16 Works in Insecure Neil Josten
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Things Neil Josten got over, and one thing he didn't. by southjules
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
27 Sep 2025
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As it turns out, surviving is not the hardest part. Neil is deep into his journey to become a real boy, so here are five times Neil left Nathaniel behind and one time he embraced his past.
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"Andrew has good taste doesn't he? First Roland now Neil?" He was obviously way too drunk since he chose to say this in front of Andrew, in front of everyone
The conversations stopped. Before Andrew could say something, his twin beat him to it
"Even I know how to recognize such a downgrade" he snarks in a low tone
"Don't" Andrew says
Neils body goes cold. "What do you mean?" He asks even if he knows perfectly what he probably means.
"Means you're not a pretty boy anymore freak" he says gesturing to his face.
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Neil Josten sente ciúmes pela primeira vez, e não sabe como lidar com isso e nem o que é isso exatamente. Mas Andrew está lá para o ajudar a lidar com isso.
(Sou péssimo em resumo)
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“Wait, you’ve never heard Andrew purr?” Nicky asked incredulously, nearly slipping off the locker room bench in surprise.
“Is that a bad thing?” Neil hadn’t thought about Andrew purring before.
“I mean,” Nicky continued, trying not to catch Neil’s eye. “It's something cat hybrids do when they’re happy, yeah? I guess I’d feel a little insecure if my partner never purred around me.”
And oh, that settled something twisted and ugly deep in Neil’s gut. Was Andrew not happy with him?
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Neil was lying on Andrew’s bed in Columbia with the blonde hovering above him. They were kissing and Neil couldn’t imagine wanting to be anywhere else.
Or Neil is insecure about his scars
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- Part 2 of Insecure Neil
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Andrew and Neil didn't get together Neil's freshman year. After years of friendship, they redefine what they are to each other.
Featuring insecure Neil and Andrew showing him how he deserves to be loved.Series
- Part 1 of Insecure Neil
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Neil Josten is Sean Kingston by wlwmlmsolidarity
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
21 May 2024
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neil musing about how beautiful andrew is
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Would you go running, if you saw the real me? by froggie_stars84
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 May 2024
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Neil has known there was something wrong with him his whole life, nearly everyone he met made a point in reminding him.
He’s 21 and decides ‘fuck it’ he starts giving pieces of himself to the foxes only to be met with scorn.
Does he know them at all? Do they know him?
If he were to really be himself would they love him at all?“He wasn’t different because his father was a serial killer, or because his mother had him on the run for ten years. He wasn’t different for having twenty-plus identities and mountains of childhood trauma. You see what made Neil different was that there was something fundamentally wrong with his existence.”
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Neil never thought he would feel insecure about his scars, so when he starts thinking Andrew finds him unattractive he doesn't know how to deal with this new ugly feeling.
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‘I hate them, Andrew.”
“These are proof that you’re alive because you survived.”
“They’re scars, Andrew. There’s nothing beautiful about them.”
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Neil is insecure about his scars. Andrew shows him otherwise.
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“Stay.”
Neil almost laughed. This was the word that had always been tethering him to the earth but he had a flight to catch and Andrew knew it. This was goodbye.
“I can’t.”
“You can.” The hand squeezed his. “Change your flight. Practice doesn’t start until Monday.” And just like that, Neil's tensions rushed out of him. Andrew wanted him for the weekend. Even if it only gave them one more day-
Or, the one where it's Neil's fifth year alone and he doesn't know how to handle it.
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Ripped Canvas by avengerpercy for moderatelymothlike
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
29 Mar 2021
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Neil knows he used to be pretty.
Before.
Now he isn't running anymore and has to deal with his scars and his relationship with his not-boyfriend Andrew Minyard. -
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"He knew he was objectively ugly and horrifying."
An opposing team member comments on Neil's physical appearance during a game. Normally he'd shake it off but between Andrew and Kevin being busy with their pro teams and Neil being busy with school and the Foxes, Neil spirals. Luckily, his boys know how to put him together again.
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Neil’s chest of secret thoughts and feelings and memories expanded, and perhaps he grew a little more comfortable with the idea of forever, as silly as that felt. But his treasure chest was still buried, still locked, because letting himself truly believe this was anything but temporary or that Neil was something other than nothing was dangerous. Andrew had to be ready to move on anytime now.
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“…you know… I’ve been thinking about getting them removed.”, he confesses and scowls, eyebrows drawn together. “Matt’s dad… he could do that.”
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- Part 10 of All For The Game Prompt Fills From My Tumblr
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The one where Andrew's the one on pain meds but Neil's the one who can't think properly.