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    Olive Higgins is thoroughly traumatized from the Hatchiko High Incident and one of two survivors, the other being Patches Ito. Because of this, Olive bonded to Patches and will do what it takes to not lose him.

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    “Do you really think she understands you like I do?”

    Kazutoshi freezes. The words themself sound scary, sound intimidating, like Ken is… threatening him, but the tone is what drives Kazutoshi up the wall.

    He sounds so gentle. He sounds so somber, so loving, so full of care and sincerity that Kazutoshi feels his heart stutter in his chest. Kazutoshi feels his limbs go weak, and that doesn’t escape Ken’s careful eye.

    He can’t do this.

    (In which Kamimura Kazutoshi survives the third trial, and moves onto the fourth and the fifth. His relationship with Ken begins to grow and change, and so does Kazutoshi. That doesn't necessarily mean for the better).

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    It was always going to end like this. There was no other way it could end. Zanka knew that from the beginning, they both did.

    Was it hubris to think he could stop fate? Was it love to want to try anyways?

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    Jabber's death, and the months that lead up to it.

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    18 Oct 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 41

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    Fighting Jabber was like fighting the parts of himself he banished to the dark a long time ago. He was always envious of his free-spirited, honest nature. That's partly why he hated him so much. He was jealous. Jealous that he was able to accept himself for what he was, and freely present it to the world. Jealous of his natural talent. Jealous of his strength. He worked himself to the bone, training relentlessly just to have a shot at winning a single fight.

    "You never could just let me win, could ya?" Zanka finishes his thought out loud. A dry wheeze is his response.

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    Zanka doesn't lose the fight, but he loses everything else.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Oh, Zanka.

    Like somebody looked at all the interesting parts of a person and decided to lock them in a cage.

    But now? Oh, now he's breaking. Sitting in a middle ground where he's straining against the bars. He'll grow stronger when he lets go. When the complex slips. When he stops being a sorry, confusing asshole and kicks teeth in.

    Jabber reaches up both long wiry arms above him and frames Zanka's image with his fingers. Capturing that confused, feral expression like an artist composing the skyline.
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    Jabber's obsession with excitement and thrill and Zanka, Zanka, Zanka-

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    An everlasting blanket of darkness wrapped itself around Hasegawa's dormitory bedroom. The room was humid and warm, leaving a slight stick of sweat to cloud his skin. The side of his bed dipped under the weight of his back and upper legs, bedsheets messy and shoved recklessly into the far corner of his mattress.

    It had been exactly twenty-six days. Twenty-six days he had been stuck in the brooding confinements of the killing game with people he no less than loathed. Hasegawa could see no further than where his forearms began, his legs and lower body completely vanishing inside of the black blooming void.

     

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    Hasegawa crafts his own light.

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