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Suitcase couldn't go back to sleep.
She's been trying for about 3 hours, and honestly the most she's managed to get was being half asleep for about an hour or so, which was enough to get her through the day, sure.. (She'd definitely know from experience,) but she doesn't usually have such trouble falling back asleep
In fact, it was usually quite easy for her, but something felt wrong this time.
She felt... Uneasy. Almost as if she wasn't alone, kind of uneasy. She always felt like that at night though, this was barely anything new, even if it felt a little more.. Intense now, it wasn't anything she should stress out about.
Still, trying to ignore her the slight panic going off in her head wouldn't really do much besides make her feel even worse, and she'd know.. So she just kind of let herself lay there and rationalized her own thoughts
Nothing was watching her, nothing was gonna harm her either, because really—who was gonna? It's not like anyone would care about her enough to do anything like that, positively or negatively.
That did nothing to calm her down though, so she turned to her other side, feeling herself growing more and more uncomfortable, both physically and emotionally..
She felt her stomach twist as she glanced at the window for a split second, she didn't notice anything but the mere thought of something potentially being there and noticing her looking at it was enough to make her nervous..
She swore she saw a shift in the trees outside, or something.. the more she thought about what was outside, maybe she was remembering wrong.. Right? Just to reassure herself, she looked at the window once again—the faint, warm light of her bedside lamp slightly illuminating the outside
And she SWORE she saw the faint reflection of the light on something that resembled eyes.
Yep, that didn't reassure her at ALL.
But, she took a deep breath in, and exhaled slowly, feeling herself begin to calm down.
'I probably just need to go get a glass of water..' She thought to herself, and so she did! She sat up in her bed, begrudgingly at that—before swinging her legs off the bed and walking out of her room
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Fan pressed a hand to the window leading to suitcases room, feeling his breathing grow heavy
He couldn't tell if it was from excitement or fear, maybe both.. It was a bit silly being afraid of all this, though. He could only imagine how terrified suitcase would be if she found out about this whole thing.
It had been a few years or so ever since they've met in the competition, they barely kept in contact after it ended, and even then fan never really forgot about the girl—It was kind of hard to when she's all you think about, and one of your idols aswell, that last part was fairly recent by now though..
It's been a couple of months since he found her again, She was somewhat popular now! at least to his standards..(which weren't very high.) And he found out she became a pretty well liked singer, sure, she was niche, but he liked her voice
..Maybe a little too much.
Hes been watching her for quite a while, honestly.. Who could blame him? She was really nice to look at.
Fan kind of forgot how he found the apartment she lived in, probably by accident though.. Knowing his luck. He giggled to himself before immediately slapping a hand over his mouth when he realized he was making noise, after all—he didn't wanna scare her off yet, not this early anyway.
His plan was to sneak in when she fell asleep and...
Hm.
Wow he really didn't think this far ahead, huh?
But to be honest, he just wanted to see her... Up close. Have her near him, have HER...
All to himself.
..Fuck, that thought excited him a little too much
'Okay, calm down fan. You haven't even done anything yet!!' He internally scolded himself
He jumped a bit in surprise as he saw her get up and leave the room, a little sudden, sure.. But it was the perfect opportunity to finish his plan!! Because he knew full well suitcase wasn't going to sleep anytime soon, he didn't wanna wait all night out here..
As soon as he made sure she had left the room and was far away enough, he slowly creaked open the window, he had taken note that suitcase never locked her windows or anything, probably forgot to at some point....
Kind of dumb of her, sure. But goodness he was glad she was dumb enough to do that!! He didn't know how else he would've entered her apartment
He hoisted himself up and tried to quietly climb through the window, that was until his foot caught the edge of the frame and he immediately fell face first onto the floor with a loud thud
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Suitcase had already finished her glass of water, she hadn't poured that much for herself anyway, she was hunched over her bathroom sink, flicking water onto her face to wake herself up, the faint noise of running water being interrupted by an abrupt thud, it sounded heavy, anxiety immediately flooded her mind as she jumped
'... What was that?' Was the only thing running through her head right now, carefully, she stepped out of the bathroom and began approaching her room
As she finally reached her door, suitcase cautiously peeked from the corner, her hand gripping tightly onto the doorframe
But, nothing was there.
She just stood there and stared at the empty room in pure disbelief, what could've caused that noise then..???
"Uhm.. Okay." Suitcase murmured nervously, more to herself than to anyone, obviously.. No one else was there anyway.
Fan let out a quiet, relieved sigh as he watched her walk back up to her bed and lay back down, the only disadvantage he had now was not knowing when she'd fall back asleep, after he fell down he immediately rolled under her bed
A very basic hiding spot, of course. But he was panicking!! There wasn't enough time to think about a good hiding spot, just hide as quickly as he could, thats all that mattered to him.
Suitcase still felt too nervous to sleep, but either way there wasn't much she could do—so she crawled over to that same spot on her bed and curled up on her side, forcing her eyes shut as she tried to steady her breathing
Seriously, her nerves were on fire and everything in her was giving her the feeling someone was there, her paranoia never got this bad unless she was having an episode, and she was... 90% sure that she was fine, so what was up with her.?
She just laid there, letting her thoughts race inside her head faster than she could comprehend
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Time felt like it was stretching on forever, Suitcase kept glancing every once in a while to her alarm clock before closing her eyes back shut just to learn that what felt like an hour was actually 10 minutes that passed, it was seriously bothering her.. But regardless, she shut her eyes again and kept trying to sleep
Fan felt like it was safe to come out now, around 30 minutes or so had passed.. And he swore he heard her breathing steady, he was SURE she was dead asleep—so he slowly got up and crawled out from under her bed, standing back up after what felt like ages.. His joints kind of ached
He sighed before turning to face suitcase, who was curled up on her bed—sound asleep. (Or at least, he thought she was..)
'She looks really peaceful like this..' He thought to himself, smiling warmly at her still body
Suitcase could hear the shuffling of clothes, and breathing that wasn't hers..Her heart immediately started racing, so fast she felt like she was gonna explode. her breathing grew uneven too, fan seemed to notice this because he immediately stiffened up
Fighting off her nerves, suitcase opened her eyes, 'surely it's nothing, im being paranoid. Im just hallucinating..thats it! ' She reassured herself internally, and it was a little bit hard to see in the darkness of her room but, she swore that someone was in front of her right now.
She yelped as soon as she saw him, shuffling herself away from the figure
"Nononono..Y—You're not real.!" Suitcase exclaimed, pointing accusingly at him as she shook her head, she HOPED it was just a hallucination at this point, because well, obviously she didn't want some random stranger who broke into her apartment to be in front of her right now.
"Nono, I'm.. I'm very real! .. I hope.?" Fan reassured her, his hands cautiously out, which also made no sense since he wasn't really the one who shouldve been cautious, but it was whatever..
Suitcase immediately recognized the strangers voice, she didn't know why, or who it was, but she just knew it was.. Familiar.
"Why—who.. WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN MY HOUSE??" Honestly, Suitcases mind was practically filled to the brim with questions, her head felt like it was spinning with just how terrified she was right now.
"C—calm down!! Seriously, Suitcase..you're worrying yourself, I just wanted to..admire you." He explained, and quite frankly that just raised more questions for her, for example, why did they know her name.?? but, she didn't dare push any further
"I know you probably don't remember me..a—and thats okay! You don't need to, just know im—" fan continued, before suitcase cut him off as soon as she realized;
".. fan.?" She murmured out in disbelief, her eyes widening from the realization
He grinned as soon as she said that, getting all giddy as he exclaimed "You DO remember me!! Oh thank goodness, this won't be as awkward now.."
And with that, he crawled up on the bed with her, grabbing her hand and holding it close to his body
"You have no idea how happy that makes me.."
She swallowed, looking up at the guy who was mere inches away from her, gripping onto her wrist so tightly she thought it would bruise, he was practically hugging her hand, her palm was pressed up against his chest and she could FEEL how fast his heart was beating
"Fan.. Y—you're scaring me.." Was all she could muster up through her panic, her heart was also racing—but for a very different reason than his..
"Oh! Sorry,sorry.. Im just excited." He apologized almost immediately, the embarrassment being evident in his tone of voice
Silence fell between the two, it was uncomfortable. She could hear the rustling of leaves outside, and the house settling—she could hear fans heavy breathing
It was... Unsettling.
"I finally get to have you.. To myself.." Fan muttered under his breath, his voice barely above a whisper, it was more to himself than to suitcase though..
She felt shivers run up her spine after he said that, she was considering if she should try running away, or stopping him but
First of all, that'd only get her hurt. And secondly,
...
She didn't exactly.. Mind..?? It felt.. Nice. In a sick sort of way, having someone care about you to this extent
.. God, she really needed therapy or something, thats terrible to think.
"Have me..? What do you—"
"Only if you let me!" He clarified in a rushed panic, realizing just how bad that sounded
Suitcase just stared at him all wide eyed, genuinely just frozen there. She didn't know what to do, what to say, so she just.. Sat there.
Fan began to approach closer to her, their faces only centimeters apart—she could feel his breath brushing against her face
"Pleasee.? Let me have this, just this once!! Ive been wanting to do this for sosososo long.."
Out of morbid curiosity, and maybe a bit of loneliness, suitcase hesitantly nodded, watching fans expression immediately light up with joy as he began thanking her profusely, it kind of startled her, but she wasn't complaining,
She found it.. Kind of sweet, actually.
"Oh! Wait, I have an idea" he exclaimed excitedly before backing up, sitting back down on the bed instead of kneeling
Suitcase let out a sigh of relief.. And a bit of dissapointment too, was it weird to miss his face being so close to hers.??
Yes. Definitely. 100%
He sat down criss-crossed, before patting the spot on his lap "lay down for me?" He patiently asked, suitcase hesitantly obliged—her heart still racing as she gently laid her head down on his lap
Slowly, fan brought his hand up to Suitcases hair, running his fingers through her brunette curls—almost instantly, Suitcase melted into the touch, letting herself actually relax for the first time that night, fan noticed this and smiled, continuing to stroke her hair
Fan just watched her lay there, in his lap, as he ran his finger through her hair.. It felt suprisingly soft, honestly— it was the best thing fan has done in awhile..
He brought his other hand to hold for back of her neck, making her let out a small whine, it was barely even audible, actually.. But fan picked up on it, of course he did.
And goodness, he REALLY liked that.
Fan knew he shouldn't rush things, really.. But he's been waiting for this exact moment for so many months, maybe even a year by now—and he has her right in front of him, laying on his lap.
How could anyone ever expect him to hold back.?
Cautiously, he brought both his hands to Suitcases waist—gently trying to lift her up so she was sitting on his lap again
Her breath hitched, freezing up the moment he did that. He leaned in closer, and she swore she could feel his heavy breaths tickle against the back of her neck
"Let me see all of you, let me admire you fully." He whispered, his voice shaky with excitement as he went to grab the bottom of the baggy shirt that hung loosely around her frame
"Fan, I—"
"Pleaaseee.? I'll make it up to you, I'll make sure you feel amazing!!" Fan pleaded, looking at her with pathetic puppy dog eyes as he gripped onto her shoulders tightly
"...Okay, go ahead." Said suitcase with a sigh, letting him pull her shirt off of her—she shivered, the air in the room surprisingly cold, fan did leave the window wide open anyway so it wasn't actually much of a surprise.. But still.
She felt.. Really exposed. Uncomfortably so, but it was normal for her so she wasn't really complaining, Suitcase could feel his lips curl into a grin against her skin as he laid down her shirt to the side
She leaned back against him as he felt her up, his hands slowly and deliberately roaming around her waist, chest, collarbones, and occasionally.. Lower. Her breath hitched everytime he caressed certain spots, and noticing this—he used that to his advantage as he continued touching her up
He was so incredibly hard at hearing her little noises, it was a surprise suitcase didn't notice it, maybe.. He didn't really know if she did or didn't, but it genuinely took everything in him to resist the urge to just grind up against her as he felt her up, every single inch of her felt like heaven, he simply just couldn't resist himself..
"Gosh, you look even better than I imagined..Thankyouthankyou!!" He whispered right into her ear as he gripped onto her waist, tight enough to hurt but not enough to bruise her—She whined, arching her back and trying to get away from his touch
She didn't like how badly his voice was affecting her, it was a little hard to ignore when his words and praise were the only thing echoing inside her practically hollow head at this point, the thought of someone GENUINELY caring about her this much, to this almost unsettling degree, she couldn't wrap her head around it.
But then suddenly, his hands stopped moving. Fan letting his hands fall and rest on her hips as she let out a quiet, dissapointed whine, leaning back against him more in hopes he'd continue
"..Why did you—" suitcase was about to complain until fan interrupted her
"Lay down for me?" He asked, his head cocking slightly to the side as he did
And well, there wasn't much else for suitcase to do besides listen so she obliged with little hesitation, laying down in the same position she was in earlier as her head rested on his lap
"Holdon, let me just.." He murmured to himself before reaching over, bunching over awkwardly as he attempted to pull down her panties
She was still a little hesitant, but still didn't complain or object, letting him pull them down to around her ankles. Fan gently grabbed onto her wrist and led her hand to her mouth
Suitcase let out a confused "hm.?" A little confused
"Oh—suck on them.." Fan clarified, looking down at her as he smiled, gripping onto her wrist a little bit harder
"Wh—what..?? why??"
"To wet them, silly.. Just trust me!"
Hesitantly, she listened and started sucking on the both of them, she felt a little silly sucking on her own fingers—giggling to herself before sputtering and coughing when she took in more than she could handle
Fan nodded in approval, before pulling her hand out and bringing them lower, lining her ring and middle fingers up with her entrance.
She swallowed, clearly a little intimidated considering she's never done anything like this before,
"This might hurt a little..so just prepare, okay?"
"W—wait what do you—" as soon as her fingers slid inside her, she let out a pained whine, it burned..not so badly, but it definitely caught her off guard
As they finally reached all the way in, her fingers briefly brushed against her sweet spot, and she couldn't pull her fingers out either, considering fan was holding them in there as deep as possible, she tried to squirm away but that just sent another jolt of pleasure up her spine
"Mmfh—! ..Fan, slow down.."
He nodded in understanding, giving her a moment to adjust to the sudden stretch, it took a minute before it stopped hurting at all and started feeling.. Nicer.
Like, way nicer.
At a slow pace, she started thrusting her fingers in and out of herself—which didn't feel like much, but definitely still did things to her, making her let out shaky breaths as she continued
Fan watched as she thrust into herself, rocking her hips against her hand, and he was only growing harder by the second as he played with her hair, he was genuinely mesmerised, finally getting to watch her up closed watch her become something so.. Vulnerable.
Suddenly, an idea struck him.
"You wanna feel more.?" He asked, almost mockingly at that—suitcase frantically nodded, desperate for anything more than this.
"Curl your fingers, Like this!" Fan demonstrated, curling his own fingers in front of her, suitcase tried to mimick his motions, and as soon as she did;
"M—mmfh..Holy shit.." Another whine slipped out of her lips, a little louder this time around
He grinned wider, looking down at her with a kind of look that sort of terrified her, but.. In a way that only made her arousal grow stronger.
Was that weird.?? Surely not.. (It totally was)
She continued that same curling motion with her fingers, an abundance of whimpers and gasps coming from her as she did, this was beyond anything she's ever felt before, her head felt like mush—all she could focus on was the sound of fans voice praising her and the feeling of her fingers practically abusing her sweet spot, hitting it over and over again with each thrust
Her hips rocked against with such desperation, and if she could think clearly, she would've felt at least a little ashamed for showing such a pathetic display in front of someone else
Suitcase could barely stop the noises being elicited from her at this point, and Fan absolutely LOVED it. He loved her voice, he loved the way she squirmed beneath him, he loved the way she spoke, her little mannerisms, and just how perfect she was.
He wanted to have her like this forever.
As she continued curling her fingers inside herself, his hands traced her collarbones, slowly moving up to her neck and holding his hand there, gently
"I wonder if you'd like this.?" Fan questioned, more to himself than to her, suitcase wanted to question what he meant but missed the opportunity as he gripped tightly onto her throat, but making sure not to squeeze her windpipe too hard
Fuck, the way he was choking her was genuinely dizzying, some sort of warmth was coiling in her stomach, like a flame growing stronger inside of her, it kind of scared her—how intense it felt..
Her noises grew louder, arching into her hand as she went faster, she didn't even really know why she was getting this desperate, but all she could focus on right now was one goal
Just cum.
"Aww.. You close.?" Fan asked, fawning over her pathetic display, suitcase nodded with urgency, she was right there, right on the edge.. So fucking close but—
...
Fan gripped onto her wrist and held her hand in place, Suitcase let out a dissapointed whine as she tried to grind against her own hand out of pure desperation, her clit practically throbbing as she ached for more, but he held her hips still aswell
"Stop that, I'm still not finished with you, so be patient!!" Fan scolded her, but there was no real bite behind it, he found it kind of cute, how desperate she was.
"Fan, please...I was right there!"
"And you will be again, soon enough.. Just one more time! You can handle one more, right?"
"I.. I don't know.."
"No worries, Ill do all the work for you!" Fan exclaimed happily as he lifted her up on his lap, holding her up by the back with one arm as he reached over with his other, bringing his hand up to her entrance, she was already fairly wet so he didn't really need to do much to wet his fingers, he ran his fingers up her folds to wet them, making her whimper lightly
"Shhh.. It's okay! You can take it." Fan reassured in a comforting tone, before sliding his own fingers inside her, not even giving her time to adjust as he curled his finger inside her, doing everything in his power just to hear her make those sweet noises again,
Suitcase nodded, not trusting herself to even form a coherent response to that—all she could let out was small whines and gasps as he kept hitting that same spot inside her over, and over, and over again, it was almost maddening how overwhelmed she was right now
Fan noticed the tears pricking in her eyes from the overstimulation, and gosh, that made pre-cum leak from his tip, but he felt a little bit bad for her, so he slightly slowed his pace
Suitcase felt that same warmth slowly envelop her, like a string that was more than ready to snap—except this time her orgasm was approaching way quicker than she thought it was
"A—aah.. Fan, pleaseplease let me.." Suitcase begged, the tears welling up in her eyes were blurring her vision, but god, she swore if she could see fan looking down at her more clearly she would've came on the spot
"Come on, you can do it!" He spoke in the kind of tone that an owner would use on it's dog, and that turned her on more than it probably should've
Fan pressed his palm against her clit as he practically abused her sweet spot, rubbing against it to add even more stimulation, suitcase cried out, tensing up around his fingers as she came, hard.
And even after she had finished, he still kept going, still keeping up his relentless pace as she sputtered, squirming in his lap from the overstimulation, it was too much, way too much. It was so overwhelming it was almost painful, but she couldn't do anything besides whine and writhe under his touch
"Fan- I—I can't.! Pleaseplease I can't take it.." Suitcase sobbed, gripping onto fans wrist to try and get him to stop, in all honesty she couldn't decide if she wanted fan to stop or keep going, but either way she'd be fine..
"Hmm.. Say my name again.?" He said with a glimmer of hope in his eyes, looking into her teary eyes expectantly
"F—fannn.. Please.."
And with that, he finally obliged, stopping his movements and giving her a well deserved break by now..
Fan whispered sweet nothings into her ears as she came down from her high, she barely even processed half of what he was saying at this point, but his comforting tone was enough for her to feel overjoyed with the gesture either way
"Ooh, thankyouthankyouthankyou!! Gosh, you sounded even more perfect than I could've ever imagined.." Fan beamed with an overexcited joy, bringing her almost limp body closer and just...cherishing the moment
His idol, his obsession, in his lap, completely soaked, and it was all because of him.
And that thought alone was enough to get him off for the night..
"Cmon, let's get you cleaned up.."
Suitcase could only weakly nod again as fan tried his best to get her up