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  1. 6

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    Jean comes home sore after receiving his first professional massage.

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    Aaron Minyard never imagined that an ordinary night at the hospital would change the course of his life. When he finds a young boy waiting in the rain for a mother who never comes back, he believes he is only doing what is right. A simple act of kindness. A moment that will eventually pass.

    But Noah doesn't forget the person who stayed with him. And Aaron, a man who has spent his life keeping everyone at a safe distance, will soon discover that some people enter your life without asking for permission… and that some promises are not made with words, but by choosing to stay.

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    Yes, this is ongoing! I don't leave my fics unfinished!

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    Unlike dating, sex seems doable. It’s a form of connection, like what Dan and Matt are always going on about, but without the awkward small talk and deeply personal questions that border on invasive. To Neil, it seems even more basic than that: using your body to make someone else’s body feel good. He could do that.

    He happens to have a body. One that functions mostly normally.

    It’ll probably be fine.

    Or: Neil comes to find, three months into sleeping with Andrew, that maybe he’s not very good at casual.

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    And even though it is pointless, even though Neil has been running a one way track ever since he woke up in Millport, Neil chooses them twice.
    He chooses Andrew twice.

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    Nathaniel Wesninski dies in a basement in Baltimore. Neil Josten wakes up on the bleachers in Millport.

    ( TFC COMPLETED )

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    When his hot and wealthy neighbor's cat goes missing, Nicky is quick to recommend his cousin to solve the case. He's even quicker to pick up his binoculars and watch it all go down. If anyone asks—he's bird watching, and the neighborhood bird watching club is very active these days.

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  6. 28

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    Эндрюnotfound has followed you
    Эндрюnotfound has liked your post
    Эндрюnotfound has commented on your video

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    Neil Josten is an Urbex Youtuber who develops a relationship with Andrew Minyard after he expresses an interest in Neil and his videos

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    Ten years after graduation, Aaron works as an emergency doctor in Charleston while his twin Andrew has gone pro, living with his partner Neil in Columbia. Beyond occasional texts, they haven't managed to get any closer than they were in college.
    A routine 24-hour Saturday shift becomes anything but when a John Doe with severe head trauma arrives. As Aaron fights to save him, too many details align, reminding him of a certain number 10 striker he once knew.

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    "Aaron." Andrew's sharp voice forced him to focus. "What are you doing here?"

    Aaron turned to face his brother. Tried to find words.

     
    Andrew's eyes narrowed at the lack of response. "Where's Neil?"

    The question hit like a physical blow. "What?"

    "Neil." Andrew's hands clenched into fists. "He's in Charleston for some media thing with his team. You work in Charleston. You're still wearing your badge." His breathing started to shallow. "It's 6:30 in the morning. We don't do surprise visits, hell we don't even do any visits. Yet you felt the need to drive two hours to see me at dawn, right after your shift. So I'll ask one more time. Where is Neil?"

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    Andrew, already, could see a lot of his younger self in Olwen. She had hair so blond it was almost white, and an almost entirely blank look on her face. Her eyes were brown, too, though a much, much darker brown than Andrew and Aaron’s. Maybe Olwen got them from her mother. Andrew’s eyes, in the sunlight, sometimes looked more gold than brown, according to Neil’s disgustingly flattering words. Olwen’s were duller and darker, like maybe, at one point, they could have been the same as Andrew’s, but had been stained by the rottenness of humankind.

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    After practice one day, Nicky gets a call from a social worker, asking him if he is available to take in one more Minyard—a seven-year-old girl named Olwen, and Andrew and Aaron's half-sister. They take her in without hesitation. It doesn't take long for Andrew to realize he understands Olwen all too much, and Aaron is quickly terrified that he doesn't understand her enough.

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  10. 54

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    What happens when the Foxes find themselves catapulted back in time, their adult minds trapped in children's bodies?

    Between painful memories, second chances, and a coach determined to protect them from a fate he knows all too well, the Foxes must learn to coexist... again.

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    They were short on time, Abram had been sick for too long, Mary had no other choice. Or maybe that's just what the twisted mother wanted to tell herself to sooth her motherly instinct-if she had any- as she abandoned her 10 year old son only 2 years after saving him and herself from his fate and that house.
    After an anonymous call, the CPS took Neil into the foster-care system, placing him home after home until he finally met Cass Spear. A lady who perfectly embodied the average curly blonde, middle-aged woman look with an overly sweet personality that made every and any child she met feel safe.
    Though her candy-like personality was loved by many children before him, Neil felt as though he had a constant toothache any time he got too comfortable.

    On the other-hand, the Spears-after Andrew's outburst, arrest and return to his maternal family, the Minyards-they decided to foster another child, one who proved to be completely mute.

    His name?
    Neil Abram Doe.

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  12. 9

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    “You look like me,” Aaron said. “You have my face. But that’s all we have in common.”

    “Is it,” Andrew said blithely. “Because I seem to remember we had the murder in common too.”

    Aaron’s face turned a rosy red. “I didn’t…it’s not the same.”

    “Isn’t it?”

    “I did it to protect you,” Aaron said reflexively. He closed his eyes and rested his head on his hands. “God, I don’t know why I even try to talk to you.”
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    or: one winter night, with andrew in the passenger seat, aaron's car breaks down in the middle of the road, and there is nothing left to do but talk.

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  13. 9

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    AJ keeps seeing Aaron, an exact mirror of him, being condemned to AJ’s fate because he dared to hope for a brother. Hope is dangerous, wanting is dangerous, feeling is dangerous.
    He should teach his soft-hearted brother that.

    He scribbles carelessly on the neat paper Cass got him specifically for this letter. When he’s finished, the words ‘Fuck you, go away’ stare up at him. It makes his gut clench uncomfortably, and he folds the paper up as halfheartedly as he can.
    He’s wanting again. He wants to get a new piece of paper, smooth it out and write as carefully as he can that he wants. He wants his twin, he wants to meet his other half, he wants to protect his mirror image.

    He wants, and it’s too dangerous.
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    Andrew had no idea what lengths Aaron had gone to get this letter to him.
    He never cried much, but he'd cradled the stupid piece of fucking paper, drowning. It was too hot, hard to breathe, being pressed in by nothing and everything from all sides. This letter, shunning him from the life of a boy he'd wished for, it was so much.

    Andrew wasn't his saviour, wasn't his brother. No, he was an onlooker, another bystander who didn't want to leave the comfort of his life for Aaron.

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  14. 7

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    “I’ve been having these dreams,” Neil answered hesitantly but felt he had to specify if Andrew thought he was talking about nightmares. These dreams were far from any of the nightmares he had ever experienced.

    “About you,” he confirmed. The line on the other end went quiet, and with no response from Andrew.
    “Y’know what, forget it-” Neil felt the need to backtrack; he didn’t want to make Andrew uncomfortable or go across any boundaries that weren’t safe to cross.

    “Neil,” Andrew said, but Neil was too busy trying to reverse the damage he did.

    “I’m-” Neil was interrupted again by Andrew.

    “Neil, stop.” Andrew said firmly. Neil finally stopped his mouth, closing it to keep his words inside.

    “I have dreams about you too.” Andrew relented quietly. “It's not a big deal.” Neil couldn’t help but imagine what Andrew dreamt about. Was it like his? Was it just replays of old memories of them two?

    “I've been having sex dreams about us,” Neil confessed.

    Or: Neil misses the reality of Andrew's touch during his fifth year at Palmetto. When he starts having a series of sex dreams prompts Neil and Andrew into having phone sex to handle the distance.

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    “I shouldn’t be here.”
    “But you are.”
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    The one in which Jean stays with the Foxes and learns to heal, while Kevin is forced to deal with his past and future coming together once again.

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    Neil was eleven the first time Aaron saw him steal cough medicine.

    Not from a pharmacy. Not from a store.

    From a church donation bin behind a food pantry in San Jose, California.

    The boy moved like he expected to be hit for existing.

    Too thin. Too alert. Dark hair buzzed unevenly like someone had cut it in a motel bathroom. He wore a sweatshirt three sizes too large despite the heat and kept looking over his shoulder toward the road.

    Aaron only noticed him because nobody else ever looked nervous in the church parking lot except addicts and social workers.

    The boy spotted Aaron instantly.

    Their eyes locked.

    Aaron expected him to run.

    Instead the stranger said, “You gonna tell?”

    Aaron shrugged.

    The boy stared another second, suspicious and sharp in a way thirteen-year-olds weren’t supposed to be.

    “You look worse than me.”

    Or: Aaron and Neil meet pre-canon.

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    “Your mother left very specific instructions regarding her will. Her house, her money, everything in her name, really, is going to one person.” The lawyer continues flipping through the papers. “One I'm afraid isn't you.”

    Aaron looks at the lawyer and then starts to laugh. He laughs so hard he's sure it's bouncing off the walls and ricocheting back into his chest just to be laughed out again. Suddenly he stops. “Who'd she leave everything to?”

    “I'm afraid I cannot say.”

    Aaron snatches the paper and reads it. “Who the hell is Andrew Minyard?”

    (Or: When his mother dies and leaves everything to Andrew Minyard, Aaron is left with one problem: he has no idea who Andrew Minyard is.)

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  18. 12

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    aaron minyard just wants to forget about everything that's constantly on his mind: kevin day, his medical career and how he will never find love. so, he resorts to going to eden's twilight and getting himself blackout drunk. except, kevin always had a knack for ruining things for aaron.

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    kevin ended things four years ago and aaron thinks he's the only one that still lingers on their quiet moments.

    title from michelle pfeiffer by ethel cain!

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    Kevin has always had the entire world’s eyes on him, but no one has ever looked at him quite like Jean. Kevin isn’t sure how he ever forgot or let that go. They’ve fallen in and out of each other's lives, but they’ve never fallen out of love.

    Alternatively: Kevin feels lost and stuck in his 20s, and the one person he used to know everything about has changed.

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    The first time O’Malley saw the kid was in a low-level underground gambling ring, walls crawling with asbestos and next to every bastard inside armed with something sharp if not something packed with warped metal and gunpowder.

    He couldn’t have been more than thirteen, but he surveyed the crowd of the room with years more experience than he should have. There were scars cutting across exposed bits of skin, sick looking in the light of the place and stretching hotel-bible-page-thin over crooked bones.

    He was a wispy thing. Nothing more than a scrap of a boy stitched together. O’Malley was half-convinced a strong wind might blow him over, but the kid turned, those quick and clever eyes burning across the room and O’Malley could recognize that sort of fight instinct.

    He saw him again half a year later in Northern Florida.

    ~

    On the run with his mother, Neil (before he took the name) put his talents to use in underground gambling rings to make some quick cash. It's a past not half-so-easy to walk away from as Nathan's death was.

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