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We Are Alone and All We Need

Summary:

The water rippled when Nikolai raised his hands to lather foamy shampoo into Fyodor’s hair, reflecting back the anemic man’s own pale face. Steam rose and contorted in the air, and for one feverish moment, Fyodor felt as if it might be just an extension of Nikolai’s hair.

OR

Just sleepy Fyodor being cared for by Nikolai

Notes:

Title is from Bernadette by IAMX, of course. So sorry for poor writing, this is my first fic, and I threw it together in the ao3 app in like ten minutes at 3:00 am. Please please please tell me if you catch any spelling/grammar mistakes or if there’s a part of this that’s like entirely incomprehensible. Also tell me if I missed a tag or added extra ones, that would be SO appreciated !!! <3

So sorry that it’s so short, by the way

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

The water rippled when Nikolai raised his hands to lather foamy shampoo into Fyodor’s hair, reflecting back the anemic man’s own pale face. Steam rose and contorted in the air, and for one feverish moment, Fyodor felt as if it might be just an extension of Nikolai’s hair.

“Fedya,” the clown whispered breathlessly, considerably closer than just a moment ago. “You’re finally relaxed.”

Fyodor couldn’t bring himself to stiffen, to straighten his spine, and protest haughtily at Nikolai’s observation. The warmth of the air, the soft waves of the water, and the gentleness of Nikolai’s touch were beginning to lull him into a trance-like state.

“Astute,” he managed to rasp, with no bite. Nikolai’s hands migrated down to cup Fyodor’s small breasts, oh so carefully, a movement clearly meant to bring Fyodor back to himself. It had the opposite effect instead. The dark-haired man melted into his partner, eyes sliding shut.

“Ah— Fedya? Have you taken your iron supplements?” Nikolai asked, voice growing tense, clearly thinking that this was due to a physical weakness.

“Yes,” Fyodor replied, voice strained in self-deprecation at his own actions, as Nikolai rinsed his hair. “I am merely resting, Kolya.”

Nikolai answered in a light tone, but Fyodor didn’t catch it. The rest of the bath passed in a blur, and Fyodor was in bed before he knew it. He whined sleepily as a shirt was tucked over him, rousing him, and an amused voice murmured, “I know, I know. I just need to get you covered so that it doesn’t happen again.”

A warm body curled up beside his, an arm draping over his stomach, and warm breaths puffing against his neck. “Goodnight, Fyodor. Dream of rats and your ushanka for me.”

Notes:

thank you for reading my awful and extremely short fyolai fic… hey i accept writing tips if anyone’s willing to offer them

ALSO the ‘it’ that Nikolai’s speaking of at the end is up to interpretation. did sigma somehow accidentally see fyodor naked? did they somehow have sex while they were both asleep? who knows! it’s up to you