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yet still in waiting (your own reflection)

Summary:

When you’ve known nothing but solitude and anticipation for most of your life, it’s no wonder the nights can stretch to feel like years.

or;

Ralsei, between chapters, and the neverending nights we don’t see.

Notes:

Hey everyone! This is my first ever Deltarune fic (and my second fic ever, RIP to the last one since I posted one chapter three years ago and then lost motivation, I’ll come back for you someday).

This is my second time going through the whole “eagerly anticipating more Deltarune and thinking about nothing but Deltarune for weeks beforehand and months afterward” shebang, so I wanted to channel that energy into something productive for once. Back during the wait for chapters 3 and 4 I remember seeing a short comic (not sure if it was multiple people doing the same concept or just one instance that really stuck with me) of Ralsei waiting in Castle Town for the next adventure, remarking that even though it had only been one night, it felt like he’d been waiting for years—implying that he could somehow feel the real-life time gap between chapter releases. I fell in love with this concept and have been thinking about it nonstop, but I haven’t really seen anyone doing it yet now that chapter 5 is on the horizon, so I decided it was my turn. I’m not much of an artist, so instead I chose to write a little something about the periods between each chapter, sort of as a love letter to the game and the fandom periods that existed in each of those gaps. I hope you enjoy it!

Title is from that video Penny Parker from Snapcube dropped on her tumblr of her putting lyrics over Neverending Night when she finished chapters 3 & 4. It’s peak but idk where to find a link to it lol

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Chapter 1

Notes:

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Chapter Text

Castle Town felt empty.

It was strange that it stuck out so much all of a sudden—it had always been empty, after all. Here was a castle with one inhabitant and a village with none, vague and hollow facades lining the streets to save places for buildings that may one day spring up. Everything was just the way Ralsei had left it, without a single stone out of place.

Yet as he walked up the main road once again, the sound of his own footsteps echoing through the still air, something about the quiet felt… stifling. Here he was, having finally set off on the journey he’d prepared for his whole life, only to return home and find it to be too small for him.

That wasn’t right, though—it was selfish of Ralsei to be dissatisfied with what he had, when it had clearly been enough to get him this far. He just… missed Kris and Susie, was all. Even though they’d left and sealed Card Castle’s fountain only moments ago. Now that he knew what it was like to have friends, it was harder to return to the way things were before, even knowing they had to come back eventually. Until then, all he could do was prepare for their arrival, the same way he always had.

As much as Ralsei hated to admit it, the waiting was getting to him.

Before the heroes came along, there was nothing to do but wait. All he had was himself, his kingdom, and the prophecy that gave him purpose, and he made it through just fine. What had changed that made it so difficult to be patient? Was it just that he knew what he was waiting for, now?

Meeting the other heroes of the prophecy had always felt like a far-off fantasy. Ralsei knew they would arrive eventually, of course, but there was no rush, because he knew everything would happen exactly when it was meant to. The passage of time was murky, and he couldn’t tell exactly how long he’d waited in the first place, so the specifics never mattered to him.

Knowing his new friends as themselves made patience a challenge. As he decorated their bedrooms, Ralsei wished that Susie would barge in to help him decide what to stock her fridge with, or that Kris would mention something they liked that he could leave on their shelves. He’d already learned so much in just one day with them, and waiting for the next felt next to impossible.

Surely he must have waited long enough by now. Castle Town may exist in an eternal night, but Hometown should have passed into morning already. It was staggering how impatient Ralsei had grown when all he had to do was bide his time until the next day, yet he felt as though it had taken much longer than it should have.

Who knew that, once you had something to look forward to, a single night could feel like years passing?

Notes:

This chapter was probably the hardest for me, because I wasn’t in this fandom in the chapter 1 era. All I have to go off of are old fanworks, a couple fandom retrospective videos, and the testimonies of a few of my friends who were around back then, so I have less personal experience to work with and to slip into this chapter. Still, I hope I managed to do it justice!

I wasn’t sure exactly what feeling to aim for here since I didn’t personally experience these years, so I leaned more into Ralsei’s own character for inspiration and then adapted. It really is harder to wait for things once you know they’re coming, or once you’ve had a taste of them. The wait between Undertale and Deltarune chapter 1 probably felt like nothing because we didn’t know what was in store, but then knowing Deltarune existed and being able to play the demo made waiting for the rest of the game harder. It was also interesting to think about how Castle Town as we know it today didn’t exist until the start of chapter 2, so the town was still empty the night before when Ralsei returned.

Anyways, Ralsei’s first “night” alone sure felt like it lasted what, three years or so? I’m sure the next one won’t drag on for so long!