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On tour with his band and followed by cameras for a documentary no one really asked for, Lestat de Lioncourt finds himself spiraling—again. Between sold-out shows, backstage highs, and Daniel Molloy’s unflinching interviews, he’s forced to confront the past he’s spent centuries performing his way out of.
Drugs dull the edges. Music gives it shape. And Louis—still half in, half out of his life—haunts it all like a ghost Lestat keeps inviting back.
Lestat is telling his side now. Whether it saves him or ruins him remains to be seen.
NOT ABANDONED!
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Когда ночь играет блюз by Ololocha
Fandoms: Vampire: The Masquerade – Bloodlines 2 (Video Game), Vampire: The Masquerade – Bloodlines (Video Game)
02 Jul 2026
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Одинокий детектив Сиэтла открывает таинственный гроб, приобретает черепно-мозговую травму, и, возможно, находит себе девушку – а это ведь еще даже не рождественские.
Или: AU в формате сборника ваншотов / missing scenes – Фаир кусает Фабиана, но не сжирает полностью, и весь фанфик они выполняют сайдквесты и познают друг друга.
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Can't Kill Me If I'm Dead by Theweirdo229
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Something is Knocking at Your Door - ThatMob (Web Series)
02 Jul 2026
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Second work I've done :)<br />
My first is on Darkling_butterfly account :)Summary:
Depressed Original Character gets sucked into a computer after downloading a strange mod sent to them by their best friend??
Now they have a helper friend who seems friendly
Yet what their helper friend doesn't know is that they are already tipped over the edge
Can this helper friend save this suicidal idiot, or will they tip too far?
Also yes this is romance but yknow
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Essentially all of Season 05: Possession from Lloyd's POV. Starting from the scene he is possessed, then experiencing: Morro's past, the Cursed Realm, and Morro's future plans, Morro attacking the Ninja, the moments where Lloyd is able to break free from Morro's control, the moments where Morro discards Lloyd's body, and probably more! The things he experiences and the way he does, Lloyd doesn't know what is real and what isn't.
Please head the warnings, ESPECIALLY in regards to dissociation/derealization as that one gets pretty intense. It is the central theme of the fic.
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nikita and artyom are online friends and they meet up
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Mikasa is your perfect roommate and you're... well, flawed you. When Mikasa, who you thought could never sleep in or drink too much, does both things and is late for a commitment you step in to help. Unfortunately, you have to help her friend Jean by being his model for the day. You with anxiety and a complete dread for being perceived so intimately... and now he's holding a camera to your face while you're supposed to 'act natural.'
How will this change the trajectory of your life?
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Caesar and Doflamingo have developed many weird habits around one another, so when Caesar whips out a scalpel during foreplay, Doflamingo already knows exactly what he's being offered.
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Sadness is Weakness, Love a Tragedy by Renel17
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
02 Jul 2026
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Bakugo Katsuki thought that once he become a pro-hero, all of his worries and trauma would be gone - and his life would be infinitely better.
But his depression has completely overtaken him, and thoughts of self hatred and failure is ruining his ability to function. He tries his best to hide it all, but of course that stupid bubbly shark toothed Kirishima noticed - and makes it his personal mission to help Bakugo with his mental health.
Along the way, Bakugo learns to open up more - and accept that he can be strong and be cared for at the same time. But can he learn to accept the budding feelings that have started emerging for the very red head who is teaching him to love himself?
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There's A Sickness In Me and I Must Bite by Maddyfairyqueen
Fandoms: Undertale (Video Game)
02 Jul 2026
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Puff is having a hard time adjusting. An incident that happened weeks ago is leaving his soul feel heavy and dark. It makes him impulsive and makes him want to hurt people around him. Even for little things. Puff tried to contain himself for as long as he could. Unfortunately his husband unintentionally provoked him.
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“praise me. tell others what i’ve accomplished. erect a bronze statue of me. respect me. forget me not.”
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Debates are formulaic; they're easy. Being political opponents on the neatly arranged battleground of a university campus is straightforward, if frustrating. Katara knows how to argue with Zuko, and Zuko's spent years advocating for the devil, so both of them manage to take a sort of comfort in clashing. The pattern breaks when Zuko crosses the metaphorical aisle, carrying more guilt than he knows what to do with and leaving Katara with a justified anger that has lost its target.
A contemporary AU where the Gaang is politically active in the university context, and Zuko has been the asshole thorn in their side.
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Qui aurait su que ce serait aussi dangereux de trouver pourquoi Chayne a une peur bleue du Sylvestre? Vous enchaînez les blessures, mais vous n’avez toujours pas votre réponse. Évidemment, aucune fracture ouverte ne vous empêchera de courir partout à la recherche de nouveaux indices: des peintures mystérieuses, des fleurs étranges, et même une relique qui brille...
C'est pratique: c'est vers la guérisseuse venue pour vous soigner que pointent tous vos indices...
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- Part 4 of À l'aube de Palia
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I Haven't Showered in Two Weeks But I Did For a Stupid Dinner With You by Pentax35mm_freak
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
02 Jul 2026
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Voltron fell apart after Keith left, and their Blue paladin did more than he'd like to admit. The days pass, and eventually Keith comes back. Everyone's overjoyed, and Lance is too. But Keith starts to notice differences. How the paladins treat eachother. How the ship cries in neglect. But most of all, he notices that Lance has a strange addiction he never knew about. He also notices Lance's hygiene had gone to shit. Lance tries to hold himself together, but it's like gathering mirror shards and trying to glue them together with wads of gum, impossible. Keith's biggest question is:
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“Bruce…?” His voice cracked, barely more than a whisper. “Where are you, Bruce…?”
His eyes began to sting, and it took him a moment to realize that tears were slipping from them, trailing along his temples and into his ears. Jason never cried—he never cried—but now he couldn’t hold back the surge of despair that tore out of his throat in wet, broken gasps.
“Dad? Please…Dad?..”“Dick, I received a call tonight from an unknown number.”
Dick frowned, a flicker of irritation tightening his jaw. Did Bruce really call him for this?
“There are records linking that number to Jason.”
And with just one sentence, the anger in Dick’s chest went out like a flame caught in freezing wind, leaving only a hollow, iced darkness in its place.
“What?”Or,
Jason wakes up in the grave, and Bats hunt him down.
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who's gonna hold you like me by serendipitous_pseudonym
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, The Hunger Games (Movies)
02 Jul 2026
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An AU Written before Sunrise on The Reaping was released
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As Effie prepares to start training to be games escort, she crosses paths with none other than Haymitch Abernathy. They might be opposites, but they have common interests, books being one, and a need to retreat from parties another. Despite their reservations about getting to know one another, fate has other ideas, pushing them together by making Effie the escort for District Twelve.But Effie isn't naive, she knows what it will take to be the escort that the district needs. So, she offers Haymitch a deal. She will play the role of the perfect escort if he can keep himself just sober enough to train their tributes. He reluctantly agrees, not because he thinks it will work, but because Effie asked him. And for some reason he cannot understand, he tends to do as she asks.
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A look at the years in between, seeing two people that shouldn't get along become dependant on one another through the dark. Years of games together. Losing tributes. A Quarter Quell. A War. Maybe one day they'll find the peace they were both searching for that first day they met in the gardens.
Inspired by the album 'The Tortured Poet's Department'
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In preparation for his fight with Shroud, Robert, a few months before, decided to go fucking around and have a good night. He ends up pregnant after no protection. He finds out the day before he fights Shroud and told himself this was the end of Mecha Man, already making a million plans.
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Barbatos loves you, but not enough to save you by Saltsour
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
02 Jul 2026
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· • 𒅒𒈔 • ✺༄.ೃ࿔*:・ • ⦁ ༺𓆩𖦏𓆪༻ ⦁ • ・:*࿔ೃ.༄✺ • 𒈔𒅒 • ·
Lohen intends on tying all loose ends he has in Mondstadt before he goes.
Various people notice his urgency, his decline, but nobody hears his cries for help.Or: 5 times people around Lohen are blind to his despondency and let him slip away + the one time someone is not and chases after him.
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- Part 2 of The Country Mouse and The City Hare
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And you never knew (how much I really liked you) by Sonder_Rain
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
02 Jul 2026
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After the Hopper-Byers family's move to California, Will thought out of all of his friends he and Mike would stay in touch, stay in each others lives.
He was wrong.
After Mike suddently stops answering Will's texts and calls with no explenation, Will has finally had enough and decides to start living for himself at last. And that turns out to be way different from the good kid he once was.
However, when his family decides to move back to Hawkins after three years in California, Will has to face his former best friend, now practically a stranger, Mike Wheeler again. It does not go as planned.
Turns out there is more to the story about Mike ignoring Will than he initially thought.
And Mike just cannot stop staring at Will, who seems both so radically different and still so familiar compared to the boy from years ago he still dreams about at night.
A modern day, no Upside Down AU with emo Will Byers and a troubled Mike Wheeler.
Sorry, I kinda suck at summaries. :(
Title from The Smiths' song Back to the Old House
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- 1,779
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Quiet Mind, Loud Heart by Staticinkstains
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022), Vampire Chronicles Series - Anne Rice
02 Jul 2026
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Old Maniel loses his mind after becoming a vampire. While initially taken care of by Marius at Armand's request, the time has come for him to be cared for by those who might be able to lure his wayward maker back to him.
Set after season 2, ignores season 3, though a fair amount of canon is pulled from the books or is either a weird mix of book and show canon or just me deciding I'm just gonna make the canon whatever I want it to be.
Rating is cautiously set at Mature for now, could be bumped to Explicit depending on future chapters.
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- Part 1 of QM, LH The Series
