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Free Treasure by Bugslibrary
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane finds himself nodding, says “I know” before he can think further about it because Shane has never been good at reading people, and he wonders in that moment if Ilya is afflicted the same by this, the way they fuck.
Afflicted by the questions that they never let out-
How the fuck does it feel this fucking good?
How does it feel this fucking good every time?
Why is it you who does this to me?
The worst one of all, Shane thinks, this is why I can’t stop doing it. It’s too fucking good.
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Somewhere in 2014-16, one of the times they fuck that we didn't see in the montage.
(Alternatively titled: Athletes having athletic sex, someones got to get a leg cramp at some point)
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book i. ch. 13
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Years before joining the 118, Buck’s travels take him to El Paso, where he meets Christopher. When Eddie comes back from Afghanistan and Shannon leaves, Buck ends up staying. As bills pile up, the best move is for them to get married, just for convenience, they’ll divorce when Eddie comes back from his re-enlistment.
Then Eddie gets injured and it’s just easier to stay married for a little longer, while Buck gets started at the 118. However, Buck doesn’t mention his ‘husband’ and kid, not feeling like they’re his to keep. When Eddie gets the offer from Bobby, they decide to lie and pretend they don’t know each other, so they can work together.
The whole lie gets out of hand as feelings start to become real, until it all comes to a head in the aftermath of the fire engine explosion.
AKA: Secret marriage of convenience buddie slow burn AU, where Buck and Eddie have been married for years so Buck could adopt Chris and no one at the 118 knows.
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- Part 1 of The I Do Verse
- Part 1 of All the Different Ways to Say I Do
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- 50/50
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Siren in the Water by meh_whatever04
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Teen Wolf (TV)
02 Jul 2026
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In a world where Percy murders his stepfather, he's hunted down by the Argents. After Sally's death and Poseidon's abandonment, Perseus is left in the care of a mermaid. Life under the sea isn't so easy. Time changes people, and the next time he steps out on land- the world won't be prepared for what they've created.
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Scott McCall thought he was doing pretty good as a teenage werewolf. After dealing with an alpha, a kanima, a darach, AND an alpha pack, the fact that his friends and their parents were still alive, was blessing enough. Just when he thinks things will start calming down, half eaten bodies are found at a nearby lake.
He never would've foreseen the thirteen year old terror who left them there.
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123-78 (Remember? we used to be soulmates) by 21corydoras
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
20 Jun 2025
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Han Dongmin and Kim Donghyun were eight years old the first time they heard each other’s voice inside their heads. From that moment on, they never stopped talking.
Soulmates. Telepathy.
One rule: don’t say your real names until you meet in person.For a year, they shared thoughts, fears, silly jokes, and quiet dreams. They grew closer. Fell in love without ever seeing each other.
And then one day, Leehan's voice vanished—
Right before Taesan was sent abroad by his father to “fix” him.It’s been eight years. Now sixteen and finally back home, Taesan is determined to find the boy behind the voice he never forgot.
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"Cas is alive," Sam sounds as bewildered now as the first time he said it, however long ago. One minute, ten minutes, an hour. Dean wouldn't know. Time seems to be folding past him in unpredictable bursts. He's not convinced this isn't a dream, actually. No way it can be real.
Right? No way Cas would do that to them. To him.
Not after what he said. Not ever.
Right?
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- Part 1 of Horror Vacui 'verse
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- 39/39
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Parei no 15
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"It's always the secretly gay, closeted men who have the deepest resentment towards the openly gay ones."
"You don't know what the fuck you're talking about. I'm not fucking gay."
Louis swears he isn’t gay, but then Harry moves in with his stupid painted nails and this annoying confidence that makes everything Louis thinks he knows about himself feel like a lie.
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... and then i go and spoil it all (by saying something stupid) by saltedkoiii
Fandoms: Hazbin Hotel (Cartoon)
13 Jul 2026
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Alastor has one too many drinks and gets absolutely wasted, and now it's Vox's job to take care of him for the night.
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World Monarch/Celebrity Ash Ketchum by 1nvictus (orphan_account)
Fandom Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Anime), Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Pocket Monsters: Omega Ruby & Alpha Sapphire | Pokemon Omega Ruby & Alpha Sapphire Versions, Pocket Monsters: Ruby & Sapphire & Emerald | Pokemon Ruby Sapphire Emerald Versions, Pocket Monsters: Sun & Moon | Pokemon Sun & Moon Versions
15 Sep 2023
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A series where an older Ash and his friends navigate the world of being celebrities!
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No matter how long it's been, I keep finding myself rereading these stories
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Ghosts of the Past by hellowkatey
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Legends: Jedi Apprentice Series - Jude Watson & Dave Wolverton, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
02 Aug 2021
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An unexpected visitor shows up on the ship, and Cody learns a shocking fact about his general's past.
[Febuwhump day 10: "I'm sorry. I didn't know."]
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- Part 10 of Febuwhump 2021
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Jude Bellingham has spent months quietly, miserably pining after Erling Haaland, who remains completely, blissfully oblivious to every loaded look, lingering touch, and repressed longing. When all that tension finally snaps one rainy night after dinner, they both realize they’ve been dancing around the same thing the whole time. Now Jude’s more than ready to stop holding back, and Erling melts into being cherished, guided, and loved exactly how he’s always needed.
(I'm not getting enough Top Jude and Bottom Erling content, so i made one instead😭😭😭 to conrtibute to the tag too. mwehehe)
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Tim, stuck on comms due to a broken leg, is attacked by a familiar cowled figure in the Batcave.
The problem? Bruce is still out on patrol.
An alternate Batman stranded far from home should be nothing more than a temporary complication. Instead, Tim finds himself growing close to a Bruce Wayne who has a Dick, a Jason, but no Tim.
And some doors, once opened, are hard to close.
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- 13/?
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好看，邪恶双胞胎蝙蝠侠哈哈，好爸爸布鲁斯好哥哥迪克杰森，看到了第12章
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
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- Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great
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- 13/?
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Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.
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It's 1 o'clock in the morning and I cried harder than I've been in 10 years, 'cause every little thing in Dean's mind hit exact same sore nerve in me. How have I never realized that's exactly my wreck and mess that I'm seeing and reading and relating in Dean. How the fears and messed up upbringings and not letting yourself to want more than you need, and to believe you deserve, and to not be scared by thinking about losing someone or they leaving, or think you might be enough for what you want those who you love to have, or try really really hard to give everything you can trying to make those you love happy, but still think you're not doing enough, and that all those tries are just you faking it, that you are always just faking and lying but actually that's all exactly you, but you still can't believe someone would ever love you for who you are, not what you do, because that's not what you ever learned growing up. Even the therapy talk hits too close, everything exactly like what my therapist had said or would say, but I'd still be the same mess. Reading it and crying my eyes bloody swollen is so much more healing than therapy. (Never really saw any fic actually get Dean to therapy either, really realistic doing that, and exact reason why it hits me so hard.) Grief and love and confusion of want and loss and fear and internalized homophobia and emotional repression, all tangled together, and I'm sorting them out right with Dean and know and can feel precisely how hard it can be and how long it can take. So so happy there're so many people there fir Dean to help him sort it all out, Sam and Claire being biggest help, but most important part is still his own realization. At the end of the day, he needs to figure it out by himself, overcome all those fear and self induced subconscious repression, to allow himself to be happy. People like us have been taught since young that it's wrong to want, to be happy, being happy means you aren't doing things right, if you do things right, it should be tough and you should be suffering, so how are we supposed to know or allow ourselves to be happy? Dean has Cas and all those people to help him give himself that permission, and I'm trying really really hard for myself too. Of all the finale fix-its I've read, many of them fabulous and amazing, this one is still for sure going to stay in my mind for a long long time and every reread is still for sure to hit hard emotionally and personally. How often do you get a chance like this to feel like you're dissected alive and everything you don't know how to put into words, there are words right there, written, to see exactly what they are. This story and writing is just too incredible, I don't have enough words for it apart from appreciating full-heartedly for the writer to write it and share it.
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“What’s your name?” the jerkwad who abducted her from her van and shoved a bag over her head demands.
“Skye,” she answers reluctantly, defiantly.
“What’s your real name?”
Daisy.
Except she can’t tell them that, because she’s hunted and in hiding. Daisy has earthquake and vibrational powers, and has been on the run since she was fifteen years old, since she escaped from being further experimented on and dissected. She can’t be Daisy without living a life of constant anger, dread, and fear. So instead, she’s Skye.
A Season 1 AU
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A supernatural Batfamily AU about baby vampires, werewolf instincts, and lots of found family feels!!
In which Dick finds a half-starved baby vampire in an alleyway, accidental imprinting occurs, and Tim becomes part of the family. Follows the Batfamily’s adventures navigating Gotham’s supernatural community, and Tim adapting to having a home!
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Reader's father and Bruce arranged for her and Damian to marry. However, before Reader's father could truly sit and explain to her his decision he passed away. And Damian never thought to question his father's decision at all.
Reader's mother only saw dollar signs for this arrangement and forced it to happen much quicker than ever anticipated. Now it's just two strangers that have been forced together and trying to navigate the expectations of becoming the new IT couple of Gotham while trying to keep their secrets under wraps as Reader learns what it means to be the new Wayne Matriarch since the death of Martha Wayne.
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- 17/?
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Last read chapter 17
This is so cool!!
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I love me a slow burn
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But it wasn’t a monster that came out of the trees. It was a person. A boy.
Mike froze.
Then he was spotted, and the boy stopped in his tracks; with skillful movements, he quickly slung the rifle off his shoulder and pointed it at Mike’s chest. Mike raised his hands while trying to keep most of his weight on his left leg.
“Whoa. Hey,” Mike said, his eyes wide as he stared at the tip of the rifle. “Just hold on. I’m not—I’m not going to hurt you.”
Or: A crawl gone wrong left Mike stranded in the Upside Down. Hurt and alone, Mike stumbles upon someone everyone told him was dead.
Will Byers was never found Au
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i would like all 154,503 words of this tattooed behind my eyelids so i can read it all the time
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ngl considering an all nighter to read ts
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"Rose's face looked a bit different. And Cass had had Rose's body pressed against hers enough to know it felt different, too.
Rose bit her lip as Cass examined her, and her eye flooded with tears again. 'Cass.'
'Oh my god,' Cass whispered. 'You're pregnant.'"
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Rose and Jason have a child together. Cass watches Rose.
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i'm coming home (tell the world) by ijustmightwing
Fandom Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, Batman: Under the Red Hood (2010), DCU, DCU (Comics), Green Arrow (Comics), Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Red Hood/Arsenal (Comics), Red Hood: Lost Days
12 Jun 2021
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He hadn’t planned on Roy staying, but then he hadn’t counted on mounting a rescue and causing an international incident when he’d seen Roy’s undefeated smile on his television, beaming brightly underneath the bruises and broken nose.
No, Jason had simply seen a hero about to die again in a godforsaken desert and no one seemed to be doing a damn thing about it.
A winding, slow-burn exploration of Jason Todd & Roy Harper's relationships, primarily the one they seem to have with each other. Also, a lot of Selina Kyle because she's the GOAT.
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