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'So it has come to this...' Zim sat on the bed his eyes slowly wandering up a taller male that loomed over him. The figure approached him and with one smooth movement after the other and Zim found himself laying down comfortably on the soft bed with the other climbing it's way up hovering over him. Zim's mind did not think of the weakness, the emotion, or the place...his eyes only remained focused on the pair of eyes that lay hidden behind the glare of the reflective lenses.
Zim whispered a name as the figure reached up for his hand entangling their fingers together. Zim could feel the warmth spreading across his cheeks as his head gently lulled to the side feeling a pair of warm soft lips against his neck. He reached up slowly pulling off the long coat that laid on the figures shoulders letting it fall onto the floor. He carefully played with the hem of the other's shirt feeling the fabric between his claws as the other smiled down at him before applying a soft pressure to Zim's lips.
Zim closed his eyes as he melted away letting his hands gently travel up the fabric and over the bare soft flesh of the other's chest. He could feel his pantline tightening from the tender pleasure and whimpered a little blushing from embarrassment at making such a noise. The two met eyes again, and the other only smiled kissing his collar bone and reaching down to carefully slip off Zim's pants, "W-Wait can we even...I mean here? What if someone hears?" The figure only smiled gently brushing Zim's face, "There is no one around to hear." Zim felt cold fingers lightly tickle at his exposed skin before reaching down to the area that desired to be touched. He moaned softly leaning his head back as the cool fingers rubbed and rubbed and pressure was applied to his lips again. Zim felt his body tense and relax now and then as he felt himself get closer, "N-Not just me stink-beast!" he hissed through his panting. The other only chuckled and gently hushed him, "Soon enough, just relax and enjoy it~" Zim bit his lip trembling as his eyes fell shut, "Hah-aaahh~"
A few more minutes passed before Zim grit his teeth his antenna flattening against his head as he climaxed letting out a shakey moan. The other figure looked at it's dirty hand before it gently laid down beside Zim smiling softly taking Zim's hand with the other clean hand. Zim looked at the other's face confused, "But what about you...?" the smile didn't fade as a gentle hand rised to brush Zim's cheek, "I'll be okay...please don't cry.." Zim squeezed his eyes shut realizing warm tears were slipping down his cheeks. When he opened his eyes again he noticed the room was dark and worn down. He looked around in confusion trying to recall where exactly he was, he looked down noticing he was grasping himself firmly and sticky from his inflicting self pleasure. He started shaking and his tears began to fall faster as he realized where he was.
This was not his room...
This was not his house...
And he wasn't here.
"N-No...no don't go!" he quickly sat up shouting to the ceiling, "Don't leave me again! Please! Not again!" his voice caught in his throat as tears slipped down his cheeks. He shook as he grit his sharp teeth together crying and pleading in agony. He clenched onto his sides as his horrible sobs filled the silence of the dead house. The pain would not leave no matter how many minutes passed. Zim felt the pain twist into a terrifying anger and said the next words with firey bitterness, "...y-you did this to me...you left Zim all alone...I hate you..." he squeezed his eyes shut as he turned his head up to the ceiling shouting with a breaking voice through his tears, "I HATE YOU DIB!!!"