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She stood just inside the viewport, spine straight, arms folded tight behind her back.
The Endeavor stretched before her — gleaming, massive, alive.
Bigger than the Enterprise. Newer. Sleek curves instead of noble lines. But it wasn’t her yet.
Not quite.
Not until now.
“Captain,” came Commander Spock’s voice from behind. “All systems report ready. We await your order.”
Jane turned slowly. Nodded once.
Her boots echoed across the deck plating as she stepped through the open doors and onto her bridge for the very first time in uniform — not as guest, not as candidate, but as Captain.
The bridge crew stood at attention.
“As you were,” she said softly, already moving toward the chair.
Her chair.
She didn’t sit yet.
Instead, she looked to helm.
“Lieutenant D’Syl.”
Oren D’Syl turned in his seat, Trill spots fading into the collar of his gold-trimmed uniform, the slightest grin tucked at the corner of his mouth.
“Yes, Captain?”
“Hail the Enterprise. One last goodbye.”
“Aye.”
There was a beat. Then the viewscreen flared to life.
And there she was.
The Enterprise. Proud, burnished silver against the black. Holding in a slow loop just beyond spacedock, like she was waiting to see the new kid off to school.
And on her bridge —
There he was.
Chris.
Standing straight, hands clasped behind his back, smiling that careful, private smile he reserved only for her.
She didn’t let her voice falter.
“USS Enterprise, this is Captain Jane Richardson of the Endeavor. Thank you for your escort. And… for everything.” The lights outside flared once. A sign of respect. Of tradition. One ship greeting another.
On screen, Pike tilted his head — affectionate, amused.
“Try not to dent her on the way out.”
“You know me,” she said. “No promises.”
“Clear skies, Captain.”
“You too,” Jane said quietly. “Endeavor out.”
The screen dimmed.
She took a long, quiet breath. Turned to her crew.
“Helm — set course for the rendezvous point. Warp five.”
“Course laid in,” D’Syl replied instantly, fingers flying over the console. “Ready when you are, Captain.”
The moment balanced in her chest like gravity shifting.
Jane dropped into the chair.
It fit.
Not like the Enterprise’s. But it fit her.
She gave it half a heartbeat — then spoke.
“Punch it.”
The warp engines whined beneath them, the hum of stars compressing into light.
D’Syl gave a low whistle. “I like her style.”
And just like that, the Endeavor leapt forward.
He didn’t sit down.
He could’ve — the chair was right there, waiting, the same damn seat he’d occupied through crises and celebrations and more near-deaths than he cared to count.
But he stood instead.
Watching.
The Endeavor flared in the black — impulse thrusters catching light, warp nacelles charging like twin suns beneath her sleek silver skin.
She was a beautiful ship. Younger than the Enterprise. Sharper lines. Experimental warp coils. Upgraded deflector array.
Meant for long-range diplomacy, deep space science. Not for war.
Built for someone exactly like her.
“Sir?” came Una’s voice gently from beside him. “Orders?”
He held up a hand, just slightly. “Not yet.”
There it was — the tiniest flicker, the ghost of a shimmer — and then she jumped.
Warp burst bloomed like a ripple across velvet.
Gone.
He let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding.
Behind him, the bridge returned to its quiet hum. Ortegas glanced back once from helm, thoughtful. Uhura said nothing, just turned back to her console.
Una stepped a little closer.
“She looked good in that chair.”
Chris didn’t smile. Not quite.
“She is good in that chair.”
Another beat passed. He crossed his arms.
“I just wish it didn’t have to be so far away.”
Una’s voice was soft. Not unkind.
“You knew this day would come.”
“Knowing doesn’t make it easier.”
And still — despite the ache blooming just beneath his sternum — he felt it.
Pride.
There she went. Into the stars.
His doctor. His friend. His partner. His Captain.
“Godspeed, Captain Richardson,” he said under his breath.
No one answered.
But somewhere, he thought, the warp trails shimmered just a little brighter.
“Who the hell put the dermal regenerator next to the emesis basin?”
Christine Chapel glared at the setup like it had personally wronged her in a past life.
Ensign Kura Rin — Denobulan, chipper, and far too enthusiastic for zero-eight-hundred — offered a helpful shrug. “Standard Starfleet configuration, ma’am.”
“Standard configuration is how you get vomit on sterile equipment,” Christine snapped. “Swap them. And don’t call me ma’am. I’m not your admiral.”
Rin grinned, unoffended. “Yes, Nurse Chapel!”
Christine gave her a long, exhausted look. “Commander Chapel. Just because I’m not a doctor doesn’t mean I didn’t earn the rank.”
“Yes, Commander Nurse Chapel.”
Christine pinched the bridge of her nose. “We’re gonna work on that.”
The medbay gleamed. Three surgical suites. Two isolation chambers. Trauma bays with stasis-integrated bio-beds. It was state-of-the-art.
She hated it.
Not because it was wrong — it was perfect. On paper.
But it wasn’t hers yet.
No stress cracks in the countertops from pounding a fist during a code blue. No haphazard charting on the edge of a biobed because the station crashed mid-shift. No coffee ring stains from Jane’s mug, balanced too close to the edge.
Christine adjusted the scalpel tray by feel. M’Benga had taught her that. Three fingers’ width between the clamp and the stimulator. Always.
Rin was reorganizing the supply shelf with an alarming amount of humming.
“Ensign,” Christine called without looking. “Please tell me those are Class-3 hypo cartridges in Bin C.”
“That depends,” Rin chirped. “Are we defining ‘Class-3’ by plasma density or explosive potential?”
Christine turned slowly.
Rin blinked. “That was a joke.”
“Mmhm.” Christine crossed her arms. “Inventory all neuromonitor leads. Recalibrate them by alpha shift. And if anything explodes, I’m blaming you.”
Rin saluted — sort of. “Understood, Commander Nurse Chapel.”
Christine huffed. This is what I get for taking a Denobulan intern.
She leaned against the surgical prep station. Just for a second. Just to breathe.
Not a doctor. Never wanted to be.
But she’d held arterial clamps in place with her bare hands. She’d resuscitated crewmates mid-transport. She’d pulled a captain out of a burning corridor with half a medkit and a belt.
She didn’t need the letters. She had the ship. The captain’s trust. The scars.
This was her Sickbay now.
And soon enough, it would know her.
It was standard protocol.
New captain. New crew. First official day underway.
You make the rounds.
But Jane Richardson had never been one for just standard protocol.
She walked the Endeavor like she was trying to take its pulse.
Engineering was too loud. It always was. And yet the Chief was louder.
“No, no, no — the EPS taps go behind the primary coolant line. Unless you want this warp core to hiccup like a Ferengi on wedding wine!”
Lieutenant Commander Thom Calder was already elbow-deep in a glowing conduit, grease on his sleeve and a stylus in his teeth. He noticed her exactly three seconds later.
“Oh — hell, Captain. Didn’t see you there.”
“That’s clear,” Jane said, eyebrow raised. “You planning on rewiring the whole ship by hand?”
“Only the half Starfleet got wrong,” he said, wiping his hands on a rag that had once been a uniform. “Give me a week and she’ll purr like a Caitian in a sunbeam.”
“Just keep her flying.”
“That’s the dream.”
She left him mid-grin, mid-grumble, already yelling at a junior tech before the doors had even closed behind her.
The lights in the science labs were too bright. Probably Ilyas Rahal’s fault. The young lieutenant was pacing in tight little figure-eights, mumbling equations to himself while a simulation rendered at lightspeed behind him. He jumped when she stepped in.
“Captain! Uh — welcome to Science Lab 1A. I’ve already started preliminary scans of the diplomatic sector, and I’ve got three possible subspace anomalies—”
“At ease, Lieutenant.”
He stopped. Froze. Didn’t know what to do with his hands.
Jane smiled, just barely.
“I read your Academy thesis. Twice.”
“You did?”
“Didn’t understand half of it.”
“Oh.”
“That’s a compliment.”
He beamed.
Security, by contrast, was silent.
If Engineering was chaos and Science was buzzing, Security was cold and still. Lieutenant Avery T’Sai stood behind her desk like she’d been waiting for a duel. Hands clasped. Face unreadable.
“Captain.”
“Lieutenant.”
A beat passed.
“Any concerns about the mission?”
“No, sir.”
“Any concerns about me?”
“None I intend to voice at this time.”
Jane blinked. Nodded. “Good enough.”
“I run a disciplined team. No loose ends. No improvisation.”
“We’ll get along just fine,” Jane said, already halfway to the door. “As long as you make one exception.”
T’Sai tilted her head. “For what?”
“Me.”
By the time Jane reached Sickbay, it was already loud with clattering trays and Denobulan humming.
She leaned in the doorway for a moment.
Christine Chapel was in her element — issuing orders, reorganizing storage, casually threatening to strangle an intern with a blood pressure cuff.
“You’re not wearing your commbadge,” Jane said, arms crossed.
Christine turned. “I don’t need it to yell at people.”
“Fair.”
“What brings you down here? Hypochondria? Nostalgia?”
“Both.”
Jane stepped inside. Christine softened, just a little.
“You alright?”
“Ask me after the Klingons.”
Christine reached for a tricorder. “You’re pale. High-stress levels. Definitely command.”
Jane rolled her eyes. “Just checking in. Carry on, Commander.”
“Oh, I will.”
She moved on.
Deck by deck. Face by face. Voice by voice.
Learning her ship.
Letting it learn her.
Spock found her in the observation alcove behind the bridge.
She was reviewing crew evaluations on a padd, but he suspected she hadn’t actually processed a word in the last ten minutes. The stars had her attention. The quiet kind — the kind with weight.
He approached without sound. She didn’t flinch.
“Captain,” he said calmly, “we are on course. Estimated time to rendezvous with the Klingon vessel Ka’reth is twenty hours, thirty-one minutes.”
She nodded, still watching the stars. “Any changes in their course?”
“None. They remain on a slow warp trajectory, consistent with diplomatic pacing.”
“Mm.” She exhaled. “The slow walk before the fistfight.”
“I believe that is not the Federation’s official phrasing,” Spock said mildly.
Jane half-smiled. “Remind me to work on my diplomacy.”
“I already have a list.”
She turned to glance at him, raising one brow. “How long is it?”
He tilted his head. “Redacted.”
That got a soft laugh — brief, tired, real. “Dismissed, Commander.”
He nodded once and turned to leave. But at the door, he paused.
“Captain,” he said without turning, “your presence on this ship is already… stabilizing. You may wish to know that crew morale indicators have risen since departure.”
She blinked.
“Thanks, Spock.”
When he was gone, she stayed there a while longer. Just her, the stars, and the quiet thrum of a ship not quite broken in.
Not yet.
It was hours later when she finally slipped into her quarters.
Later than she meant to. She hadn’t eaten. Her feet hurt. Her shoulders were knotted tight.
But the ship was still humming, still holding course, still intact.
That was something.
She sat on the edge of the bed and tugged her boots off slowly, one at a time. Then she leaned back, hair loose, padds scattered around her like a fallen constellation.
One breath.
Two.
She tapped the panel beside her.
“Computer. Open a secure subspace channel to the USS Enterprise. Priority: personal. Encryption level four.”
A chime. A pause.
Then his face flickered into view.
Chris.
Messy hair. Low lighting. He was either in his quarters or the ready room, and judging by the mug in his hand, probably both.
“Hey,” he said, warmth soft in his voice.
She didn’t realize how much she needed to hear it until right then.
“Hey.”
“How’s my favorite captain?” he asked. Then added, dryly: “Besides myself.”
Jane let herself smile. Properly, this time.
“Tired. Sore. Slightly bullied by a Denobulan nurse. And…”
She hesitated. Then said it.
“I think I like her.”
His brows lifted. “The nurse?”
“No.” She glanced around, like the ship might hear her — and maybe, she would. “The Endeavor. She’s not the Enterprise. Not even close. But she’s… something. Something good.”
Chris watched her. Didn’t interrupt.
“I walked her today,” Jane went on. “Met the crew. Calder’s an engineering lunatic, T’Sai might stab me in my sleep, and Rahal nearly fainted when I said hello. But… they’re solid. We’ll get there.”
“I knew you would.”
Jane ran a hand through her hair. “You wouldn’t believe how big this ship is. She’s so… clean. It’s unnerving.”
“Don’t worry,” Chris said, grinning. “You’ll ruin her in no time.”
She laughed. Quiet and warm.
Then it faded, just a little.
“I miss you.”
“I miss you too.”
There was silence between them — the kind that didn’t ache, not quite. Just stretched, and held.
“You’ll do fine, Jane,” he said finally. “You already are.”
“I know,” she said. And this time, she meant it.
“Same time tomorrow?”
“Same time tomorrow.”
The screen went dark.
And for the first time since taking the chair, Jane Richardson let herself sleep.
The conference room aboard the Endeavor was still too pristine.
Jane noticed it the moment she walked in. The lighting was warm but not lived-in. The table surface had no scratches, no forgotten mugs, no fingerprints. Everything smelled faintly of polish and sterilization.
Not for long, she thought.
The senior staff was already gathering. Christine had coffee in hand — her second, probably third — and was mid-rant about a hypospray audit that no one else seemed to understand. Ilyas Rahal was fiddling with a data padd, visibly vibrating. Commander Vega was seated already, arms folded, expression unreadable. Lieutenant T’Sai stood behind her chair, stiff as ever. Oren D’Syl gave Jane a wide grin when she entered; Lian Novek gave her a flustered, “Captain,” and immediately dropped their stylus. Kura Rin sat beside Christine, quietly taking notes and looking positively delighted to be involved.
Jane took her seat at the head of the table.
Spock entered last, of course. Unhurried. Impeccable. He gave a single nod to Jane, then sat to her right.
And suddenly, all eyes were on her.
She took a slow breath.
“Alright,” Jane said, “let’s get started.”
Just like that — the first senior staff meeting of her command began.
She gestured to the table display, and the image of the IKS Ka’reth shimmered into view.
“Twelve hours from now, we rendezvous with our new Klingon friends. Standard diplomatic protocol. Medical exchange, cultural formalities, shared diagnostics. No surprises. That’s the theory.”
Christine snorted softly into her coffee. Jane didn’t call her on it.
“T’Sai,” Jane said, nodding. “Security concerns?”
“The vessel is an older D7-class, retrofitted for diplomatic work,” T’Sai said crisply. “Its cloaking capabilities are out of date, and its armaments are minimal. I will, however, be stationing additional security personnel near the transporters during the exchange. Klingon ceremonial visits have a tendency to… escalate.”
Jane nodded. “Very good.”
She turned next to Ilyas. “Rahal?”
“I’ve been monitoring their warp signature and linguistic patterns — their comm traffic is consistent with peaceful intent. That said, they did pass through a plasma surge corridor two days ago. That kind of exposure can cause erratic system feedback.” He hesitated. “Or aggression. But mostly feedback.”
Jane blinked. “Let’s prepare for both.”
Vega leaned forward. “Command protocols suggest maintaining red alert during the docking phase.”
“We’re not on the Enterprise, Commander,” Jane said, tone light but steady. “Let’s try yellow alert. Subtle, but ready.”
He inclined his head. “Understood.”
Christine raised her hand. “Permission to speak freely?”
Jane tilted her head. “Have you ever asked that before?”
“I’m trying to be professional,” Christine said. “It’s going terribly.”
Jane gestured. “Go on.”
“I’ve reviewed Klingon physiology three times in the past week, and I still can’t figure out if they have two livers or three. Also, they don’t tell you whether something’s ceremonial or an actual emergency until after they bleed all over your floor. So I’m assuming this will be a disaster and I’m planning accordingly.”
Rin raised her hand. “I made labeled medkits. Color-coded.”
“I love you,” Christine said, completely serious.
Spock folded his hands. “Captain, it would be advisable to assign specific bridge protocols in case the encounter devolves into hostility. Even ceremonial offense may result in posturing or threat displays.”
“Noted,” Jane said. “I’ll issue phaser authorization thresholds to command staff only. But we’re going in open. Friendly.”
She looked around the table.
They were watching her. Listening. Measuring.
Some of them trusted her already. Some were still reserving judgment.
But they were hers.
“Any further questions?”
No one spoke.
“Then you’re dismissed. Let’s meet this Ka’reth with our best boots on.”
The room began to shift — padds closing, chairs scraping, conversations low and murmured. As her crew filed out, Jane caught Spock lingering beside her.
He didn’t say anything. Just gave her the faintest incline of his head — something private, something that might almost have been approval.
Christine, passing behind, leaned down to murmur in her ear:
“Not bad for your first time at the big kids’ table.”
Jane smirked. “Didn’t throw up once.”
“High bar. I’m proud.”
And then they were gone, leaving her in the quiet.
Jane leaned back in her chair. Looked around the still-too-clean room.
Sooner or later, there would be coffee rings here.
Sooner or later, this would feel like home.
The Endeavor cruised at warp, smooth as a breath. Stars blurred past the viewscreen like brushstrokes — soft, endless motion. The bridge was quiet, controlled, the kind of calm that only came when the crew was pretending not to count the hours until potential disaster.
Six to go.
Jane sat in the command chair, legs crossed, hands loose on the armrest. Not slouched. But not stiff either. The kind of posture that said, I belong here. I’m just not showing off about it.
Spock stood at his console, reading data without so much as blinking. Not that anyone expected anything else.
Oren D’Syl tapped a rhythm against the helm controls. Nervous energy, maybe. Or just bored genius.
Lian Novek kept sneaking glances at Jane from comms — as if trying to decipher the exact moment she might snap into full “captain mode.” As if she hadn’t been there for hours already.
And then Jane’s padd blinked softly.
Subspace message. Low priority. Encryption Level 4.
She tapped it with one finger and let the message roll open under her palm.
—you looked good in the chair yesterday.
I mean that professionally.
And personally.
(But mostly personally.)
Six hours to glory. Or embarrassment. Either way, you’ll be spectacular.
—C.
Her mouth twitched before she could stop it.
Spock looked up from his console. Of course he did. Of course he noticed the twitch.
She cleared her throat lightly. “Status report?”
“All systems functioning within normal parameters,” he replied, voice neutral. “No further transmissions from the Ka’reth. Warp signatures remain steady.”
“Good.” She didn’t ask if he’d read the message. He wouldn’t. But also… he might.
The turbolift doors hissed open behind her.
Christine Chapel strode onto the bridge like it was her living room.
She was holding a coffee in one hand and a stylus in the other, hair slightly undone, posture relaxed. She didn’t stop walking until she was standing directly beside Jane’s chair.
“So,” she said cheerfully, “how many hours have you been up here pretending not to be anxious?”
Jane didn’t look at her. “Six. You’re late.”
“I brought caffeine. I’m never late when I bring caffeine.”
Christine handed her the coffee without ceremony, then turned to address the bridge like a host on a very informal game show.
“Alright, kids, I’m here to do what I do best — bother command, unsettle officers, and identify gastrointestinal distress before it manifests as diplomatic catastrophe.”
Oren D’Syl nearly choked on his breath. Novek stared like a deer caught in warp field headlights.
Spock didn’t move.
Christine tilted her head toward him. “Spock, blink twice if you’re having fun.”
He blinked once.
Jane took a long sip of coffee. “Don’t encourage her.”
Christine smirked. “But that’s what I live for.”
The bridge crew was doing their best not to look. But Jane could feel it — eyes flicking between the three of them, subtle curiosity blooming behind every professional facade.
This was the new command triangle.
A Vulcan First Officer who never blinked unless it meant something.
A Captain who spoke softly but had a stare that could silence a whole room.
And a CMO who casually waltzed onto the bridge, offered live medical commentary, and insulted the ship’s tactical placement of its snack dispensers last Thursday.
They were trying to figure it out — this odd little triumvirate.
And that was fine.
Let them watch.
They’d learn.
Jane handed the empty cup back to Christine. “Dismissed, Commander.”
Christine mock-saluted, then leaned in and whispered, just loud enough for Jane and half the bridge to hear: “Tell your boyfriend he’s not subtle.”
Jane didn’t respond.
She didn’t have to.
The faint color in her cheeks said enough.
Christine grinned and strolled back into the turbolift like she’d just won something.
And on the bridge, silence fell again — professional, clean, almost perfect.
Spock finally spoke.
“Captain.”
“Yes?”
“You may wish to compose your reply before the communications officer attempts to decode your expression.”
Jane exhaled through her nose. “Good advice, Commander.”
Novek looked away, very quickly.
And the Endeavor kept flying, six hours from history — and already full of stories.
The mission had gone exactly as planned.
Ceremonial greetings. Formal exchanges. Klingon medical scans transferred with minimal bloodshed. No shouting, no surprise duels, no hidden blades. Not even a single diplomatic insult requiring translation and apology.
It was almost disappointing.
But mostly, it was a relief.
The Ka’reth was already slipping back to warp when Jane stepped off the bridge.
She didn’t say much — just a quiet, “You have the conn, Commander,” and a brief nod to Spock.
The doors to her ready room slid open.
It was bigger than the one on the Enterprise. A full sitting area near the viewport, a built-in desk framed by dark metal arches, polished wooden accents along the walls. Starfleet’s best attempt at luxury. The kind of space they gave to Captains they expected to stay.
Jane hadn’t made it hers yet. There were no photos, no books, no personal touches — just the scent of new leather and recycled air.
Still, she liked the way it felt.
Solid. Private. Real.
She dropped into the chair behind her desk and let out the first real breath she’d taken all day. Shoes still on, back stiff, jaw sore from holding it just a little too tight for too long.
But it was done.
And she’d done it right.
She tapped the console.
“Computer,” she said softly, “open subspace channel to the Enterprise. Encrypted. Priority: personal.”
The signal pulsed once. Then again.
And then: Chris.
He looked the same. Messy hair, sleeves rolled up, expression halfway between smirk and concern. He’d clearly just come off shift. Or maybe hadn’t slept.
He looked at her for a long moment. Then:
“You did it.”
Jane didn’t smile. Not yet. “I did.”
“No sword fights?”
“No sword fights.”
“No sudden sabotage, surprise tribbles, or political landmines?”
She shook her head, finally letting the corner of her mouth lift. “Just a dignified, awkward, surprisingly respectful cultural exchange.”
He leaned back slightly, voice warm. “Sounds… weirdly competent.”
“I know,” she said. “I barely recognize myself.”
“You should. You were always capable of this.”
She hesitated.
“I kept waiting for something to go wrong,” she admitted, fingers curling against the desk. “Not because I doubted the crew. Or the ship. But…”
“You didn’t know yet if you could carry it.”
She nodded.
Chris softened. “And now?”
“I think…” Jane glanced around the room — at the untouched shelves, the clean desk, the wide stars just beyond the glass. “I think this is going to work.”
He said nothing. Just looked at her.
It wasn’t pride in his expression. Not exactly.
It was something quieter. Deeper. That mix of awe and affection that only came when someone had always known you could do something — and now finally, you knew it too.
Jane leaned forward slightly.
“I wish you were here.”
“I am,” Chris said. “Not physically. But… I’m with you. Every second.”
She swallowed. “It’s not the same.”
“No,” he agreed. “But it’s enough. For now.”
She didn’t cry. She wasn’t even close. But something loosened in her chest — something that had been braced too tight for too long.
“Thanks for waiting up,” she said.
“I’d wait forever.”
“Don’t be dramatic.”
“I’m not,” Chris said. “I’m just in love.”
Jane smiled. Fully this time.
“Me too.”
The call lingered a little longer.
Neither of them spoke.
And that, somehow, made it even better.