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    Four years have passed since Kris Dreemur was molested by December Holiday, and they haven't been able to stop thinking about her since then. She left her mark on them in ways no one else can understand, leaving them aching to feel her touch once more. The town may wish to forget she was ever a presence there, but Kris could never forget the ways she showed them love.

    But a chance encounter may yet lead to the two reconnecting and finding a way to grow from the wounds inflicted upon one another as they leave the place of their childhood behind.

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    His whole class and some of his teachers were surrounding him, chatting with each other worriedly and some searching the room. Murmurs of the League of Villains filled his ears and he was immediately dreading this. His squad, who were seated beside him, noticed he was awake and started filling him in on the situation.

    They were stuck. In a room with no windows or doors, with each other and a large TV screen mounting the wall. Suddenly, the screen flickered to life, catching the attention of everyone in the room.

    "Bakugou Katsuki, Middle School - Part one. "

    "What the fuck..? "
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    Or, Class 1A and teachers are forced to react to bakugou in middle school!

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    “What the fuck,” Ronan said, delirious. He was watching Kavinsky from behind a filter, everything blurry and ten seconds behind. It was ecstasy. It was torture.

    The last thing he remembered before falling asleep was Kavinsky running his fingers along his knuckles and whispering, “Dream with me, Lynch.”

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    [Or, instead of just bantering during Dream Thieves, Kavinsky and Ronan actually KISS].

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    Soap gets stuck in a time loop during the Alone Mission and dies a whole bunch trying to get it right. He doesn't quite know how to handle it, especially when Ghost starts dying first and Soap begins restarting the loops without question- anything to have a chance of them both making it out intact at the end.

    Then Ghost has his turn in the loops.

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    Rocket has had self harm problems for a while now. Recovery is slow and exhausting but at least his dad is there to help.

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    Seven years after being thrown out of his home, Stan gives up. Despite all his efforts, he’s a nobody who has come to nothing. So he decides to make his way to a remote bridge in the middle of the night, intent on ending it all.

    He’s found and saved by someone unexpected.

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    "Jamie’s fairly certain at this point that it is the natural order of things: you have to go out and drag joy home by the ear if you want any. So, he’s got no problem with that, he never did really. It’s just, well, it’s been increasingly difficult to do that. Or to feel anything other than… He’s not entirely sure what to call the weight pressing down on his chest when he sits in the locker room before training, but it’s that. All the time. And it is fucking Zava’s fault."

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    The evening before Richmond's last training for the Boxing Day fixture, Jamie feels so alone that he decides to go and buy a Christmas tree for the first time in his life. He gets in a car accident on his way there.

    He's not sure how he could have alerted anyone of that fact with his phone gone and probably broken to pieces, but people seem weirdly mad about it. Jamie's convinced that's also Zava's fault.

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    Sunk Cost FallacyNoun

    An ingrained failsafe coding instance whereby a mech is reluctant to abandon a strategy or course of action because they have invested heavily in it - even when it becomes clear that abandonment would be more beneficial.
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    Exhausted, depressed and shell-shocked, Skyfire finds himself struggling to adjust to the end of the war he had no choice but to take part in.

    Unfortunately, his fractured sparkbond doesn’t seem to be helping, especially when the culprit - and his two trinemates - reappear back into his life.

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    Tom Riddle is a frightening coil of darkness, cruelty, and greatness, and changing him is Harry’s only hope for saving people he loves. Going back in time, he takes Tom from the orphanage, but his optimism shatters with every year they spend together.

    Tom still longs for darkness. Tom stifles him in his possessiveness. Tom is fixated on him to the point of destroying the world just to keep him.

    But Harry loves him. And the future changes.

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    Ah, yes. Henry, the beautiful artist who was taken home by his psychiatrist, is getting married in New York this spring.

    Everyone please clap for the happy couple.

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  12. 30

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    Luca has found a way to soothe the itch beneath his skin via sex. Giving his body for somebody to use let's him feel at peace for a while again. But is that sustainable?

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    Luca uses sex as a coping mechanism, but as his life begins to change, so do the mechanisms.

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    "I just wanted to live… Was that so wrong?" The stranger asks, and it's clear that they aren't talking to Grace and Rocky anymore. Maybe they never were. "They didn't even ask for my name. They killed me and they didn't even care about who I used to be."

    Grace and Rocky find a submarine on their way to Erid. Unfortunately, the strange man inside is barely coherent, and he doesn’t even look human.

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    He’s heard this song before, the one that echoes through the sea and spills from the tides as they lap at the sand ahead of him. He knows the story, knows it’s dangerous to just walk into the waves but he does, and when he’s dragged beneath them he finds something more breathtaking than the water filling his lungs.

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    Smitten Fell-First Zanka/Hesitant Fell-Harder Jabber

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    Fred never really seemed to know what to say when he was around Harry. He found that his usually semi-working brain went to complete mush. Maybe that was why instead of focusing on Harry’s words, all he could notice was the bit of chocolate on Harry’s lips. Dear Merlin, did he want to lick it off.

    “Do you want to help George and I with something?” he blurted out. George looked at him from across the room where he was being plied with bag after bag of sugar.

    “Is it illegal?” Harry asked.

    “Is that a dealbreaker, honey?" Fred smirked.

    Harry worried his lip for a moment before staring up at Fred with daring eyes. "Lead the way."

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    Fred grows close with Harry during Harry's fourth year. Harry truly has no idea what he's in for. Featuring a wrong boy who lived Harry Potter who has a twin brother, has living parents but who he did not grow up with, and a very bad reputation for being as bad at magic as a squib! Comes with a grumpy but supportive George Weasley, hilarious Gryffindor quidditch team, and cool house elves!

    Technically part of a series but you don't have to read the others! It makes more sense if you don't! (more details in the notes!)

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    A canon-compliant rework and extension of MW2: Reboot.

    Simon was an unstoppable force, but Fate was an immovable object.

    Stationary.

    When you ignore it, and put up walls to secure yourself, it only delays the inevitable. Unavailing. It doesn’t stop it. Moments in time slowly drill their way through, picking an open scab until it turns to scar tissue. It will break your skin until it drains you. You will deteriorate into ashes, scattered by the wind.

    And if you force yourself against Fate, shielded with a lifetime of trauma that you use to protect yourself– you’re forced to recognize why you put the walls up in the first place. Every moment full of agony, abuse, anguish.

    Your walls will crumble, because Fate never fails.

    And as Fate tore the first wall apart, Simon was pushed.

    **EARLY CHAPTERS ARE IN BETA, WILL BE LABELED WHEN UPDATED.**

    CHAPTERS 1-4 UPDATED AS OF APRIL 8TH

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    Nico di Angelo is ‘forced’ to go to the famed WILL SOLACE concert with his sister Hazel Levesque.

    It’s okay. A bit loud, a bit crowded. They have an exclusive meet and greet after—it’s odd, the way Will keeps turning his gaze back to Nico.

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    You, a traveller from mysterious lands who dares not speak of their past is called upon an ancient land written by starlight and holy scriptures of old, you are met with a divine deity blessed with immortal powers of Knowledge and wisdom by the almighty Gods of this world. The more time you spend with him, the more at-home you become. Will your icy heart melt only for him and him alone?

    However, this peace is short-lasted when the Fount's duties come into play, and you begin to notice something off as time goes on.

    When your unconfirmed love turns to the dark side, you are faced with a bitter decision. Will you stay and aid his agenda, or will you flee just like you always have?

    They were right about you.

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    Shane trusted Ilya to catch the things he didn’t.

    Maybe he became too reliant on that, and that's how he let things get this bad.

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    Ilya Rozanov has a problem with self-harm, and Shane is slowly finding that out.

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