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2026-04-01
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2026-06-14
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Drown In Me

Summary:

Qian only meant to hold onto a childhood crush.

He didn’t expect to return to Gao Tu’s life and find him already pregnant, entangled, and claimed in a life that continued without him. He doesn't realise how entangled he is in connections that run deeper than simple logic. The deeper he goes, the harder it becomes to tell where longing ends, and something far more complicated begins, something that the traumatised omega would might later call a messy pack.

OR

The university student's heart may have called it a crush, but his body never did. It responded to not only to his young love, but also to bonds he had no words to explain with.

Chapter 1: Photographs

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

It's not everyday that you would expect to meet your childhood crush. 

Well, neither had Xie Qian(谢谦) expected that.

The scent hit him faster than sight.

A deep, earthy, woody scent.

It lingered in the corridor as he made his way towards the apartment his friend lived in.

"Brother might be outside right now." Gao Qing said as she fiddled in her pockets for the key. The key clicked into place, and the scent became more potent as the door slowly eased its way.

Pheromones. Of an omega. 

The pair entered into the seemingly small apartment that was lit by a lamp in the living room.

Qian glanced around, taking everything in.

The small chestnut colored sofa. A coffee table in front of it, littered with notes, books, and pamphlets. Framed photographs along the wall, arranged with care and clearly a specific design. Several moving boxes stacked at one side, still half-packed. A small table set against a counter with three chairs on the remaining sides. The living room extended towards the kitchen, separated by the counter. 

The photographs caught his attention as he made his way towards them.

His interest spiked as he looked through various precious moments of the Gao siblings. 

He's still so handsome. The thought refused to settle. 

Qian had thought that he came to terms with his crush on Gao Tu when the siblings had abruptly left, but it seemed that it still hadn't faded.

Notes:

You can't tell me that Gao Tu, despite posing as a Beta never had people crushing on him.

 

English is not my first language and this is my first time writing a fanfiction. I still hope everyone who comes across this fic feels that it is worthwhile. Changes, ideas, comments and kudos are graciously accepted. Have fun.