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The fire crackled in the Gryffindor Common Room, casting dancing shadows across the worn furniture. Harry sat in his usual armchair, attempting to focus on his Potions essay, when he noticed Ginny Weasley approaching with an expression of grim determination.
"Harry, can we talk?" Her voice trembled slightly.
He looked up, taking in her appearance—the unfortunate arrangement of her features, the way her hair hung limply around her face, the awkward angles of her frame. He'd never understood why some of the other boys claimed to find her attractive. To him, she'd always been simply... unfortunate-looking.
"Sure, Ginny. What's up?"
She sat down across from him, wringing her hands. The common room had emptied out, leaving them essentially alone. "I need to tell you something. I've been holding it in for years now, and I just... I can't anymore."
Harry felt a sinking sensation in his stomach. He had a terrible feeling he knew where this was going.
"I'm in love with you, Harry." The words tumbled out in a rush. "I have been since I was ten years old. Since the moment I saw you at King's Cross. You're everything to me—you're brave and kind and you saved the entire wizarding world. I know we're friends, but I want more. I've always wanted more. I dream about you, Harry. About us together, about what our life could be like—"
"Stop." Harry held up his hand, his face contorting with discomfort. "Just... stop."
Ginny's eyes widened with hope and fear. "Harry—"
"No, Ginny. The answer is no. It's always been no, and it always will be no." He stood up, putting distance between them. The words came out harsher than he'd intended, but he couldn't seem to stop them. "I don't feel that way about you. I never have, and I never will. You're Ron's sister, and that's all you'll ever be to me."
"But Harry, if you just gave me a chance—"
"A chance?" He laughed, the sound bitter and cruel. "Ginny, look at yourself. Really look at yourself. You think I could ever... that we could ever..." He shook his head, disgust evident in his expression. "I'm not attracted to you. At all. The thought of being with you like that actually repulses me. I'm sorry if that's harsh, but you need to hear it. You need to stop this pathetic pining and move on."
Tears streamed down Ginny's face, making her features even less appealing in Harry's eyes. Her nose reddened, her eyes puffed up, her mouth twisted in an ugly grimace of pain.
"You don't mean that," she whispered.
"I do mean it. Every word." Harry grabbed his bag, suddenly desperate to escape. "Find someone else, Ginny. Someone who could actually want you. Because it will never, ever be me."
He left her there, sobbing into her hands, and didn't look back.
---
In the days that followed, Harry found his attention drawn elsewhere—to someone he'd never expected.
It started innocuously enough. Harry was walking through the marble corridors toward the library when he saw Draco Malfoy leaning against a window, sunlight streaming through the glass and illuminating him like something from a Renaissance painting.
Harry stopped dead in his tracks.
Had Draco always been so... beautiful?
The word felt strange even thinking it, but there was no other way to describe what Harry was seeing. Draco's platinum hair caught the light, making it shimmer like spun silver. His profile was aristocratic and refined—high cheekbones, a straight nose, a jawline that could have been carved from marble. Even his posture spoke of generations of breeding and wealth, an effortless elegance that made everyone around him look clumsy by comparison.
Draco turned, and his grey eyes met Harry's. For a moment, neither moved. Then Draco's lips curved into a slight smirk before he walked away, his expensive robes—clearly custom-tailored, probably costing more than everything the Weasleys owned—swishing behind him.
Harry stood there for a full minute, his heart pounding inexplicably.
What the hell was that?
But he couldn't stop thinking about it. About Draco. About the way the light had caught in his hair, the sharp intelligence in those grey eyes, the casual confidence that came from never having wanted for anything.
He started noticing Draco everywhere. In the Great Hall, where Draco sat at the Slytherin table like a prince holding court, his every movement graceful and deliberate. In the corridors, where other students seemed to part around him instinctively, recognizing something superior in their midst. In classes, where even when Draco was being insufferable, there was something captivating about the way he spoke, the way he moved his hands, the way he existed in space.
Harry found himself timing his trips to the library to coincide with Draco's study sessions. He'd take a table within view, pretending to read while actually watching the way Draco's long fingers turned pages, the way he'd absently push his hair back from his forehead, the way he'd bite his lower lip when concentrating.
It was maddening. It was consuming. And Harry had no idea what to do about it.
Two weeks after rejecting Ginny—two weeks of avoiding her tear-stained face in the common room—Harry finally worked up the courage to approach Draco directly.
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The library was nearly empty, the late afternoon sun casting long shadows between the towering bookshelves. Draco sat alone at a table in the back, surrounded by books on Advanced Transfiguration.
Harry's hands were sweating as he approached. "Mind if I sit here?"
Draco looked up, surprise flickering across his perfect features before his expression settled into suspicion. "The library is full of empty tables, Potter. Why this one?"
"Because you're at this one."
The words hung in the air between them. Draco's eyes narrowed. "What game are you playing?"
"No game." Harry sat down without waiting for permission. "I just... I wanted to talk to you."
"Talk to me." Draco's voice dripped with skepticism. "We've been enemies for years, and suddenly you want to talk?"
"Maybe I'm tired of being enemies."
"How touching." Draco started gathering his books. "If this is some kind of prank—"
"It's not." Harry reached out, his hand landing on Draco's wrist. The contact sent electricity through him. Draco froze, staring at where they touched. "Please. Just... give me five minutes."
Something in Harry's voice must have convinced him, because Draco slowly sat back down. "Five minutes, Potter. Then I'm leaving."
They talked for forty-five.
Harry couldn't remember later what they'd discussed—classes, maybe, or Quidditch, or the rebuilding efforts after the war. What he remembered was the way Draco's face softened as they spoke, the sharp edges of his suspicion gradually smoothing away. He remembered discovering that Draco was wickedly funny when he wasn't being cruel, that his observations about their classmates were insightful and clever, that beneath the aristocratic mask was someone genuinely interesting.
He remembered the moment when Draco laughed—really laughed—at something Harry said, and how the sound had made Harry's chest feel tight.
"I should go," Draco said eventually, though he made no move to stand. "It's nearly dinner."
"Tomorrow?" Harry asked. "Same time?"
Draco studied him for a long moment, those grey eyes searching Harry's face for something. Whatever he found must have satisfied him, because he nodded slowly. "Tomorrow."
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Tomorrow became the next day, and the next, and the next. Their library meetings became the highlight of Harry's day. He learned that Draco played piano, that he spoke three languages fluently, that he had opinions on art and literature that Harry had never even considered. He learned that the Malfoy fortune was even more vast than he'd imagined—properties across Europe, investments in both magical and Muggle enterprises, artifacts and heirlooms worth more than small countries.
But more than that, he learned that Draco was lonely. That beneath the wealth and beauty and breeding was someone who'd been isolated by his family's choices, who was trying to figure out who he was beyond the Malfoy name.
"Why are you doing this?" Draco asked one evening, three weeks into their unlikely friendship. "Really?"
They were in the Room of Requirement, which had appeared for them as a comfortable sitting room with a fireplace and plush couches. It had become their refuge, a place where they could talk without curious eyes watching.
Harry looked at Draco, at the way the firelight played across his features, making his hair glow and his eyes shimmer like molten silver. He was so beautiful it almost hurt to look at him. And it wasn't just his physical appearance—though that alone was enough to make Harry's breath catch. It was everything about him. The way he moved, the way he spoke, the sharp intelligence and unexpected vulnerability.
"Because I can't stop thinking about you," Harry admitted. "Because every time I see you, I feel like I can't breathe properly. Because you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen, and I'm completely obsessed with you."
Draco's eyes widened. "Harry—"
"I know it's mad. I know we were enemies. I know you probably think I'm insane." Harry moved closer, his heart pounding. "But I can't help it. You're all I think about."
"You're serious." It wasn't a question. Draco could see the truth written plainly on Harry's face.
"Completely serious."
Draco was quiet for a long moment, his expression unreadable. Then, slowly, he reached out and traced his fingers along Harry's jaw. The touch was feather-light, tentative, but it sent shivers through Harry's entire body.
"I thought I was imagining it," Draco whispered. "The way you looked at me. I told myself I was being ridiculous, that Harry Potter could never..."
"Could never what?"
"Want me." Draco's voice was barely audible. "After everything my family did. After everything I did."
Harry caught Draco's hand, pressing it against his cheek. "I want you. God, Draco, I want you so much I can barely think straight."
"Then stop thinking."
Draco closed the distance between them, and their lips met.
The kiss was everything Harry had imagined and more. Draco tasted like peppermint and expensive tea, and his lips were soft and demanding at once. Harry's hands found their way into that perfect platinum hair, finally touching what he'd been dreaming about for weeks. Draco made a soft sound against his mouth, and Harry felt like he was drowning in the best possible way.
They broke apart, both breathing hard. Draco's usual composure was shattered, his hair mussed from Harry's hands, his lips swollen, his eyes dark with desire.
"We should probably talk about this," Draco said, though his hands were already pulling Harry closer again.
"Later," Harry agreed, and kissed him again.
---
The next three weeks were the best of Harry's life.
They met every evening in the Room of Requirement, stealing hours together away from the rest of the world. They talked about everything and nothing, shared secrets and dreams, and kissed until they were both dizzy with it.
Harry learned the geography of Draco's body—the sensitive spot behind his ear, the way he shivered when Harry kissed his neck, the soft sighs he made when Harry's hands wandered beneath his expensive silk shirts. He learned that Draco was surprisingly tactile once his walls came down, always finding excuses to touch Harry, to be close to him.
He learned that being with Draco felt right in a way nothing else ever had.
"Come to Hogsmeade with me this weekend," Harry said one evening, lying on the couch with Draco draped across him. "Properly. Not hiding."
Draco lifted his head from Harry's chest. "You want to go public?"
"I'm tired of hiding. I want to walk down the street holding your hand. I want everyone to know you're mine."
A slow smile spread across Draco's face. "Possessive, Potter?"
"When it comes to you? Absolutely."
Draco kissed him, slow and deep. "Then yes. Let's go to Hogsmeade."
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Saturday dawned bright and cold. Harry met Draco at the gates, and his breath caught at the sight of him. Draco wore a long black coat that probably cost more than a year's tuition, perfectly tailored to his frame. His hair was artfully styled, and he looked like he'd stepped out of a fashion magazine.
"You're staring," Draco said, but he was smiling.
"Can you blame me?"
They walked into the village together, and Harry reached for Draco's hand. Draco's fingers intertwined with his, and Harry felt a surge of happiness so intense it was almost painful.
They browsed the shops, shared a butterbeer at the Three Broomsticks, and walked through the village like any other couple. Harry was acutely aware of the stares they were attracting, the whispers that followed them, but he didn't care. Let them stare. Let them whisper. Draco was worth it.
They were leaving Honeydukes, Draco laughing at something Harry had said, when Harry spotted her.
Ginny stood across the street, frozen in place, staring at them with an expression of absolute devastation.
Harry's hand was still clasped in Draco's. They'd just been leaning close together, sharing a joke, looking for all the world like the couple they were. There was no hiding it, no explaining it away.
Ginny's face crumpled. Her eyes—already red-rimmed, filled with fresh tears. But beneath the hurt, Harry saw something else. Something darker.
Rage. Pure, burning rage.
"Harry," Draco said quietly, following his gaze. "Is that—"
"Ginny Weasley," Harry confirmed.
They watched as Ginny's expression transformed. The tears dried up, replaced by a look of such hatred that Harry actually took a step back. Her hands clenched into fists at her sides, her whole body trembling with the force of her emotions.
She looked at Draco—beautiful, elegant, expensive Draco—and then back at Harry. Harry could see the thoughts racing across her face. He'd rejected her, told her she repulsed him, and then turned around and pursued Draco Malfoy. Draco, who was everything she wasn't. Draco, who was so beautiful that people stopped in the street to stare. Draco, whose family fortune could buy Hogsmeade ten times over.
The comparison was devastating, and they all knew it.
"We should go," Draco murmured, squeezing Harry's hand.
But Harry couldn't look away from Ginny. He saw the moment something broke inside her, the moment her heartbreak curdled into pure jealousy. She looked at them—at Harry's hand in Draco's, at the way they stood close together, at the obvious intimacy between them—and her face twisted into something ugly.
She turned and ran, disappearing into the crowd.
"Harry?" Draco's voice was concerned. "Are you alright?"
Harry looked at Draco—at his perfect face, his worried grey eyes, his hand still holding Harry's—and felt a wave of certainty wash over him.
"I'm fine," he said, and meant it. "Better than fine."
He pulled Draco close and kissed him, right there in the middle of Hogsmeade, not caring who saw. Draco made a surprised sound before melting into the kiss, his free hand coming up to cup Harry's face.
When they broke apart, Draco was smiling. "What was that for?"
"For being you," Harry said simply. "For being beautiful and brilliant and mine."
Draco's smile widened. "Yours?"
"Mine," Harry confirmed. "If you'll have me."
"I suppose I could be persuaded," Draco said, his tone teasing, but his eyes were soft and warm. "Though I should warn you, Potter—Malfoys are notoriously high-maintenance."
"Good thing I'm up for the challenge."
They walked back to the castle hand in hand, leaving whispers and stares in their wake. Harry knew there would be consequences—Ron would probably be furious, Ginny would make things difficult, and the gossip would be relentless.
But as Draco leaned his head against Harry's shoulder, as they walked together in comfortable silence, Harry found he didn't care. He'd spent so long doing what was expected of him, being who everyone else wanted him to be.
For the first time in his life, he was choosing what he wanted. Who he wanted.
And what he wanted was Draco Malfoy, in all his beautiful, complicated, expensive glory.
Behind them, unseen, Ginny watched from a window in the Three Broomsticks. Her hands gripped her butterbeer so tightly the glass cracked. Tears of rage and jealousy streamed down her face as she watched Harry and Draco disappear up the path to Hogwarts, their bodies close together, their happiness evident in every step.
She'd loved Harry Potter for years. She'd dreamed of him, pined for him, built her entire world around the hope that someday he'd see her, really see her, and love her back.
Instead, he'd looked at her with disgust and turned to Draco Malfoy—to someone so far above her in beauty and wealth and desirability that the comparison was laughable.
The glass shattered in her hand, butterbeer and blood mixing together, but Ginny barely noticed the pain.
All she could see was Harry's hand in Draco's. All she could feel was the burning, consuming jealousy that threatened to eat her alive.
All she could think was: it should have been me.
But it never would be. She could see that now, with painful clarity. Harry had made his choice, and it would never, ever be her.
The realization was almost enough to destroy her.
Almost.
But jealousy, Ginny was learning, was a powerful thing. It could sustain you when love couldn't. It could keep you warm when happiness was denied.
She watched until Harry and Draco disappeared from view, committing the image to memory—the image of everything she wanted and would never have.
And in the darkness of her heart, something cold and bitter took root.