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Khaotung was worried. No not worried, nervous. Like he usually is just before a performance, especially a solo one. First could tell just by looking at him. They were at the airport, getting ready to leave for the award ceremony in Busan. Looking over at his best friend, he knew right away how he was feeling.
A couple weeks back when he found out “Let’s try” had been nominated for Asian Content Award, he knew his best friend was going to be attending alone. So he had ask Mae Som if he could go as well, while he couldn’t attend the actually ceremony with Khaotung, he wanted to at least be there in Busan to support him.
They had joked about him attending during First’s own birthday celebration, but when they got the ok from Mae Som, he was over the moon. He would be going to Busan with his best friend. She has also mentioned they could have some time to explore and travel a little before the ceremony.
But now looking over at Khaotung, First knew exploring and travelling was just an excuse Mae Som had come up with to help him ease his nerves. First also realised, that’s probably why she said he could come as well.
“Khaotung, come over here so we can take a photo for social media.” Mae Som had asked.
Khaotung snapped out of his trance and walked over smiling. He did his best to put on a brave face but First knew. He always did whenever Khaotung was nervous.
After the photos were taken and they had a moment of peace before checking in, he brushed Khaotung’s hand gently with the back of his own hand. Careful to make sure no one saw anything. “Hey friend, you ok?” First asked him even when he already knew the answer.
“Yeah… just nervous.” Khaotung replied.
“Don’t be, you’re amazing no matter the outcome.” First told him.
Khaotung smiled at First, his face easing a little. “Thanks… I’m glad you’re coming with me.”
“Remember, I’ll alway be your number 0 supporter.” First said with a smile.
That made Khaotung laugh. First could tell he was starting to relax a little. But he also knew Khaotung. It was going to get worse before it got better. The ceremony wasn’t going to happen until tomorrow. That’s a whole 24 hours plus of nervousness before it would be over.
“Hey want to explore the beach a little after we check in?” He asked trying to distract Khaotung.
“Yeah, why not.” Khaotung replied.
“Come on you two, we need to check in our luggage now,” Their manager said to them.
After a finally hand brush against each other, they picked up their belongings and walked over to the other staff members who were going with them. First already thinking about what he could do to help his best friend relax once they got to Busan.
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After checking into the hotel, Mae Som said they could have some free time while she arranged some things for tomorrow’s ceremony. She snapped a photo of them together at the hotel and then left them to alone.
First looked over at his best friend. The tension in his shoulder was bad. Khaotung looked so stressed. On the plane ride over, First had thought of multiple ways to help Khaotung relax before the ceremony tomorrow and this was the first thing he had on his list.
“Hey Khaotung, want a massage to help you relax?” He said casually. He didn’t want to make a big deal out of it. He didn’t need Khaotung to be any more stressed.
Khaotung froze and looked at him. First could see his mind rolling all over the place. He quickly spoke before Khaotung could spin this in any weird direction. “Just to help you relax! I can see how tense you are.”
“Oh.”
“I know being touch helps you calm down when you’re nervous.” First said quietly. Crap! This was getting awkward. But before he could say anything else..
“Thanks, I would like that.” Khaotung said and started taking his tank top off.
First was stunned but before he knew what was happening, Khaotung was lying on his stomach in only his boxers. That was quick! First thought, but quickly grabbed the bottle of massage oil he had picked up at the airport convenience store while they were waiting for Mae Som to get their car sorted. He had also picked up some other items to help Khaotung relax before tomorrow but those items would be for later.
The massage started slowly. He warmed the oil up between his hands, then he slowly rubbed Khaotung’s shoulder, trying to ease the tension out. He slowly made his way down Khaotung’s back, stoping just before he got to his ass. Then he went back up again. He kneaded all knots he could feel out of Khaotung body. As he was massaging Khaotung body, he climbed on top of Khaotung legs to try getting better access to his back. Khaotung moaned a little. Worried, First tried being extra careful to not sit on Khaotung’s legs. Not realising Khaotung wasn’t moaning about his legs at all.
When he was done, Khaotung was so quiet First thought he was asleep. First thought maybe he should let Khaotung sleep a little after the massage had ended when Khaotung made a small noise. He lent closer to Khaotung trying to hear what he was saying, when he was flipped over. Now he was on his back looking up at Khaotung whose face was a little pink.
“What’s wrong friend?” First asked worriedly.
Khaotung continued to look at him, while the tension from before was gone, he didn’t quite look relax either.
Finally after what seemed like forever, Khaotung finally sat up.
“Thanks Fir.” He said. “That really helped.”
“Oh, yeah no problem happy to help.” First said in return. He sat up on the bed looking at his best friend. He had wanted to help him relaxed but now it seemed like he was more stressed than before. This isn’t good. Guess he had to put part 2 in action sooner than expected.
“Hey want to sit out in the balcony for a bit?” First asked once again trying to sound casual.
“Huh?” Khaotung reacted. He looked like he was still in a daze from earlier.
“The balcony.” First said again. “We have an amazing view. Want to check it out while we wait for Mae?”
“Oh yeah, sure.” Khaotung replied. Seemingly back from his trance. He grabbed the discarded tank top from before along with his jacket and quickly put them on. He didn’t bother with his pants and opted to stay in his boxers for the time being.
They both headed outside and sat on the deck chairs. Looking over at the ocean seemed to calm Khaotung down a little. But First could tell he was starting to get nervous again about the ceremony. So he slowly started part 2 in helping Khaotung relax.
“Hey friend.” He said getting Khaotung attention. “You’re looking lost again, how can I help?”
“Don’t worry, it’s nothing, just pre show jitters.” Khaotung said back to him.
He knew his friend wasn’t going to ask so he decided to take matters into his own hands. While Khaotung was looking at the view from their hotel room, First slowly got up from his chair and made his way over to Khaotung. He sat down on the ground in front of him and laid his head down on Khaotung’s lap. Khaotung was shocked at first but he slowly relaxed as First started drawing circles on his thigh.
“Want me to help you relax some more?” First asked suggestively. His big boba eyes looking up at Khaotung. Who took in a deep breath.
“I’m good, I don’t need another massage.” Khaotung said, it looked like he was trying to calm his breath.
“I wasn’t talking about a massage.” First replied. As his hand slowly made their way up Khaotung’s leg.
Khaotung face was now bright pink. If anyone saw him , they would think he had spent too long on the sun.
First didn’t give Khaotung time to think about what he had meant. His hands had made their way to Khaotung boxers and was slowly pulling them down. Khaotung’s erection popped out and hit First in the face. He was surprised his friend was already so hard.
“Someone’s happy to see me.” First smirked as he started rubbing Khaotung.
“I’m always happy to see you. You know that.” Khaotung breathed, as First’s hand moved up and down his hardening shaft.
“Then let me help you relax some more.” First said as he gently kissed the top of Khaotung erection, then slowly opened his mouth and sucked on the tip. Lubricating it with his spit. His hand grabbed the base as he gently sucked on the tip. Once Khaotung was hard enough First started taking him deeper into his mouth. He could feel Khaotung grow even harder as he sucked, bobbing his head up and down Khaotung’s length.
“Fir. Fir. Fir.” Khaotung was moaning his name. Khaotung had grabbed onto the back of his head as he went down on his friend. Pulling his hair a little trying to get deeper down his throat.
With that First opened his throat and took Khaotung’s length down to the back. Khaotung moans grew even louder.
“Shhhh. Ah friend!” First said as he let go of the erection that was in his mouth. “You need to stay quiet.”
“Ok. Don’t stop, please keep going.” Khaotung mumbled. Eyes feel with lust as he looked down at First.
Who was First to deny his best friend what he wanted. With that he went back to sucking on his best friend’s length. Taking him deeper into his mouth and throat. Bobbing up and down. Sucking on the tip. Until he could feel his friend getting close.
“Fir. Fir. I’m close.” Khaotung said. Eyes rolled back. First looked up at him and with one final thrust he took his best friend to the back of his mouth and felt him release his load down his throat. First swallowed everything up making sure not even a drop was wasted.
As he watched his best friend come down from his high. First smirked. “Did I help you relax?”
Khaotung smiled at him. “Always. Just you being here is enough.” He pulled First up and kissed him on the cheek. Considering First just had Khaotung’s penis downs his throat, he felt silly getting shy over a kiss on the cheek but he still did. After all, they had to kiss plenty of times while acting. But that was different to kissing when no one was around. Maybe they should talk about their relationship but now was not the time. Khaotung had an important ceremony coming up and he was nervous enough. They could wait til afterwards. Now was about helping Khaotung relax.
After making themselves descent. First grabbed their phones and took a few snapped of them relaxing on the balcony. Khaotung now with a pretty blush across his cheeks. Later when Khaotung posted them onto IG, a few of their fans noticed the blush and many commented on it. But no one really knew why it was there. Only the two of them knew the truth.
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Later that night.
Mae Som had come back to the room and told them they could go out together and explore Busan a little.
So after changing his outfit for the third time that day First got himself ready and started part 3 of helping Khaotung relax.
They took a stroll along the beach. While it wasn’t a nice as the beaches back home in Thailand, it was calming and it was nice to walk around when fewer people knew who they were. They didn’t need to wear a mask and could be a little more affectionate with each other. But not too affectionate. Mae Som was still there after all.
After their walk they found a nice seafood restaurant and tried the local seafood. Then they continued to explore the city. Finding small arcades and hole in the walls to explore. Part 3 of helping Khaotung relax work its charm and First could see he was starting to enjoy himself and was less nervous about the award.
Not that First care about the award. Being nominated was a big win in his eyes. And if anyone deserved it. It would be his best friend. Whether he won or not, to First he was already a winner.
After exploring Busan and what it had to offer, they headed back to the hotel. Mae Som told them to rest and she left them in their room after saying good night.
“Did you want to shower first?” Khaotung asked.
“If you don’t mind.” First replied.
“Sure, go for it.”
First step into the bathroom and locked the door behind him. He had to prepare for part 4 of helping Khaotung relax and he did not want Khaotung to accidentally see him prepare himself.
After 15 minutes. He stepped out of the bathroom and it was Khaotung’s turn to shower. While Khaotung was in the shower First went to find his bag from the airport convenient store he had brought earlier in the day. Only when he went to look for it. It wasn’t wear he had left it. Strange he thought. Didn’t I put it with my stuff?
Khaotung soon stepped out of the shower and he still hadn’t found the bag. Oh no he thought. How can I put part 4 into action without lube and condoms.
“You alright Fir?” Khaotung asked him as he walked out of the bathroom.
Dammit!
“Yeah, just trying to look for some stuff I brought earlier.” He replied trying not to freak out. I guess worst case scenario, we could just do it raw. First thought as he tried to calm himself down.
I know we both have been tested and I haven’t been with anyone since we met almost 7 years ago. I’m pretty sure it’s the same for Khaotung. It should be ok. First tried to reason with himself.
As he was having this internal debate, he didn’t notice Khaotung looking at him with hunger.
“Hey Fir.” Khaotung called to him. Slowly making his way across the room in nothing but a towel covering his lower body.
First finally looked up at Khaotung. And froze. Khaotung looked so sexy with his wet hair and drops of water dripping down his body and that damn towel left nothing for the imagination. He swallowed his words. First was left in a daze as Khaotung slowly walked towards him , his eyes never leaving First faces.
“What are you looking for exactly?” Khaotung asked as he stood in front of First.
“Umm… stuff… just ummm.” First mumbled as Khaotung slowly touched his cheek. Dammit. He was suppose to help Khaotung relax. Part 4 was not going well at all.
“Any chance you mean this bag?” Khaotung said as he walked over to his side of the bed and pulled out the convenient store bag.
First’s eyes popped. How? What? Huh? His mind wandering as to how on earth Khaotung found his bag when he was sure he put it with his stuff.
“I was looking for your pyjamas, hoping to get them out for you when you came out the bathroom but I got distracted when I saw the bag. I thought I would just get them out for you.” Khaotung said casually, like it wasn’t a big deal he just found a bag full of lube and condoms.
“Mind telling me why you have this?” He continued.
“Ah.. well. You looked nervous about the award. And I wanted to help you relax so I thought of a plan to help you do just that.” First answer him. Trying to get back onto plan. He was so confident before losing the bag. Khaotung finding the bag threw him a little but ultimately he still had part 4 of his plan to achieve.
“So…”
“So… um yeah. Would you like me to help you relax some more friend?” First finished.
“Friend?” Khaotung said with a smirk. “After everything we’ve just talked about and did this afternoon you’re still calling me that.”
“Well for now. Maybe we can talking about it some more after tomorrow but right now. I just want to help you relax.” First said as he got his confidence from early back. He made his way to his side of the bed and laid down. Gesturing for his ‘friend’ to come closer.
And closer Khaotung came. He climbed on top of First and looked into his eyes.
“You’re beautiful.” Khaotung said to him.
“So are you.” First returned. Smiling as he pulled Khaotung down towards his lips. They kissed slowly at first. Starting with small pecks. Khaotung kissed him on the chin, his cheek and finally made his way down First’s neck.
First couldn’t help but moan Khaotung’s name “Ah Tung!” He could feel Khaotung harden above him. Not able to wait any longer, First pulled Khaotung back up toward his lips and kissed him deeply. While they had kissed plenty of time during filming. This was the first time their tongues danced around each others. And First felt like he couldn’t get enough. He arms circled around Khaotung’s neck pulling him even closer. The towels around their waist soon forgotten and pulled aside to reveal hardening erection from both men.
First felt Khaotung pull away to look at him. As he looked back, his heart pounding against his chest. “How do you want to do this?” Khaotung asked him.
“I’m trying to help you relax.” First responded. “So you can decide. I’m happy as long as you’re relaxing.”
“Can I…” Khaotung started. First looked on. Eyes filled with feelings they hadn’t spoken about but knew where there. Feelings that made First know Khaotung was nervous about the award. Feelings that they both knew would mean end game once they spoke about them out loud.
“You can.” First said as he wrapped his arms around Khaotung pulling him closer again so they could kiss.
“I… I want to fuck you.” Khaotung finally said. Kissing him harder. First returned the kiss with just as much passion. Smiling as Khaotung kissed his way down his body. Stopping at his nipples. Taking one into his mouth while using his fingers to toy with the other.
“Ah…” First moaned. He couldn’t believe how good it felt to have Khaotung playing with his nipples.
Khaotung didn’t stop there. Just as First was starting to fall apart, Khaotung moved lower. Kissing along his belly, finally stopping just above his erection. First was hard. He was so hard he felt like he was going to explode if Khaotung had so much as touch it.
So when Khaotung took him into his mouth. First tried to stop him. “Wait!”
“What’s wrong?”
“I won’t last long if you do that.” He said feeling shy again. “Plus tonight is meant to be about helping you relax.”
“Being with you helps me relax.” Khaotung assured him. “I want this. Please?”
Dammit! Khaotung and his stupid puppy eyes. Before First could even think about a reply. Khaotung took him straight into his mouth and started sucking.
“Oh my!” First moaned.
Khaotung didn’t stop, giving him no room to think. Within second First was coming. He felt like jelly. Slowly coming down from his high. Khaotung let him relax a little before moving even lower. Instead of swallowing the cum. He used it to lick open First’s rim.
First panicked when he realised what Khaotung was planning to do. “Ah.. wait!” He said. “That’s dirty.”
“It’s not dirty.” Khaotung replied. As he kept licking him open. “It’s beautiful. Just like every part of you.”
First felt himself blush. He looked down at Khaotung who was between his legs now. Khaotung returned the look and he felt his blush deepen. How could a man look so sexy?
Khaotung didn’t give him time to think anymore. He grabbed the lube from the bag and opened the cap. Pouring enough onto his fingers. Then Khaotung slowly opened him up. Between Khaotung’s fingers and his tongue First was losing his mind. It feels amazing. He thought. As Khaotung added another finger. Soon he had three fingers within him.
“Enough.” He begged. “Ah Tung, please I need you inside me now.”
Khaotung slowly pulled his fingers out of him. He then found a condom from the same bag. As he ripped open the wrapper using his teeth, First thought that was the most sexy thing Khaotung had ever done.
As Khaotung rolled on the condom, First thought to himself. I really love him don’t I?
And with that Khaotung lined himself up against First. “Are you ready?”
First nodded. “I am.”
Khaotung slowly pushed his way inside. First moaned as he felt his walls stretch taking in Khaotung’s size. When Khaotung finally bottomed out. First looked up at him and said. “Ah Tung. I love you.”
Khaotung froze. He looked down at First. First knew his eyes were filled with love for his best friend as he said it again. “Ah Tung. I love you so much.”
“I love you too.” Khaotung finally said back to him. Then he started moving. Slowly at first. Giving First time to get use to his size. First felt so loved and cared for. But he needed more.
“Faster.” He whispered into Khaotung’s ear. “I want you to pound into me.”
“Are you sure?”
“I am.”
So Khaotung started thrusting faster and harder. Pulling almost all the way out then slamming back in with great speed. Hitting the special spot each time he thrusted into First.
First started moaning even louder. “Ah Tung! Ah Tung!”
He felt himself getting closer and closer. Soon he felt Khaotung move his hand down to his erection and started pumping him, in time with his thrusts. For the second time that night he came. Spilling over his and Khaotung’s stomachs.
Khaotung started thrusting even faster after First came. Soon he heard Khaotung grunt and stilled. He felt the pulse through their connection and held onto his best friend tightly as he finished within him.
Khaotung collapsed on top of him. Slowing his breath as he came down from his high. First used his hands to draw on Khaotung’s back as he come back into focus. Holding his best friend like he was the most precious treasure in this world.
“Are you relaxed now?” He asked.
“Yeah… thank you.” Khaotung smiled at him. He slowly lifted himself off First but only just a little so they could stay connected. He drew First into his arms and kissed him softly. Khaotung then rubbed his nose gently across First’s nose as he whispered “I love you…boyfriend.”
Guess part 4 of the plan was a success.
Part 5 would have to wait until tomorrow. He knew his best friend/ boyfriend would need more help to relax tomorrow and depending on the outcome of the award. He might even need some celebrations. But that was for tomorrow. Now it was time to sleep.
First wrapped his arms around his boyfriend/best friend. “Good night my love.”
“Good night.”