quiet question into the darkness.

    Great, he’s drunk enough that he’s actually hallucinating Neil into existence. How very sophomore year of college of him.

    At least Hallucination Neil can give him the comfort that real Neil can’t currently.

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    Andrew gets Drunk and Hallucination Neil takes care of him.

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    24 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Cw sh ideation/no sh occurs

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    Neil reflects on his mother's feelings about him...and tries to recreate the Shirley Temples he remembers from his childhood.

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    17 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    And I’m always gonna be thinking about Mary Hatford, actually

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