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Samira Mohan is very good at taking care of other people. She is significantly worse at taking care of herself. She can't afford to.
As their relationship deepens, she watches as a medical crisis shatters their carefully maintained boundaries, revealing how much they’ve come to rely on each other when everything falls apart.
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When The Wound Is Tired Of Crying, It Starts To Sing by BananaPink
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
09 Feb 2026
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Shen Jiu did so many wrongs in his life, but life also did him wrong, and for that shen Jiu had accumulated a lot of emotional and physical wounds.
He finally has enough and gives the world that hated him a big "fuck you" before killing himself, he is the only person allowed to take his life.
But to his surprise he goes back in time to when he was a peak lord, but this time shen Jiu couldn't care less about anything, because he already lost his will to live.
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In which shen Jiu goes back in time, and with this chance he sets on doing whatever he wants, whenever he wants, and after finally getting rid of all his grievances he'll just die peacefully. Or does he?
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Love was the law and religion was taught, I'm not bought.
Todd has always been told what to believe: in God, in order, in silence. But nothing prepared him for how love would feel when it arrived like fire — in Neil’s laughter, in the quiet moments that said too much, in the forbidden thought that maybe he was never meant to live a life made of rules.
Then Neil died, and all Todd was given were "thoughts and prayers," as if faith could stitch a wound like this. He can’t pray anymore. He writes poems he’ll never read aloud. He keeps seeing Neil in the stars, in memories, in the breaths between stanzas.
This is a story about what’s left behind when the boy you love dies believing the world wouldn’t love him back.
Of guilt that feels sacrilegious.
Of grief that burns.
About a kind of love too pure for the world that condemned it.Tell me the fable where we got a happy ending. Please.
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- Part 1 of do not go gentle into that good night
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Not a Prime Situation AU by CarlottaPrime
Fandom Transformers - All Media Types, Transformers: Prime
10 May 2026
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Under Your Sleeve by GaryXxXCarl
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Marauders - Fandom
05 Jun 2026
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Regulus Black only wanted to vent about his spectacularly awful ex in peace. Instead, half of Gryffindor overhears the performance, uncovers a heartbreak nobody saw coming, and accidentally turns a revenge plot into something far more complicated. Between fake dating, whispered confessions, public sabotage, and one very protective older brother, Regulus may get his revenge—but not in the way he expected.
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- Part 38 of Song Fics
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The balcony is empty. The air is thick with summer heat.
Michaela steps closer than she should. Francesca's legs part, almost reflexively, for her husband’s cousin. Michaela slips between them and rests her hands on Francesca's thighs.
She leans in. Francesca can smell the limoncello on her breath. Her nose brushes Francesca's cheek.
"Tell me it's killing you like it's killing me," Michaela whispers against her skin.
Francesca trembles. Her need pulses in her chest, her stomach, lower still.
"Please, Fran."
"We can't."
"I know. I know."
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Francesca Stirling is a high-powered Manhattan attorney on her eighth round of IVF. Her husband's cousin, Michaela, arrives for the summer and immediately upends Francesca's routines. When her husband leaves for a work trip to London, Francesca is forced to reckon with the woman she has spent years refusing to look at — and with the question of whether she can finally become herself without breaking the man who loves her.
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Deal With The Devil by exyisexy02
Fandoms: เธม-โป้ Heart That Skips a Beat | Thame-Po: Heart That Skips a Beat (TV), LYKN (Band)
31 Mar 2026
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Dylan always gets what he wants. And what he wants now is to get Thame back. And he’s willing to do anything for it.
Even if he has to make a deal with the devil himself.
Jun has never failed to make someone fall for him. But it proves to be a challenge when it comes to Po. It also doesn’t help that Po’s attention seems to be split between him and his best friend –Thame.
And to get Thame off his back he has to strike a deal with the most infuriating person he has met.
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- Part 1 of Whatever It Takes To Get You.
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Free Treasure by Bugslibrary
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane finds himself nodding, says “I know” before he can think further about it because Shane has never been good at reading people, and he wonders in that moment if Ilya is afflicted the same by this, the way they fuck.
Afflicted by the questions that they never let out-
How the fuck does it feel this fucking good?
How does it feel this fucking good every time?
Why is it you who does this to me?
The worst one of all, Shane thinks, this is why I can’t stop doing it. It’s too fucking good.
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Somewhere in 2014-16, one of the times they fuck that we didn't see in the montage.
(Alternatively titled: Athletes having athletic sex, someones got to get a leg cramp at some point)
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An au based on Abolish's initial character concept.
Abolish was Scott's butler back in the height of his rule, until his lord is cursed to sleep, and he is cursed to wait. Six hundred years later Scott returns, as do people to Oakhurst, but this time Abolish refuses to fail his lord.
I love this over six hundred year long slow burnInfo post about the au Here!
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Vampires SMP Abolish as Scott's Butler AU. Personal favourite
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Fun lil series, very kool, Crossfangs4life
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not like before (when I was empty) by Starlight_VLD for DisasterFrog
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
20 Sep 2025
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Five times Soap found different ways to
torturefall asleep on Ghost, and one time Ghost relaxed enough to return the favor.Series
- Part 12 of COD Fics
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When Alastor summons a demon to strike a deal, he’s horrified to discover the entity is none other than his future self—a twisted, unrecognizable Overlord of Hell. The price for their agreement? Allowing his future counterpart a single night with you. But as the night unfolds, the deal unravels, and Alastor is confronted with a vision of his destiny and a choice.
(Day 19 - Smutmas 2024)
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- Part 4 of Convergence/Divergence
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this filled a very specific idea, love ittt
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Cas is back from the Empty, and Dean knows how to be grateful.
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Divine Intervention by outrageousboulefart
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime & Manga)
29 Jun 2026
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You were supposed to be a bystander. That was the plan. Suck it up. Be the Head Clan. Do your job. Be lazy about it. But don’t make it too obvious. Get paid. And live a long happy mundane life.
Until, Gojo Satoru came in and ruined it.
[this fictional work is semi canon compliant and will be covering all series from cursed child arc to the culling game arc so please do have patience with the slow burn]
[average word count per chapter: 8K - 12K]
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After their brutal split at the bar earlier that night, Vox finds Alastor showing up at his place like he’s never seen him before: drunk, unpredictable, and dangerously drawn to him.
Amid power plays, raw emotions, and emotional dependence, their relationship teeters on the edge—where control begins to crack…
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A Courtship In Five Stages by Holdt
Fandoms: Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types
14 Jun 2026
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Six years in the same house. Never once the word for it.
When Clark begins a courtship rite his dead world left him only fragments of, Bruce does what Bruce does: he reads ahead. The vessels are ash. The grammar is incomplete. They have a kitchen, a wood, and four pillows to make it out of.
A wedding in five stages, improvised from whatever's on the shelf.
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A house is not a home by Spicy_Trash
Fandoms: DC Extended Universe, Batman - All Media Types
28 Apr 2026
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Damian Wayne is
1314
Damian doesn't know how old he is but has recently come to the decision that he has to leave his home.
The only problem is that there is no where to go.
Where does a wayward Robin fly when he no longer knows what the future holds for him, and how does a kid avoid being found by the batman.
Hal jordan is in for a nasty surprise when he returns from space and finds a little bird crashing is his home. But maybe thats what they both need, even if they don’t know it.-
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Damian Wayne is 13
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Damian doesn't know how old he is but has recently come to the decision that he has to leave his home.
The only problem is that there is no where to go.
Where does a wayward Robin fly when he no longer knows what the future holds for him, and how does a kid avoid being found by the batman.
Hal jordan is in for a nasty surprise when he returns from space and finds a little bird crashing is his home. But maybe thats what they both need, even if they don’t know it.
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After a week of progressively declining health, Scout is diagnosed with Leukemia. While Medic searches for a quicker treatment, he is given chemotherapy for the time being. The team is tasked with trying to keep Scout safe and taken care of.
Eventually, he ends up in the more reliable care of Sniper.
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Freaking ADORABLE story from the author who wrote the serial killer scout fic, you know the one where he puts all the teeth in jars .... Fucking fantastic writing. Hopefully updates 🤞
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Breathing Room by Rachel Matteo (Rachel_Matteo)
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 May 2026
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Shane Hollander arrives in Vegas with a question he hasn’t spoken out loud.
It isn’t complicated, exactly. It’s just the kind of question that requires honesty he isn’t sure he’s ready for - about what he and Ilya Rozanov have been doing for the past few years, about what six months of silence after Sochi actually meant, and about whether any of it is worth staying close to or whether he finally needs to go.
He gets his answer in a locked bathroom at the NHL Awards.
Ilya spends the summer convinced that Shane is fine. Upset? Yes. Angry? Definitely. But Shane always felt things fiercely despite what everyone said about him when he had his back turned. He’d calm down over the summer and then he’d be there like he always had been. He fills the silence with discipline and routine and the comfortable certainty that later is still available to him.
He’s wrong.
By the time Ilya understands what he actually lost, Shane is already gone; and Ilya is left trying to find a way back to someone who closed the door long before Ilya had ever thought to just walk through it.
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- Part 1 of The Distance Between Us
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Chan gets stood up on the altar.
And Seungmin is the best man for a reason.
Or: Your crush just got stood up on the altar, and as best man, you gotta salvage what's still available. Well, Chan is available. Again.
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Original Skin by clementizing
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jun 2026
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This time when the phone rings, he’s ready. Ready in the only way he knows how to be, the way he would be on the ice: breath coming sharp, heart beating fast, adrenaline dripping. He’d known Shane would call again, the way he’d known Shane would get back on the ice in Detroit, wearing his shoulder injury like a badge. Shane can be very stubborn, sometimes. Shane should know better, this time. Ilya can’t be held responsible for whatever comes next. He picks up on the fifth ring.
“This doesn’t have to be so difficult,” Shane says. He doesn’t sound angry. Mostly, he just sounds tired.
Ilya laughs, manic around the edges.
“I am not supposed to be easy for you, Hollander,” he says, “Big arch rival. Haven’t you heard?”
Summary: Set during the timeline of the show, from the situationship era to the cottage. Over the years, Shane and Ilya learn how to talk to one another - bodies first, voices second.
This story is complete with six chapters, and will be updated regularly.